MY LOYAL LEAN

Ends Here

After all the explanations and decisions have been agreed and also supported by all family members, the next day I return to the city of Y because there are still many things that I have to finish.....

I went to college this morning because I had a class,

Ma'am..... Ma'am.... Cindy, call one of my students who approached me by showing her worried face.

Yes what's up.....

My mom and my friends can say something to my mom, she said

What is the problem, I said full of questions.

Mari Bu, it has been awaited by others he said while holding my hand towards one of the BEM rooms/I'm my class and there's a BEM chairman too.

Let us sit down, said one of them.

Yes, what is it. kok rame - rame want to see mother, I said..kangen yes.

Yes Ma'am, kangen really use said one of them so that the atmosphere is not tense, so that the atmosphere is not tense,

after I entered the atmosphere of the room was indeed tense, I did not know what they were going to talk about.

Mom, I represent friends

student/i also have condolences.

A..what.

Mr. Dimas died, ma'am, yesterday and now his body is still in the hospital. Pelita Kasih, the University is taking care of everything, and plans will be placed first in the campus hall.

I was silent. I shed sad tears, wounds, mixed into one....

Lara the one that is not over now appears again suffering that I never asked for, it turns out Ended here.....

One of the students approached me and hugged me to give me strength.

Ma'am, all the funerals are arranged and the campus is in charge so I don't have to think about it anymore Aditya told BEM chairman.

Thank you, I said lirih.

Indeed, everyone finally knew that during the 1st week of my leave aimed to settle my divorce with Dimas, the news had spread throughout the university, he said, but for me it's okay - everything knows and nothing needs to be covered up.

I informed Sumi's mbok and asked to keep Jeri temporarily until the Dimas mas body business was finished and ready to be buried,

I also informed my father Joyodiningrat and my father, my mother, and my brothers about the passing of Dimas, and I asked them not to come to the city of Y but I asked them to prepare all the necessities in our city, because me and my family will bury the mas Dimas in our town, his hometown.

Not even for 1 hour I called Brother Jordan who works in the city of S, he had arrived at the campus and approached me then hugged me to strengthen me, he said,

Strong and sincere yes, said brother Jordan as he stroked my back and kissed my head.

Sis.. turned out to end this way our journey, I said softly....

All are already in God's plan, never regret what has happened, all men will eventually face the Creator, he said, not knowing when and not knowing how to call us back to Heaven.

brother Jordan told me.

I just nodded and clasped my brother's hand....

Finally the ambulance carrying the cold body of Dimas from the Hospital entered the hall area, students helped to lift and lay in the middle of the prepared hall.

I approached the wooden chest with my husband's body inside....

I saw it; it was clear that his face was scarred and looked very pale....

I elus his cheek and I said something to him...

Goodbye...

Even if you have incised wounds in my heart and life, but you have also given a sweet taste in my life...

Thank you very much for everything....

Calm and peaceful with Him.

It's all over here....

I will leave and I will close all the sheets of the most beautiful memories and bad memories here, my mind.

I saw a little boy walking into the hall, Brother Jordan following him and holding him to be near his coffin, his papa,

Everyone in the hall immediately cried to see a little boy who no longer had a father.

Mam. said Jeri lirih..

Yes baby, .. I said as I stroked her cheek and kissed her slowly

Why did papi sleep there, he said

I tried to explain to Jeri, that her papi could not be together anymore to accompany Jeri, because God is more affectionate by calling her papi to heaven, he said,

Jeri who did not understand much just nodded her head.

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