My love for worship

still doubtful

A few moments later, she came out.

“Yusuf, what are you doing here?” said mother surprised

“ststst... Mom, don't be tight.” I'm shriveled

“You why the hell?” ask mommy wonder

“Bu, I didn't overhear your conversation. I can't believe he had such thoughts.” My speech

“Yes that's how suf. Mother herself was also surprised by the talk earlier. Yes, there you come in. Temenin. Mom wants to go back first.” Maternal

“Iya bu.” My father and I left and I went inside

“How are you doing now Nur?” much

“It's been much better mas.” Legitimate

“You can tell me why you can get a fever like this?” say

“Oh.. L'm.. I was actually not feeling well at the time. But for the sake of helping Rico, I became like this.” Nuri

“Rico again.. Rico again.. She was ready for you anyway?! What what is Rico.. What is Rico.” I sewot

“He's my friend. I helped him make the girl he likes. And it just so happens that woman is my best friend.” Nuri

“Oh so. But you don't have to get like this. It's called ngerugiin yourself tau ga?” say me

“But I promised him that I would help him get the people he likes.” Evidently

“Stupid basis. Because of your circumstances like this, not only managed to help the Rico, but you also have success for mas very worried.” My speech

“Sorry I am mas. I didn't mean to worry. I just want to help my friend.” He said sadly

“Nur, honest. Look at your situation like this, making you very scared. Mas is afraid to feel the loss again like that time.” I said seriously while raising his serious face

“What do you mean by that?” ask Nuri

“Nur, initially mas still not sure what requested by your mother before she died. It took a very long time for mas to accept all of this.” My speech

“What mas mean?” his question is getting confused

“It.. This is a letter of money left by your mother before she died. Read it yourself.” I said while giving the letter that Aisyah left behind.

After reading it, Nuripun cried.

“Mas, why can't you tell me this problem?” ask Nuri

“Mafin Mas, our. Mas just still not sure if mas can make your last request or ga. Mas is also afraid, klo mas tell you this problem, which there will be you hurt because it turns out mas can not keep your trust mbakmu.” Evidently

“Then now, why did you tell me the matter of this letter? Are you sure now with your own feelings?” tannya

“Nur, I don't know. What is this affectionately referred to as man and woman ato just the feeling of affection as a brother?!” say

“Means?” ask again

“Begini, when you know you were picked up by Rico and also want to be escorted home with rico, somehow the heart of the mas is upset, angry and so jarring. The extra time you say you will attend school one day and one night. It was like losing something. So mas break up to wait for you there.” Evidently

“What mas? So wait for me from the beginning to go home?” he was surprised and I nodded

“Not only that nur, mas is also very worried about you when your fever does not also go down. Waiting for you all night.” Evidently

“Sorry I mas.” Prattling

“So in your opinion, this mas feeling can be said like what?” much

“Mas, why did you ask me. Should be more experienced in this.” Prattling

“Nur, would you like to give me a chance to explore the feelings of this mas?!” much

“Mak.. Meaning mas what?” tanyanya was confused

“Means that, you want to not accept mas as your future husband for the sake of your mandate?” tanyaku lirih

“But nur..” again my speech was cut off by him

“Mas, make sure first with what you feel. If you are sure, you can make anything you want.” Prattling

“you mean you can make the mas want it... It means you give the opportunity to. Yes Nur?!” I try to make sure

“Iya. I'll wait for you until you're absolutely sure of what you're feeling.” Evidently

“Thanks Nur.” My words were directly hugging his body which was still warm due to fever

After chatting for a while, I finally told her to go to sleep and I also waited for her to involuntarily fall asleep

The next day, I woke up when Adit came and immediately saw the state of the parrot who was still asleep limp.

“Mas, how is Nuri?” ask Adit

“It's been much better dit. How was your college?” much

“Currently mas.” Adit is short

“Klo there's nothing, don't hesitate to say yes. Later on make a favor.” My speech

“Iya. Thanks.” Legitimate

“Yes now you clean up there and rest. Nuri let me take care.” My speech

“Iya. I see, I went to the room first yes.” Adit

“Iya.” My leg while nodding

After a while, Nuripun woke up

“How are you doing Nur?” much

“It's been much better mas.” Legitimate

“Oh thank goodness klo so.” I'm relieved

“Oh yes mas, does it work?” tannya

“Ga Nur's. I'm permissions. I work after you're healthy.” My speech

“But mas, is not better klo mas enter aja. I'm here with mom.” Nuri

“And there's me too.” Said Adit who suddenly entered

“But Nur...” My words are cut

“Mas, really. I'm not okay. You don't have to worry.” Prattling

“Ya has already done so. But, if you have anything, quickly notify me yes.” My speech

“Iya mas.” His legs were short and I went to get ready for work.

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