My love is my Beloved Killer

Remembrance (Bye Aryan )

LIFE IS NOT A PROBLEM

WIN OR LOSE.

BUT I GAVE UP

FOR HIM TO LOSE

(Mbohlah mumet)

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Nayla just kept quiet but kept paying attention to Arka's behavior. Her husband looked weak and lethargic. Aryan's funeral was completed about an hour ago, with a heart full of grief.

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Arka threw her tired body on the soft bed that belongs to Aryan, she looked at the entire room of her sister's room.

Looking at one by one all the photos that were there, I don't know Arka felt his world was completely stopped.

Arka stared intently at one of the photos displayed there. Yes photo three between Aryan, Alvian and Arka, in the photo they look so happy, Aryan's innocent smile handsome smile Alvian happy smile Arka really looks perfect in their old photo.

Arka was unable to stem the flow of her tears, her feelings shattered.

"Aryan..!" he said lirih but very sore

Nayla approached her Sumai, herself wrapping her hand around Arka's waist.

"My dear." Nyisik Nyala

Arka only replied with a deep breath.

"Come down ! Outside of many of your guests. They've come to strengthen you." Nayla said as she wiped away the tears on Arka's face

"Nay. Meet them ! I just want to be here."

Nayla just smiled, she would not force Arka, because now Arka wants to be alone first.

"Rest, let me and Tama meet them!" nayla

"All right!" Arka again rested her body on the bed of her beloved sister who had died.

While from a distance, Tama notices Arka's inner turmoil with feelings that are also very hurt, Aryan's departure makes Tama hit as well.

Tama remembers Aryan's talk before leaving for good.

"Kak Tama, promise me that whenever you never leave the Gatot Glass!" the speech again flashed in his mind, the Glass Gatot who was maxed Aryan was Arka.

"God. That speech is like a last message to me, "sad Tama's mind.

"Hey!" Nayla suddenly pats Tama on the shoulder and makes Tama quite surprised because of her.

"Nay, what's wrong?" the tananya is friendly

"Meet the guests out there ! many Kariawan Arka Office who come to defend sungkawa. It's not nice if none of us meet them!" exclaimed Nayla with a sharp look at the face of Tama who was also quite lost with the departure of Aryan.

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Tama met the Guests and greeted them with a friendly smile.

"Thank you for being here." Tama lirih.

"Where, Mr Arka?" ask one of the guests

"Sorry, Mr. Arka has not been able to meet you all, he is still quite tired, so at this time Mr. Arka needs his own!" answer Tama

"Oh so!" answer them simultaneously

"Pak Tama, deliver my grief, to Mr. Arka!" said one of the people who looked quite handsome greeted Tama with a smile.

"alright. But sorry who are you? I didn't know you before?"

"Include Sir. My name is Abima Raka Wijaya I am the owner of Wijaya Group, just call Raka.

Instantly Tama remembers Ranty Yoona, who says that Raka is her ex-lover who was forced to marry by her parents' choice.

"This is the man Ranty said at the time," Tama's inner grumbled.

"Sir Tama!" sapa Raka who immediately disperse the reverie Tama.

"Oh yes. Yes, sorry Mr. Raka!" said Tama accompanied by laughter even though it was actually forced.

Raka just smiled, looking at Tama's strange behavior according to him.

"Yes Mr. Tama, I say goodbye first, give my greetings to Mr. Arka, I will still wait to be able to work with him." Said Raka along with her sweet smile.

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PRANK

PRANK

PRANK

Suddenly there was the sound of a broken object heard from Aryan Room where Arka was inside.

That made the guests amazingly surprised. Even Tama and Nayla immediately ran over to see what happened.

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"Came_____!" tama screamed with all her might as she found Arka crying amidst the broken glass scattered around her.

Nayla without a second thought immediately hugged Akra who was sitting crying hugging both her legs. Nayla's husband was crying like a little boy who was staying away from his mother.

Regardless of the shards of glass scattered around Arka, Nayla passed through it without caring if the broken glass hurt her leg.

Arka did not answer Nayla's question, only Arka herself knows the current turmoil of the stone

Nayla swiftly tried to pull Arka's body, so as not to be among the glass fragments around her.

But Nayla was wide in disbelief when she mourned Arka crying while hugging her sister's clothes, the last time Aryan used before breathing out his last breath.

"Jeez Arka, this shirt is still dirty. Give it to me ! I'll wash it." Nayla said in her soft tone.

"Don't leave it like this, don't wash it!" answer Arka lirih

"Why?"

"The color of this shirt, I still smell the scent of his body, as if Aryan is still with me," explained Arka Pilu

Nothing Nayla can answer, only tears that wet her beautiful face, she felt how hurt Arka heart because of the loss of Aryan, she said, The younger brother who had always stood up and always accompanied when Arka was injured.

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Evening Nayla looked at Arka who had fallen asleep on her bed.

Nayla kisses her husband's lips tenderly in love.

Tonight feels so different for them, the first night without Aryan's smile and laughter has gone on forever. Nayla's wings began to close her eyes.

While out there, the moon timidly began to show itself, when the star flickered sharply without being covered in overcast, as the night grew late, when the wind blew softly.

It turned out that Arka was only pretending to close her eyes, so that Nayla would immediately rest her tired body.

Arka stroked Nayla's hair and kissed her forehead.

"Nayla's. I'm sorry ! lately I've been paying less attention to you, I beg you. You will continue to endure, facing my arrogant nature, standing by my side until I die, loving me as long as you live!" whispered Arka in his wife's ear.

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Arka immediately moved from her bed back into the room of her beloved sister.

Arka immediately grabbed Aryan's shirt which from noon was always hugged and kissed.

"You know what, Aryan? I really miss you. I remember our childhood, you were always the center of my attention, you were crying when I wasn't carrying, you were sad when, me and Alvian got into a ruckus, your really cool laugh, your funny behavior that I really miss, even as you grow up, I still treat you as my beloved little sister," arka cries as she continues to kiss Aryan's clothes that have died.

Arka stepped her feet, towards a small box neatly stored on the Aryan study table.Arka swiftly opened the small box with curiosity.

DEG.

Suddenly the tears of Arka that began to subside again broke, while reading the beautiful writings of Aryan, which is quite heartbreaking.

The first book that Arka read.

"(My dear brother, you are handsome, smart and brave, I beg you ! never sink into the pit of mortal life, never fall asleep with everything you've got, I know you're going to be a great man, but you'd be even better if you could beat your own emotions).

Second writing.

(Do what you think is good for you, I will be happy, if you are happy. I don't want to see you all the time, burdened with my cause, so please let me know if someday I will walk far, far, far and away and keep leaving you, because my journey is the best path for you and for me)

Arka was bowed for a moment when she found Aryan's writings for her.

Arka wiped away the tears on her face.

"Aryan's. Go ! I'm going to Ihklas, I'm sure you'll get the most beautiful place there, I'm sure you're happy now, meeting Mom and Dad in heaven." Inner Ark that tries to strengthen his heart.😭😭

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Back Song Seventeen's "KEMARIN"

You were still here yesterday

With me enjoy this taste

Wish it would never end

Yours.

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The world looked so beautiful yesterday

You feel all this

Passing through this black and white life

With you.

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Now it's here alone

Looking for you doesn't know where.

May you calm down there.

Forever.

I'm remembering you

Pray for you every night.

(The miss is sad. True said Dilan, do not miss, because miss is heavy 😢😢😢)

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