MY MARRIAGE TO PRESSURE
No Return Home
CHAPTERS. 8
Carefully Reza held Libya and placed it on the bed. They also returned to the conversation.
Suddenly Libya remembered the messages of its mother, "your son is the only one who will be the loser of father and mother, you have to move on son, son, stop connecting with men who are already married". Libya's mind seemed to be filled with the words of his mother, ma'am shofie.
“Stop dear please do not continue” said Libya stop Reza who is drunk by blind love.
Why darling?” Ask Reza while continuing the action.
Reza was silent for a moment, he was still confused by the decision he was going to take. One side he really loves Reza, a lover who has been dating for five years but on the other side his mother now has not approved of their relationship, even his mother firmly told Libya to move on and forbid a relationship with a married person.
“Sayang stopped, quite dear”, Libya said once again.
Rezapun looked up at Libya and stopped him.
“you why baby?” Ask Reza to Libya.
“I don't want to do more than this all” Reply Libya whose tears suddenly flow.
Libya then removed Reza's hand. Libya immediately woke up and fixed his clothes that had been open.
“Darling are you mad at me?” Ask Reza to Libya.
Libia did not answer Reza's question, she kept tidying up her clothes and hair.
“I'm sorry for doing something we shouldn't have done before we got married”. Reza said he regretted what he had done to Libya.
Reza and Libya have been dating for more than five years, but their relationship has never been more than a hug and a humbug. Even when Libia often stay in the apartment Rezapun they can still keep each other what is not right. They had never slept together in one bed before.
“Are you going to marry me?” Ask libya then.
“Of course I will marry you, when my problem is over all dear”. Answer Reza.
“When?” Ask Libya.
“After you make a little girl a widow or even you will make me your second wife?" Ask Libya firmly.
“Darling I beg you, I never want our relationship like this, I don't want this all to happen to us” pinta Reza begged.
“Sorry, we can no longer continue this relationship, it's been quite enough to hurt me even my parents”. Libyan Saying.
“Wait for dear”, said Reza stopped Libya's move.
“What else? You haven't even answered all my questions, that means you yourself don't know what you're going to do in the future, you're selfish !! You SELFISH Reza!!! You just think about your feelings without ever thinking about what I feel today”. Speak Libya with a reddened face with tears. Libyans began calling Reza no longer affectionate.
“But I never wanted this all dear?”, protested Reza.
“already, I don't want to argue with you. The longer I stay together the more it breaks my heart. Sorry this is not us who want, but I've been unable to reduce this pain”. Uncap Libya and start out leaving Reza in his apartment.
Again Reza chased Libya, until he reached the living room.
“I beg you, please don't leave me, I love you so much Libya” said Reza again. This time Reza bowed down and pleaded with Libya not to leave him.
Libya did not budge in the slightest, her heart was grievous, her tears were increasingly pouring.
“I've been very rapu Reza, please don't make me more dying again because of your love, I beg you.let me go and never bother you again” said Libya .
Libya also stroked Reza's hair and kissed Reza's forehead. Reza was visibly frustrated with Libya's decision.
Libya left Reza. He ran while crying.
“Aaaakkkkk....!!’ Shouted Reza while punching the sofa located in the living room.
Reza lunglai's body was leaned against the sofa helplessly. Her hair was unkempt.
“What should I do” said Reza himself.
I can't possibly divorce Anis, while papa is still weak in the hospital. My mom would not approve of it either. Inner Reza.
Reza finally fell asleep on the sofa living room of his apartment. The clock shows at 20:00. Reza wakes up and moves into the room. Tonight he intends not to go home. He needed time to accept the harsh reality he had never thought of before.
Crane..kring….Mobile Reza suddenly reads, written on screen “mama” house. Reza turned off the call.
Not long after that his phone rang back with the same name. It happened repeatedly. Until Reza finally picked up the phone.
“Halo” said Reza in a limp voice.
“Halo den, where is aden now? Why haven't you come home yet?" Ask someone there who is none other than mbok Ipah, ART faithful.
“I don't go home mbok, tonight there's overtime in the office” Reza replied lying.
“What is aden sick again? Ask Mbok Ipah worried.
“No mbok I just soybeans” Reza replied to his Nanny since childhood.
There was a feeling of worry in my heart when Ipah heard Reza's voice.
