
Lonely and empty. Those are two words that describe Reya's life after deciding to pause with Steven for a while.
It feels like there is absolutely no spirit to live life, because previously Reya was very accustomed to the presence of Steven.
No more favorite notifications he usually waits for. There is no good morning greeting and it feels too foreign when accidentally passed by on campus.
I don't know if he'll get used to it or not. This is a decision that Reya has taken, so inevitably he can certainly do it all.
"Re, I feel like talking to a budeg guy. Daritadi you are silent, continue to appear a lot of thoughts. Don't think about it, don't hurt yourself. He just looks fine there's no lo."
"His son of a bitch when we're gini again, he doesn't stay away from Jesika at all. So how can I believe in the words of him who says he loves me."
"The name is also a guy, the same talk of action is always different. Sweet words he just to make lo perca, after that underestimated."
Reya slept on her folded hands on the table. "I thought about this relationship alone from the beginning. I think you're gonna have to break up again."
Renata listens to all of Reya's curses from the beginning until the girl decides to break, Renata is not angry at all and instead agrees with the decision Reya took.
Guys like Steven must be taught a lesson so as not to arbitrarily to others.
"Gue doesn't forbid any of your decisions, it's important you're happy. Oh yes, really bring a jacket. Who are you going to give back to?"
Reya glanced at the paper bag next to her. "Gue met Brother Arkan again and here's his jacket."
"Lo's oath?" asked Renata with an extremely shocked expression. He had also not listened to the news from his senior for a long time.
"Where is he now, Re? Is it getting better and more powerful? It used to be fitting still in college he was already that, especially now when growing up."
"The more handsome I admit, but I don't like him anymore."
Renata smiled nosily and looked at old Reya. "Lo sure there really is no taste? You used to move on from him like people were going to die. Keep seeing you again directly no taste?"
Reya nodded her head without hesitation. "Now I've become a bego man when it comes to loving Steven. So can not be gurgled near the handsome person kayak Arkan.”
"It could be anyway, you are very bego after the same Steven. Bye the way, after I noticed your handsome sister as well huh. About having a girlfriend?"
"Gue wouldn't have a sister-in-law model like lo." Reya immediately said so that Renata did not ask further. Because Reya clearly knew what Renata meant and purpose was to ask all of that.
Renata flicked her lips in annoyance, asking Reya did not get an answer. Especially if it's all related to the Gara he hates.
"When do you want to see Arkan? I'm coming with dong, I want to see him now."
"Don't know, I deliberately brought a jacket because it could be accidentally met with him. Although I have the number, but it is not good to immediately meet now when only yesterday met.”
"Yes relax, Re. You have a reason not intentionally mode. Let's go call him now and ask him where?"
"Lo sure I won't look modus?" Reya was still hesitant, because she once believed in Renata instead ended up not good.
"Keep, let's call."
Reya picks up her phone from inside the bag, then searches for Arkan's number. He waited a while until the call from him was answered.
"Hello, Brother. Where now?"
"In the office, why?"
Reya glanced at Renata who was sticking ears on her HP. "Aren't you busy? I want to turn over the jacket yesterday. I washed and I brought it with me."
"Can't be today, Re. Brother there's still a meeting with the office people. Later when can Brother, Brother tell you yes. No need to rush back, Brother also does not need the same jacket."
"OK on, Brother. Just let me know if you're free."
"If you say free on Saturday or Sunday, can you? All of us go for a walk and talk, yesterday we couldn't talk much."
Reya thought for a moment. "You know later, brother. If I could mean we're gone."
"Oke Reya, I'm going to work first. You are also the spirit of the college."
"Yes, Brother. The spirit to attend meetings."
Then Reya turned off the phone and felt Renata stab her shoulder. "Like Arkan again that mode, he deliberately sought a chance to meet you longer."
Reya pushed jidat Renata. "Don't bother, there's no way he's doing it all for mode. There's no way he likes me after rejecting me."
"It could be a time, Re. The feelings of someone no one will know. It could be that as long as I don't see him he always thinks of you."
Reya gives absolutely no response, because what Renata says will never happen except in Reya's dream.
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Gara who was working on a task in his room felt disturbed by the song played from the opposite room. It may be almost an hour of fun replaying some of the same songs.
Because it can not focus and the wall clock has shown at eleven o'clock at night. As he walked out of his room, he opened the door and was completely unlocked apparently.
Reya's room was pitch black, trying to figure out where the light switch was. After turning on, he found Reya's whereabouts curled up on the bed.
Because it's getting close. "Re, your body so hot? You hurt why not say it," said Gara after touching Reya's forehead and hands are very hot. But the girl looked shivering in the cold and wearing layered clothes.
"Gue wasn't feeling well in the morning, but I thought it was just a normal pain. Now my body's limp, Gar. I'm cold until my bones freeze."
"This must be because you rained yesterday, I'll call Mama here."
Reya held back Gara's hand by shaking her head. "Mama must be tired from working all day. Can I have you compress my body now?"
"But, Re. You still need medicine, it won't work if it's just compressed."
