
My name is Sasa Ziera. an underage girl who is considered an adult because of the height I have. 171cm... It seems like it is high for a girl?
16 Years I've lived, I feel the life I've lived was "Pathetic" and "Fun". Both are things that are mixed into one, but more dominant in the direction of "Suffering".
On a sunny day, I left home after finishing all the homework.
Normally I wouldn't be possible and wouldn't dare to do that, but, since some of the conflicts that were going on made me sick and wanted to calm my mind outwards. even though maybe I will get hit by marahan when I go home, I feel I don't care for now.
In a cafe, this is a cafe that is popular among women, especially in the streets, this place became the first trending as a favorite cafe of 5 stars, this place became the first favorite cafe, which most people comment on on the website and on the map as well as on Instagram and Twitter.
The juice, coffee, and milk cups are high enough for a high school student, it's not something you can drink at any time. If an ordinary High School student who has a lot of activity time, he may only visit a few times a month, either with friends or partners.
The price of each dish here is relatively cheaper for me, compared to the cafes I have been to. So, it is not surprising that it will be crowded every day with satisfying service and handsome servants.
And this is the first time I've come alone without the company of anyone I know.
However, since this place is still not so crowded for now, I am more confident even though I still feel afraid when dealing with men, except for the servants, they are very friendly and gentle, even though they are still afraid of men, there's also something he looks creepy about, but he's nice.
Thinking about various things in my limited brain capacity, has become a daily activity that I definitely do. My head suddenly dizzy because of it.
For a moment I held my forehead, pulled up both eyebrows, until a frown formed on the face.
"Sick ... I can't stand it. it hurts."
My eyesight became somewhat vague, the dizziness afflicting stress to the pain until my breathing hastened.
An ill-fitting time came, some high school students who looked mischievous from his appearance came to me. There was only one empty bench provided in front of me, two of them took the initiative to bring a bench and the other was forced to stand.
When viewed from their faces, it seemed like the four of them were intent on teasing and judging me. I tried to behave normally and put aside the pain I was feeling.
No matter how I held it, maybe it was still manageable, but ... My weak side traumatized by men frightened me and my body trembled as they got closer.
The conversation began, I just lowered my head as long as they tried to tease, not daring to look into their eyes which made my chest even more tight, I held it.
"On your own, beautiful?"
"Where are the victories? going to the toilet, or coming alone?"
"Daughters should not be alone.there will be strange people who will come flirting."
A little laugh together.
Didn't he say it was them? is that a satire, or is it a warning? I don't understand.
So familiar, the three of them immediately sat down and acted as if they had good intentions to accompany.
But it was clearly visible, on the contrary..The tone of their speech and behavior was very disturbing, but I could not drive it away, even go away. My body froze, the trauma that I experienced made me unable to do anything, just being indifferent like women in general.
"We want to, if so, let's not be lonely?"
One of them the four of them who had not sat down said it, embracing friends on the left and right who had sat.
"... Crazyaa! If you look closely, you're amazingly beautiful."
"Do you have a partner?"
"It's unfortunate that women are as beautiful as you if you don't have a partner. I'm willing, if you want?"
Glancing at me without permission, isn't that disrespectful?
From their facial expressions, there was not the slightest guilt, it was horrible, disgusting.they smiled as if the compliment had made me happy?
Even without saying I already know, many have already said so, but they only see my outer appearance.if they know me fully, I doubt anyone will be willing to be my side.
That is clear .... Our bad side will no one want to accept it, except the Supreme Ruler. or maybe someone whose mind is in trouble?
For a while, after being silent for a few seconds, I replied with indifference, without turning my head.
"Ga need. please, leave me alone!"
Wishing those words would make them quiet and go away, but I was too naive.
Silence is my response to further action, dealing with them is indeed troublesome.
On the one hand, the result of their laughter somehow made the tightness in my chest more painful.
"Oi, oi. You're interesting.what's your name?"
The person still standing said so. Interesting? they should have realized I was disturbed.
"....."
"Hmm? why are you silent? I asked what's your name?"
"Maybe he's not interested in you, he'll answer if I ask."
"Please look up before saying so, my precious companion."
Feeling himself humbled, the two of them looked at each other in seriousness.
"At least my good looks are on top of you. Who's supposed to be glazed here?"
Hearing that, I think everything that should look childish once, when I think they are more mature, but that's the wrong thought.
Fighting when teasing me, they should be ashamed, but that doesn't seem to apply.
Because of these words, making his friend could not wrinkle and grieve with an upset face.
"Stop! you two scared him."
"Maybe this time we can fail because of your two children's quarrels earlier."
Apologizing is just the words that came out of the two of them before.I'm not indifferent to it, they're dangerous.
Even hearing quite high and heavy tones of speech from their lips, my chest tightened unstoppably, my breathing hastily, but still.
This is a secret that I must keep, at least from the closest people and random people.
"Sorry, yeah, for that one, they're both really good, really."
"True, there's no need to doubt that."
It was precisely these "Good" words that made me doubt.
A person who had always been calm from the beginning apologized so, followed by a friend beside him, a smile on his face was seen.
"Yes." Yeah."
Only that word can I say. talking too much makes my breath more congested, will also make them more hopeful.
"Why, huh? the average girl is cute, pretty and cute?"
The commendation in praise was again thrown, it was from his friend who stood up, replied and continued the praise, it was all the same.
"Yes right, right, right."
"Maybe because the air is so enchanting."
"Much silent and unapproachable, it's a woman's dream that every man wants."
"Truly, I agree."
"More that makes it all the more interesting and mysterious."
"Who tried not, would you? if you ask yourself, of course you want to!"
Little giggles and smiles, their eyes not turning away and making me even more afraid and uncomfortable, it felt like I wanted to go and cry.
"It looks like I'll call you 'Darling', because you haven't said your name yet."
"Hey~ wait ... it looks like we haven't introduced ourselves to him either."
Feeling newly conscious, their expressions said like that, followed by a momentary small laugh.
"Oh, yeah. Here's problem. You should just shut up without answering my question, huh?"
"Unacquainted, then dear.introduce, I am Vicky, your future prince dearest."
He bowed his head and put out his hand, acting like a real prince.
Honestly, even though he was quite handsome, but.
"Oi, oi. You're ahead of me, damn it ... Mini garden in Tanggerang, I'm Rio, your dear lover."
"You're too high-imagined.he's not your lover, but my future queen lover."
"Nobody knows what the future will be like? if my prediction isn't wrong, it's not impossible.you, you know?!"
No, I think it's something that's impossible to come true, even if destiny says, I will reject it. Destiny like that, can at least still be changed, except death.
The two of them again and again looked at each other with the air intimidating each other.The other two friends were indifferent and just continued to introduce themselves.
I can only pray and beg .... someone, save myself from a situation like this?!
"Next, it is I. a handsome man with millions of fans, the sun who transformed into a human being, and a future husband who will always be willing to listen to all his wife's complaints .... I am ~"
Introduce himself long and long, saying so while doing various movements that adjust. Instead of looking cool, it looks boring and laughable that describes someone who often hallucinates. that's all I can conclude.
At the right moment, someone cut his introduction firmly.
"Hey, you guys!"
His heavy tone felt piercing, I immediately fell silent in shock. My chest seemed to stop for a moment, before beating faster than normal limits.
The intimidating aura he carried felt, even though I did not see it, even though I only heard his cry, and even though I only heard his approaching footsteps, my heart was shaken.