“Ya already yes mbok I still have a lot of work” said Reza did not care anymore advice mbok Ipah.
(In the Herdiawan family home)
Anis is still busy with textbooks. Tomorrow he has a daily math review. Math lessons are the most popular lessons by an Anis. In fact, he has several times attended intelligent events meticulously representing his school in the city. But tonight Anis seemed unfocused Many times she flipped through her books clueless.
“Aduuuh koq I so this is what I do not understand the same about this” said Anis
Finally Anis closed her book and laid her body on the Mattress.
He recalled the incident earlier that afternoon when he saw the scene that was right in front of him. His heart is so painful. His mind began to wander everywhere.
It turns out that this woman was his girlfriend, very beautiful, and sincere. I have nothing compared to him. Aahh, does that mean the old man will marry her? And until now the parents have not seen his nostrils. Inner Anis.
Anis also took a mobile phone and saw the clock, seen at this time it turns out to have shown at 20:30.
Lest she was preparing to divorce me, I became a widow dong, widow of High School.
“Mother, father….Anis does not want to be a widow mom..”, said Anis said himself.
Right now his heart really felt very sad. Anis was hurt to see what happened last day, plus tonight the man who is now her husband, whom she saw with another woman last day did not come home.
Anis immediately called her mother Rusmi, because at this time only her mother was able to calm her heart.
“Halo bu” says Anis.
“Halo baby, you healthy there son?” Ask the Russian.
“Anis misses mom and dad Bu.” Said Anis again who could not control her tears had already dripped on her cheeks.
“Iya nak I understand what you feel at this time, it is natural koq nak for a child who has just built a household”. Said Rusmi trying to raise her daughter.
“Can't mom visit me here?” Ask Anis again.
“Mother and father are currently again in the village where Bude Rita nak, her son Bude Rita, the Kiki want to get married. So the same father helped me prepare his needs.
Rita is the elder sister of Bu Rusmi who lives in the village, The custom in the village when going to marry her child is to shoulder to shoulder to lift the celebration together with her neighbors and relatives.
“Ooh, sister Kiki want to marry who mom is? Koq I'm not invited?” Anis asked her mother.
“With his High School friends, his name if not wrong Gilang. Mother did not ask bude to invite you son,, mother said Anis was on honeymoon with her husband”. Said Mrs rusmi later.
Turns out my family thinks I'm happy with my marriage right now, honeymoon like most newlyweds.” Huhhhft” Anis snorted violently.
“You daydreaming son?”, Tanya bu rusmi who suddenly disperse the reverie Anis.
“Ehh...iya bu why?” Anis replied in shock.
“Mommy has spoken long ago not heard ya?” Ask the Russian.
“Sorry ma'am Anis was again seeing the chirp kejeran, mother was talking what bu?” anis asked her mother.
“Iya kiki candidate was named Gilang nis, he said they had been dating from SMA” time said bu Rusmi continued his conversation.
“Hhaa..kak Gilang was studying abroad for medical education bu?” Tanya Anis does not believe that it turns out that the one who will marry his cousin is Gilang who used to play at his house the same kiki.
“Iya son, and now she has returned to Indonesia from two years ago. In fact, he is now a doctor and works in one of the luxury hospitals, he said”.ucap bu rusmi explained.
“Hemmm..enak ya bu kak kiki can make a career, and marry someone who loves and loves her”. Say Anis with Lirih.
“You are also married to “ said Ms. Rusmi.
“But I have absolutely no idea how my husband is mom, his character, his nature even in most cases I don't know. I also do not know how the fate of this wedding later”. Anis replied while crying.
“Anis darling.something you consider not good is not necessarily good for you, and also vice versa something that you consider good is not necessarily good for you.
Right now you might think kiki's marriage is perfect, she can marry an established man she loves, it's not necessarily good for you.
What happened to you at this time is the best for you, think positively continue son.never look at the grass neighbors look at your own plants”, explained Miss Rusmi at length trying to give understanding to her daughter.
“Then.. what should I do bu?” Ask Anis again.
“Care to your husband, if there is a problem communicating in a good way”, said Ms. Rusmi.
“One more time, do not ever argue your husband's words, because you are now the responsibility of your husband nak”.
“Hemmm. yes bu Anis will try, but Anis can't promise”. Anis.
Anis also closed her phone because the night was getting late.
