My Love Grows In Pesantren
episode 35
in the room el was very upset, especially at this time she was pregnant, maybe because of her pregnancy hormones her emotions that she could always endure now as if she would no longer be able to hold it
el was on the balcony trying to calm his heart, el's gaze emitting a huge annoyance, his hands squeezing a glass filled with his favorite orange juice.
faqih came only to see from behind, he knew that at this time he was being covered in anger
"look pi mi, the child you always keep with all your heart is insulted by the name of the night woman" lirih el but still heard faqih behind her
"how cake?, will grandfather punish those who have hurt their hearts this time? " continue her
his right hand squeezed the glass stronger until it broke
faqih can no longer let el alone, he immediately cleaned the hand of el who was still stuck in the shard el hand
"astagfirulloh dear, conscious affection" said faqih hugging her
unable to hold back, el sobbed in the arms of faqih
hiks. hiks..
"cry dear, let out your annoyance, take it all out" said Faqih by continuing to hug her tightly
el's left hand hit the back of the faqih weakly, only this time el cried in the arms of the faqih, only this time el could not hold his emotions
after in the sense of el began to calm faqih broke his embrace in his claw cheek el let him look at her
"although your papi and mami are not there, there is still mas, mas is also very upset to even be very upset to hear you tamed, sorry my dear mas" said faqih with a trembling voice holding back his cry, even his eyes were red
"even mas also feels very eager to vent it on them, but we must be patient, we must be able to hold our emotions" he said
"remember the Prophet said:
لاَ تَغْضَبْ وَلَكَ الْجَنَّةُ
It means: "Do not be angry, you will go to Heaven." (Sr Ath - Thabrani)"
The Prophet also said:
إِذَا غَضِبَ أَحَدُكُمْ فَلْيَسْكُتْ.
It means: "If one of you is angry, let him be silent." (HR Ahmad and Bukhari).
"that's why the mas is always silent, the mas fear of release if the mas vent anger mas" explained mas faqih
"sorry mas" said el sobbed
"you're not wrong el, you have to be strong, for the sake of mas okay? " his pinta and el just nod with still sobbing
"yes already, mas medicine your hands first, fear of infection if in old yesin old" said faqih go leave el
"forgive me mas, I always think negatively about you when you were silent, but you also hold your emotions together," said El when the back of the faqih was already invisible
el smiled when he saw faqih approaching him with water in the basin and p3k
"hold yes, if it hurts" said faqih
"awssh .. mas peri" whining el when faqih cleaning el's hands
"hold dear for a moment" said faqih calming el
el kept staring at the faqih who was seriously treating him
not that he does not like to be seen by the wife but faqih also salting in the attention continues
although long married, but el and faqih always have their own way to make the household look harmonious, succumbing when one partner is angry, not follow the anger that is their principle,
"fortunately, thank you for being bright in my delap" said el managed to make the faqih smile
"meaning? " ask the faqih
"you are always there when you feel sad, angry, upset and most importantly thank you for always patiently guiding you with affection" said el smiling broadly
el managed to make the faqih feel flying, until the faqih turned his face away, hiding the hue on his face, and the,
"like this it feels in gombalin women pujaan, yes Alloh .." Inner fatih smile
"it is my duty to guide you, if you are on the wrong path you must guide you in the truth and must be patient even though you are difficult to change, do not forget to always pray for you, you must always pray for you, because actually that can soften your heart, change you only Alloh, mas only the intermediary dear" explained faqih
"ouh yes mas, did you have a gift for mas, and sorry el lama went outside his house? " the word el just remembered the gift he made
"gift? where did you end up from? " ask the faqih
"look first come on" said el taking faqih into the room
"ouh yes mas also forgot before I want your introduction, why mas go home you do not exist? not allowed again the same?" faqih said scowl
"sorry mas, later el leukain after this clay first" said el handed over his card with a smile
"mas open yes" said faqih asking permission to el who answered nod by el with a smile
faqih sculpted after seeing many of his tests there, he did not understand the meaning of just lifting his eyes up as if asking "this what?"
"i'm pregnant" said el
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the three words that came out of el's mouth seemed to reveal a sense of happiness in the chest of faqih, what a surprise this again, after being tempted by his wife now in love the gift that he had been hoping for
his outstretched hand touched el's flat belly with a trembling hand, tears dripping without excuse, not the sadness that he felt right now but peerless happiness
"you ha-pregnant? " tanya faqih was nervous
"yes, I'm not happy? " the word el because it sees such a faqih response
faqih was unable to make a sound, he just shook his head and went down to give thanks for what Allah had gifted him
"mas, why? " the word el saw the faqih prostrate and heard the sobbing of the faqih
"mas is very happy dear, I am grateful to Allah for hearing the prayer mas, there is our child in your stomach" said Faqih directly hugging el
"maybe this is what imron and his wife feel, when hana in the verdict can not contain because it is elderly, but imron and hana never give up always pray to God, God, and finally they are in hereditary love, mas also do the same as imron, mas always pray so that you get pregnant quickly
when you say you are ready to conceive and at this time Alloh realize the prayer mas dear" explained faqih happy
"sorry mas, only this time el is ready to contain" said el shed tears
"nothing dear, " said faqih
in his embrace his beloved wife, do not forget to kiss his forehead continuously
"we tell umi, umi must be happy" said faqih who was nodded by el