"Gue's got a hot-lowering drug in the drawer. So please take the compress water just as warm white water."
"Well, wait here for a minute."
Get back with a basin, towel, and a glass of warm water. He helps Reya to sit by leaning on her body.
"Gue think you're crying again because of Steven, if I don't check like it'll be sick in the morning."
Reya took the medicine given by Gara and took it. "Gue hasn't been that crazy for crying because of Steven for hours."
After taking the medicine, Gara again helped Reya to fall asleep. He puts a towel into the basin then squeezes it out and puts it on Reya's forehead.
"Lo always gini if it hurts again huh? Never bothering anyone?"
"If I could still be alone, I wouldn't tell anyone. Unless I can't afford it and Mama will find my condition fucked up here."
"Now you already know that your body is not immune to rain at all. So do not often rain, especially just because of men. Your life and health are worth more than anything."
"The way I'm sick again, don't be homelin continue dong."
Because of chuckling, Reya looks funny and adorable in the circumstances like now. He sat down on the side of the bed then gave some massages on Reya's hands and feet.
"Usually if someone else has a fever, his body will feel sore and unpleasant. So I'm not in any mode for love massage like gini."
"Gue just shut up, Gar. Don't say anything, you like to say no clearly. Lo massage also feels quite good, already can open a massage service like after graduating from college.”
Because she smiled thinly, Reya closed her eyes again because her head also felt very sick. He found it very difficult to open both his eyes.
"Tomorrow not to go to college and rest at home. I'll tell your friend for permission, don't be self-absorbed. Your health remains number one, okay?"
"Yes, Gara. I didn't know it was so much better than my mom. Daritadi continued, can not be silent what how deh?”
"This is all for your good, because I realize that you are very stubborn and hard to tell."
Reya suddenly grabbed Gara's hand which felt very warm, because his hand was cold as if frozen.
"Gue cold really does not lie, already wear clothes in layers gini is not effective at all. Look even I wear socks but I don't give effect at all. I think it's in the part of my bone that feels cold."
"Yes so if you have a fever again, tomorrow is also meningan."
Reya shakes. "Gue understands the condition of my own body and midnight will get worse. So I want to ask for help lo, memenin I sleep here huh. Please hug me tight."
Because she froze listening to Reya's request just now, she did not expect that Reya would say it all.
"But if you can't be okay, I won't make it."
"Son, I don't want to. I'm just afraid you'll assume I'm mode and end up getting hit. Or I was kicked out of bed because you were shocked when I woke up and there I was here.”
"No, I asked for help. So how could I treat you harshly. It is the same as not appreciating the help of lo.”
"Related?" ask Gara again. “Lo really will not use the same hardness I tomorrow morning ‘kan.”
"Yes." Yeah." Reya is lazy because she talks too much. While he had no energy to argue with this guy.
“Gue go back to the room first for matainin laptop. Keep coming back here.”
Because he walked at a fast pace, stupid very much with his task. He can still take a bite when he wakes up at six in the morning. Because to now accompany Reya and look after the girl is much more important.
When Gara went back into the room, Reya said again. "Lock the door, Gar."
Because standing sculpted. What else does Reya want now? The girl is very dangerous for her heart health.
"Gue don't want to be caught with Mama, don't think weird lo."
Who wouldn't think strange if Reya spoke half-and-half like that. Because as a normal guy obviously immediately think everywhere.
He complies with Reya's will and locks the door, with doubt the 19-year-old gets into bed. He slept next to Reya with a stiff body, not glancing at Reya at all for fear of breathing difficulties.
Then his heart was racing like it was about to get out of his position when he felt the tanga of Reya hugging him. "It's so warm, please hug me back."
Because of the bite of his lower lip. Slowly but surely he did as Reya commanded.
"Sorry if I stink, because I don't have time to take an afternoon shower because I feel cold."
Reya does not smell at all even very fragrant, if you can Gara want to really smell Reya's hair that feels very soft when it hits her cheeks.
"It used to hurt, I always slept with papa. Even when I was in High School, Papa's embrace always made me comfortable. Especially if she's with my soft elus hair."
Gara slowly moved his hand and stroked the top of Reya's head gently. "Say what you like, I'll do it."
Reya smiled faintly, she did not lie if Gara's embrace felt so comfortable and soothing.
“Nothing, papa just likes to hug me tight and wipe my hair."
"As long as you don't exist, how are you?"
"Gue struggled alone, despite being awake in the middle of the night and in a state of fear. I don't know why now I can't and decide to depend on you. You must be happy because you know my weakness."
"Re, you're sick again. Don't always think badly of me."
Reya smiled faintly as Gara could not see it.
"You have a lot, Gara. Thanks for coming to my room and checking my condition. At least tonight I'm not scared and sleeping alone."
Slowly but surely Reya's eyes closed again, because it further tightened the embrace and felt Reya's body which was very hot. Even he was sweating because of the condition of the AC that had been turned off since.
Hopefully when you wake up tomorrow morning, Reya's situation is better than now.
A few minutes later Gara closed her eyes and fell asleep in a tight embrace with Reya.