
Regan looked at Una who was crying from above, outside the window looked a slightly cloudy like understanding Una's slightly gloomy mood..
Una sat alone, wiping away the tears that kept coming out endlessly..although Una is aware that what Regan said is her right, and the fact that at this time they are just a couple of lovers pretending, but hearing Regan Una's words feels it is very painful..he felt himself rejected even before Una developed feelings..
while in the office some people begin to question the truth of Regan and Una's relationship, even though they seem fine but not infrequently Regan makes Una like very depressed..not even a few were secretly gossiping about them..
even this has reached the level of mbak defi
" what exactly happened between Una and Regan??"ask Mama defi
" what does giman mean mbak?" asked Zein back as if he did not understand the meaning of mbak defi..Zein did have to hide the fact that it was just pretend.This secret only the three of them knew.
" a lot of rumors about the two of them.akupun feel strange you Zein" said mbak defi while stroking his chin
" strange how is mbak??I think it's normal, like young people who are kasmaran.hehehe"
" don't you wonder why Regan suddenly changed so.you know for yourself all this time he doesn't even want to know the love-happiness of that.celebrity beautiful woman he refused"
" it could be Una uniqueness mbak Dimata Regan.name is also heart.can be tethered to anyone, hehehe"
"yes, too.so far only Una can naklukin and survive from Regan's Omelette"
" that's one of them, too.."
a moment later Regan came in
" are you here, bang??"Regan sat down
" he's lashing??" asked Zein whispered
"like her so bang.misunderstand her like"
" he heard our conversation??"
Regan nodded "she only heard the part I was putting on it, but it wasn't like that I thought" Regan said looking lethargic.
mbak defi examined Regan's face "you guys got into a fight??"
Regan looked up and smiled faintly
" quickly apologize.women are like.difficult to understand, but if you can understand correctly.she will definitely follow wherever you go, sure"
" mbak defi that is also dong" Zein chuckled with a laugh
" it could be" she defied laughing
Una waited for the elevator door to open, seen the elevator was coming down, when the door began to open it turned out that inside there was Zein and Regan..Una momentarily fell silent, entered or not?? their eyes stared at each other stunned as if talking to each other..
" want to come in?" asked Zein while blocking the door so it wouldn't close
" i'm waiting for the only elevator aja kak.main want to go ahead for a while.please move on" said Una while moving away.he tried to run away, like do not want to meet Regan for a while..but it doesn't seem to be with Regan, he feels that this should be resolved soon.
Regan grabs Una's hand, dragging Una back into the elevator
" bang..Brother came out first yes, I need to talk to Una" Regan told Zein
" okay" Zein hurriedly exited the elevator and left them both
Regan presses button 12 which means the top floor, once above them out and towards the roof of the building, Regan clingak clinguk checks around fearing if anyone..his hand still gripped Una's hand tightly..Una whimpers "sick" said Una while grimacing with pain
Regan let go of her grasp, she turned around trying to temper her anger..Una stood still
" do you want to avoid again??" ask Regan
Una was silent
" i know I'm outrageous.I'm sorry.but can you hear my explanation first" Regan looked at the still silent Una.
" what would you like to explain?? there's nothing to be clear about, I'm the one who's not self-conscious"
" if so why keep avoiding me?? we're partners, don't forget you're still my assistant, and people see us as a couple, can't you think this is gonna ruin our plans"
" i'm ashamed of you"
Regan was silent.he was inexhaustible with Una's mind.
" i'm ashamed.because I look more stupid now in front of Regan mas.I'm not angry with Regan's words, I realize that's how I am, that's how I am, I was just embarrassed by my own attitude that was too much in our drama" Una fell silent as he pleased, sighed and continued saying "I should have been aware, I should have, everything that is done to me is not real, who am I??I'm not a special person but I pretend to be special, just because I'm starting to be nice, I get greedy and hope it's true"
Regan looked at Una with a strong gaze,
" you're special Una..for me you're special.if what you hear I'm vilifying you, believe me you haven't heard everything" Regan tried to explain.
Una looked up at Regan
" although I admit you're short, not pretty, too, sloppy, but you have a unique side that can make me think you're a good fit for this role.that's why I chose you"
" to be your pretended girlfriend?"
" of course, no one is better suited than you"
Una looks very disappointed with Regan's explanation, so that's what Regan looks at her.Of course, she is just a person who is paid to act, what does Una expect?? wanting more is inappropriate..
Una walked slowly, for some reason there was no relief at all in Una's heart, which was getting more and more annoyed and irritated..
" Una..Una.." call Regan "pardon me and let's go back to the beginning"
Una turned around, he looked even more angry, why could this man not even calm him down, if he could not say better, rather than trying to explain neatly it makes Una more sick..Una walks closer to Regan, Regan smiles so sweetly hoping Una will come back good
" don't smile!!" una
Regan is surprised why Una forbids her to smile
" never smile like that in front of me!"
" but why?" regan asked not to understand
" stop making my heart pound with that smile, stop being nice if it's just to make me shy.be it Regan who used to be angry, like yelling and bullying me.be like that"
Regan is getting clueless with all of Una's words
" people will think we're fake"
" fuck people's talk.say we broke up"
" you think it's that easy??why are you being so selfish like this??"
" yes I'm selfish.I'm the most selfish.I hate that you smile at me, I hate that you're nice to me. I don't even like to ever let you come to my mom's house" Una covered her face with her hands and immediately sat on the floor
" why didn't you tell me from the beginning that you didn't want me to follow you??"
" if I really talk, will you allow it?? I even live like a man in a canticle" said Una lirih
" in the whole room you said??" Regan couldn't believe hearing Una's words
" i want to be the way I used to be, go where I want, eat whatever you want, even I can't date and go after people I like because of you, can't we do everything as usual as you say, without making me think more" cried Una break down
" oohhhh so because you can not be close again with your demon man then you so vaporize it now??"
Regan banged on his chest, feeling tight.between want to be angry but also funny.from all the words of Una, Regan just focused when Una said she could not date, who initially softened and wanted to listen, just like the, it even becomes more emotional.
Regan immediately rushed to leave Una "no talking to you now" said Regan
Una is still sitting there crying" stop being nice, don't make me drift too deep" whispered Una
have Una stop now and return the money regan.It is better Una ordinary life but not depressed like now, the more days there is only mutual debate..
Una has decided.if he wants to be free then the only way is to go.he is afraid his heart has already kept the feeling deep to Regan.before he really can not go..let him go first...