My Love White Grey

4.Let it

Cring,,, cring,, the sound of the school bell echoed in every corner of the school.

Arriving at the gate, I smiled broadly at the sight of Rico waiting for me there.

“Na, aren't you with Dea out?Rico looked for Dea among the students who passed through the gate.

Today Dea did not enter, there was no news as well.

Oouh, your impression seems to be not spirit today.it turns out half your soul is gone!

Huahahaha, Rico mocked me.

Tomorrow we make a morning run together?I asked divert

Of course, I'll be waiting for you.

“yasudah, I went back first yes, I have a job at home!I walked first.

“wait Na,,, Rico approaches half-run.

Why did you rush back recently ?we walk for a second, okay?

“Tomorrow we will meet again, again there is something I have to do.

“what's the work Na, really important huh?

“iya is important.and I have to do it, because it concerns the cost for my school.I muttered

What do you do, Na?I can accompany you, right? Just a second,,,,, you, uh,,,,,

“No need.I replied firmly.

I left Rico, got on the angkot that was about to leave.

It's better this way, if Rico sees me doing a job for my school surcharge, he'll probably judge me a wild girl.

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At 17:00

I prepared everything I would bring at the show.

“wind oil, tisu and HP charger already, cosmetic tools as well.all that flue equipment I usually bring when I have a job.

Yana Dress up the clothes that I often wear for shows.I change my appearance when performing on stage,so that no one recognizes the real me.gadia my age is said to thrive when I wear tight clothes, and show me the curves of my sexy body.sejujurny, the,I'm not comfortable with my current appearance, but it's all I have to do to achieve something that's nothing to anyone else.

I looked at the mirror in front of me, the beauty in my face, I looked three years older than I was.

“all this I did to achieve my goals”my little heart seemed to be encouraging.

You look beautiful Yana, I hope your appearance tonight is stunning.I muttered to myself in the reflection of the mirror.

It was getting dark, I put on my jacket and hells.I left with a friend who is also a famous midwife in my city, MISCA already considered like my brother, I think, compared to her ability I was just an amateur singer.but she always taught me, guided me, even life lessons that she gave.I was amazed at her, She was a strong mother.Daily she worked in one of the companies, she was a,and when off he extra work like this time we do.sage words that he always say”do not ever get tired to struggle because success it does not come by itself”

The event will start soon, we both sit waiting for the core event to finish.because we fill the entertainment event.In order not to get tired of me memorizing songs that are suitable for me to perform later.

And the entertainment event began with a song performed by MISCA.the opening song “Dibatas this city “breaking the silence of the night.

Chanting Nostalgic song, stunning guests who attended tonight.so some guests who attended asked for his favorite song to be sung by MISCA.The sound of merdunya make the atmosphere in this hall very friendly.

missca asked me to perform a song.

I went up to the Stage singing one of Ebiet G.Ade's songs titled Titip Longs for Dad.

"*Your word, still saved Tuesday peritiwa

"The collision and the chiseled thou*,,,,

I responded to this song verse by verse, I chose this song because I missed the father who was fighting for us.

thunderous applause rang out, after I finished singing.

"Yan, your appearance is cool.lady MISCA gave her thumbs up for me.

"Thank you, I smiled.

the night is getting late and cold, the clock shows at 00:00

the event was lively, the guests who attended also took part to sing their favorite song, nostalgic songs, regional songs, even dangdut ria.

I was asked to sing a dangdut song, because tonight it feels cold I choose a song that makes the guests to sway cheerfully.

I dance like a songbirds who have been accustomed to swaying to hug my hips, we jiggle with Miss MISCA on stage.this evening was so lively, the guests were entertained by our performance.

At 02:00 we were ready to go home, and suddenly a man came to me.

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Can we talk for a second? speaking with a strange look.

I glanced at Uncle Roy, he wiggled his finger at the sign forbidding me.

I turned around to stay away from him.

"How much do you want, to accompany me tonight beautiful?

Duaaaarrrr,,,,as struck by lightning, I heard his words.

my body trembled at once, did I look like,,, lady m*l*m.I tried hard, and said.

"sorry sir, our work is done, so we have to go home.

but the man insisted.

"let's just say, I'll pay you double! the man made an offer a second time.

as my eyes glazed over, I felt so claustrophobic.

"ayo Yan,,, MISCA's brother led me on my way leaving the strange man.

"drink first Yan, I take a glass of warm water.

"it's quieter, right?MISCA sis grabbed my hand.

Thank you my feet.I hugged him.and my tears just flowed.My heart ached to accept all the strange man's words.

"calm Yan, everything will be fine.this is one of the risks of our work, I must be strong.There are still many more trials than this to come,but we do not know when.kak MISCA explained without releasing his embrace.

"now, you have to be more active to learn, you don't want to work like this forever?he wiped my tears.

"thank you brother, I will learn more.I smile so that MISCA does not know, that my heart still feels tight.

"now, we can go home.See the man has gone, he pointed towards the man was standing.The man was gone, probably because it was safe Roy had spoken to him.

"are you okay, Yan?uncle Roy came to make sure I was okay.

"yes uncle, there is nothing to worry about.I raise my thumb reassuring him.

"this,, may you get more excited huh?uncle Roy gave me a few hundred thousand bills.

"thank you uncle, I saved that money.

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02:45 o'clock

I arrived home hoping to treat the unbearable drowsiness of the curse.

"huaaaaahhh, my mouth evaporates until the whirlpool of my tears flows from the corner of my eye.

I went into the house, because it wasn't locked, because my mom was waiting for me to come home.

"before going to bed, wash your face first!mamak remembers that I washed my face full of make-up.

"iya Mak, this is also cleaned up immediately.

it didn't take me long to clean the makeup on my face.

I move lazily towards my bed.

I grabbed my bag and I checked the money Uncle Roy gave me.

"one, two,, three, four.

four hundred thousand, for a moment I stared at the money in my hand.

"hiks,,, shiks,, hysterics,,,, four hundred thousand, a man looks at me like a woman m*l*m.

hiks,,,,hiks,,,hiks,,, I held back the sound of my sobbing sobs.

do I look like a woman m*l*m??I wondered in my heart and cried.

"i have to be strong Yana, I have to convince myself.

I wipe my tears and take a deep breath,,,, huffffffff.

and.i'm asleep.

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