My name is Gendis Wilhelmina

Episode 55's

"Sir, there's a guest ".

Gendis only realized there was someone beside her, she looked up and was surprised, with the person standing next to her.

" It's Sean !"

" How are you doing Ndis ?"

" Ba.. baik Mas, (Gendis still looked on in disbelief, there was Sean in front of him), Mas, what event in the Netherlands ?" Connect Gendis.

" I came here to talk to you on purpose".

Ms. Indri, who feels like a talking mosquito repellent. While there was an unusual sigh in the recesses of Gendis' heart.

" Sit there, so it's good to talk, mom to the kitchen first".

" Yes ma'am, thank you". Sean replied short.

Mother looked at Gendis for a moment before she left. There was worry on her daughter's face. But he believes Gendis can handle this.

" We're sitting there, Mas".

Gendis pointed at the sofa right behind the house.

Sean followed Gendis's steps. He saw Gendis getting beautiful. When he was his wife, Gendis was beautiful, but not this beautiful.

His maturity adds a plus to his personality and appearance. Or actually it used to be like this, but Sean paid less attention to it, I don't know.the time passed that left regrets in Sean's heart until now.

"Sit Down".

" Yes thank you".

They were silent for so long, no one started the conversation. A stiff and extremely awkward atmosphere enveloped them. Sean finally started talking.

" Before, what I'm about to say may make you angry, disappointed and hate me, but I can't just be quiet, imagine something that continues to torment the mind, but, after I talk about this, I leave it to you. What do you want me to do".

The swish on Gendis' chest was beating faster and faster. There was a bad taste that appeared in his heart.

But he tried to calm himself down, pretending it was okay. Even though the sound that comes out contains different vibrations. It feels discordant and a little strange.

" Speak, I'll listen, Mas Sean came all the way from Indonesia there must be something important that Mas will convey".

Sean took a deep breath, doubt was already lost in his heart. Now talk, or all just disappear in an instant.

I'm not the Sean I was, Gendis left me because I'm a plan guy, now I have to talk, whatever the outcome.

" I know from my mom, you're getting married in a week, I'm also aware of our meeting in Indonesia when you didn't tell me about this at all".

Silence enveloped them, only the sound of singing birds perched in the trees said.

" If you still give me a chance, I want to. I.... can not live without you, I feel that, when you choose to go, and leave me alone in Indonesia".

Sean took another deep breath, in an attempt to get rid of the gurgling feeling in his heart.

" I realize that my fault with you is incalculable, and perhaps even unforgivable, perhaps this could be called selfish, but I ask you, to give me one more chance, to give me one more time, to make amends all this time, I'll show you that I really love you".

Throw away what Gendis had kept from his heart. During the wedding, Sean never said that he loved Gendis, even though that sentence had been awaited by Gendis. And at this moment the sentence glided smoothly without any burden but sounded full of meaning in Gendis' ears.

Airnat race jump from both beautiful eyeballs Gendis. His remains shook violently.

Why does this happen when you marry someone else. That sentence Gendis had expected long before today. If only Sean had said that long ago, maybe Gendis would have tried to survive until today to remain alone.

Realizing that, Sean approached Gendis and sat down before Gendis.

" I don't mean to make you sad, I just want to be frank with you, I don't demand your answer right now, I don't want to confuse you".

Sean held onto Gendis' hands that seemed to tremble.

" I'm sorry, for saying too late...

Gendis lowered her head, her cries completely spilled back then. The sadness that he had been enduring, spilled right then and there. Like a dam that has been fully accommodated, now forced to break down because it is not strong enough to accommodate the water that has been dammed.

" Gendis..I'm sorry, don't cry like this".

Sean was still holding Gendis' hand, several times he even wiped Gendis' tears.

Somewhat old, the new Gendis can control themselves.

He looked straight at Sean.

" I'm sorry, I can't go back to Mas, as you know, I'm getting married".

" I know, but you don't.love her, you love me".

" I love him Mas, he's very good, because he's the one my life changed, because of him I can laugh again, I can't leave him".

Tears fell again on the smooth cheeks of Gendis. He felt helpless, between his deep love for Sean, and his gratitude for Larry, for all this time. Gendis with attention.

" Yes, I understand, I'm not going to force, I'm self-conscious, all this time, I just left a wound in your heart".

Sean stood up, he sat down again next to Gendis. They shut each other up. Nothing looks beautiful. Even the sofa they were sitting on, felt filled with nails that led to their buttocks.

Birds that once sounded melodious singing, now feels add a sense of silence in their hearts.

" Mom and papa will come to your wedding, that's my mom's message, if you allow me, I'll come to your wedding, otherwise I'll be back in Indonesia, in three days".

Gendis just kept quiet, she was busy with her tears that did not want to stop.

" Tell my regards to your future husband, believe that if your decision continues the marriage, I'm sincere, the important thing is that you should be happy".

Gendis actually did not want to hear the words that came out of Sean's mouth. Because the more Sean spoke, the more the burden on his heart.

He was still crying when Sean said goodbye to return to the hotel, so there was no reply from Gendis.

Sean said goodbye to Indri's mother, Bu Indri hugged Sean with affection as a parent. Despite not hearing their talk, Indri believes Sean and Gensis are unhappy.

" You have to be both strong, whatever your decision, may this be the best path for both of you, son".

" Yes mom".

" Play here again, if there's no Gendis here, at least there's a mother and a father, who will welcome you as a child".

Sean nodded his head, he was powerless to answer, let alone his tears had forced untyk to jump out.

Sean kissed the back of his former mother-in-law's hand.

" Mother Assalamualaikum".

" Sallam waalaikum".

Mom drove Sean to the yard.

Sean began to pedal his bike, he walked very slowly, until outside the yard unstoppable tears again out of Sean's eyes, he let it go.

To reduce the burden on the battery, there is no difference between men and women, if you have to cry, cry.

If that burden doesn't want you to share with others, at least you yourself will feel a little relieved.

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Insha Allah I will add one episode as a closing.

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