My Lover Is My Brother's

Chapter 18

"don't show your head again, your bell doesn't like it when you keep saying it to you, you do not show your head Mama does not like to see you bow your head like that Mama has told you that you are a family of cahyono family and mama wants you to feel honored and respected by everyone as people respect Mama as a family or mistress of the cahyono family so Mama asks you not to bow your head again Mama really does not like to see you like this." mama Angel said to Bella Bella then nodded her head many times when it was true that Bela lowered her head but Mama Angel immediately saw Bella who at that time showed her head and it made a name Angel immediately rebukes Bella so that Bella raises her head.

"Forgive Bella mah Mama don't be mad at Bella Mama promise not to be mad at Bela And I promise that I will no longer bow my head so I beg you not to be disappointed and angry at me ma since I can't pray my head honestly I still feel that I don't deserve to be here honestly right now I feel that right now when I walk in this big mall it makes me even more so feeling low when I was here somehow I felt that I was not right to be here and it made me feel that I was not and should not be here I beg you to understand me." bella told Mama Angel Mama Angel then nodded her head many times when she heard what Bella said just now.

"Mama will not be angry with you bell and mama also will not be disappointed with you It's just that Mama wants you to understand that you are a descendant of the cahyono family you do not feel that you are not a family of cahyono's family omitted your memories of your old family but mama didn't tell you to erase your memories of Abu's grandfather so, uh, you have to raise your head so that people feel disinclined to you and no longer look down on you are a descendant of the cahyono family you have to remember that bell Mama does not want you to be looked down upon by people another when Mama sees others looking at you with a low gaze it makes Mama very hurt even though you are not the child of Mama but Mama can feel how hurt her heart is when others look at you with a low gaze and mama really does not like to see you in staying that way by others because you are a descendant of the cahyono family you have to repeat this over and over again you have to remembering these words of Mama in your head you are the family of cahyono you remember that right so you have to remember it well." mama Angel said to Bella Bella then nodded her head many times when she heard what Mama Angel said to her.

"Yes mah Bella promised to try to raise Bela's head." said if to Mama Angel Mama Angel then nodded her head many times when she heard what Bella said just now she really felt happy when Bella followed the words of Mama Angel.

"Then let's look for clothes that are very fitting for you we look for clothes that can make you more beautiful and charming so that many men and others look at you with awe." mama Angel said to Bella Bella Bella then lowered her head again when she heard what Mama Angel said to her when she lowered her head not because she was reluctant to be in the mall but she was I felt ashamed when I heard what my mom said to me.

"why are you showing your head again, bell let's lift your head." mama said when she saw Bella who then lowered her head again then Bella shook her head many times hearing what Mama said to her.

"I didn't put my head down right now not because I was reluctant to be here but because I was embarrassed when I heard what Mama said just now." Bella replied to Mama.

"But I'm really so embarrassed by what Mama said just now." bella said to Mama and It made Mama smile happily when she found Bella's water face was very embarrassed when she heard what Mama said to her.

"Good thing Mama raised you as a child mom and also Papa we do not feel sorry because you always boast of us and you always look at us with great respect because it should be so a child looking at his parents with a respectful gaze unlike Levi who is very careless to mama and also papa but mama also loves Levi Mama also loves you bell so you have to be a child mama until whenever you understand what Mama said if for example there will be someone who claims to be your mama will you accept that person and become the child of that person?" mama asked Bella Bella then settled Mama with a look that was very surprised by what Mama said to her just now.

"why would Mama ask me if someone claimed to be my mother, then I would not accept her as my mother because she was not my mother because I knew she was not my mother my birth so Mama does not need to ask me that because anyway Mama already I think as Mama myself so Mama do not worry if the like later there will be someone who claims to be my parents." Bellaa replied to Mama.

mama then smiled happily when she heard what Bella said just now.

"but if the same person asks to do a DNA test and it's true that you're the son of that person do you want to be and you want to go with that person?" Ask Mama to Bella, somehow remembering It makes you feel hurt and worried if someday there is someone who claims to be Bella's parents.

"why do you think that is not-unlike this it could not have happened to me mah because my parents would have died if even then there was someone who claimed to be my parents and we did a DNA test and it's true that I'm the son of that man Mama should know one thing to me Mama should know that I won't be with that man even though he's my parents but why he's so heartytehanya dumped me and made me live on the streets if she was my parents there was no way she would have dumped me but cared for me lovingly as Mama did that to me." bela said to Mama Angel Mama Angel smiled happily when she heard what Bella said just now.