My Love is Bigger Than the Milky Way Galaxy
08. solitude
'why does he like to upset me 'the inner zahra is upset and curses Arya with all the swearing.
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now how many zahra in his house. mega house with beauty can only be enjoyed himself.
zahra is an orphan so she has no one and nothing but now she has changed she has become a big lady.
she became a young lady also not because she was raised to be a child businessman and became not on his property.zahra got everything with effort.
the business that he had been researching for a long time ago.he only lived in an orphanage.even the orphanage was closed and made as a shopping center and others.
zahra was in her room enjoying her solitude, a sad solitude that always made her cry and also angry.
zahra picked up a remote and turned on a song she really liked
I Am Only One's
We Are the Fallen
Memories fade into silence,
Memories fade into the silence,
Haunt me tonight, though,
Haunting me tonnage,
With hope that lasts forever, I take this moment,
With hopes that last forever, I take this moment in,
This will be the last.
It will be the last.
Morning break, and the sunlight begins
The morning breaks, and sunlight takes
Pain disappeared.
The pain away's.
Never came forever, ever,
Ever after never came,
And I'm still waiting for a life that never existed,
And I'm still waiting for a life that never was,
And all the dreams I've dreamed of, though,
And all the dreams I lay to rest,
The ghost that made me, after I became all,
The ghost that keeps me, after all that I've come,
I'm just one
I'm just one
I closed my eyes and begged for this empty heart
I close my eyes and please this empty heart
Of all who want to die,
Of all that longs to die,
When the face lies and love will waver, the,
When faces lie and love will falter,
I just have time, though,
I'm left with only time,
And time will destroy the dream that was taken, and,
And time will break the dreams that take,
Pain disappeared.
The pain away's.
Never came forever, ever,
Ever after never came,
And I'm still waiting for a life that never existed,
And I'm still waiting for a life that never was,
And all the dreams I've dreamed of, though,
And all the dreams I lay to rest,
The ghost that made me, after I became all,
The ghost that keeps me, after all that I've come,
I'm just one
I'm just one
I'm alone here, and
I'm on my own here
There is nothing left to be a hero.
No-one's left to be the hero.
This story is wrong as
This fairy tale's gone wrong as
The night will come, my heart will die alone.
Night will fall, my heart will die alone.
Never came forever, ever,
Ever after never came,
And I'm still waiting for my heartbeat again.
And I'm still waiting for my heart to beat again.
And all the dreams I've dreamed of, though,
And all the dreams I lay to rest,
The ghost that made me, after I became all,
The ghost that keeps me, after all that I've come,
I'm just one
I'm just one
I'm just one
I am only one
this song, very fitting with the zahra feel. zahra always heard this song when feeling alone. With this song he knows that not only himself, and difficulties.
but somehow, the pain was so felt in zahra's heart.zahra just cried when he lived the song deeply.
just as it seemed like this song was a perfect fit, zahra was crying in her. she was neutralizing the pain she was feeling but it was very difficult now.
zahra was silent and crying, she was tired.When she wanted to be happy, why did people from her past come back
sick, but not bleeding, wounds but no scars.zahra can only fight.but until when he struggled, why they like to make zahra cry and sad.
"i can't believe it's "zahra monologue
" but I'm not strong if I have to survive alone, I want someone who can be my place to complain and also my place to shelter if there is a storm coming "zahra monologue while crying.
"hiks why why why"
" why hix, why is everything evil "
" God why do you always want to test me if it's not enough.. "
" why... "
" hiks hyks hyks hyks "cries of zahra
this is what zahra is if he is at home.he cries and complains.
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the morning arrived.The sun began to show itself, its rays disturbed the girl who was still asleep in her sleep.
zahra woke up, she rubbed her eyes and she looked towards the room.she walked towards the bathroom.
after finishing the zahra directly to the dining table, there are many dishes provided by the butler and others.
zahra eats quietly, only herself at the dinner table and her servants stand up. Sometimes zahra feels uncomfortable.
zahra always persuaded the servants who worked in his house to come eat with him but none of them heard the words of zahra.
" i'm sorry our lady can't. Miss is our master, we can't sit down and eat with the lady" said the butler
"no, miss we can't"
" your lady is the master and we are only servants "
" our lady doesn't deserve "
"m sorry we can't "
" lady don't force us "
that's some repulsion that the servants who are in the house zahra. zahra is not as big as the house of the aerospace but can enter in the category of a luxury house.
zahra built everything herself she worked so hard from her little one that she could already feel the luxury of living from her hard work when she was a child, a teenager and growing up.
zahra is a diligent worker so that he can succeed and enjoy everything now, when he used to live as if now all-round.
zahra thanked God for granting her prayers, but sometimes God did not grant her prayers about the evil man.
zahra always hoped that the man and his friend would repent.
