My Little World

My Laluku Time Trauma

after I finished eating, my parents and I went to look for my mother,we spent the day walking through the city of Yogyakarta and the station where I lost my mother but none of me found any trace of my mother until we were tired and chose to go home. when I got home I went straight to my room because I was not hungry that day I thought only where my mother, my sister, was,as for my father's condition I just kept quiet and cried while staring at the SD diploma that I wanted to show my father and my real mother but what day I all left me

"Why God" (shout me in the heart)

although I often get treated badly, the passive economy even my home is full of suffering but it will never escape my shadow, my mind, and my mind.

suddenly my vision became blurry, pussy

****

when I opened my eyes I saw myself lying in my room with an infusion hose attached to my hand

then looking at both my foster parents and a doctor, well it seems they didn't see me if I'd realized besides that I didn't want them to see me if I'd realized,I closed my eyes and listened to their conversation

"so how's my son doc"(papa)

"well, it seems like the father's son experienced mental disorders like trauma the same thing that has happened in the past"

"i mean doc, so he used to experience something less exciting"(mama)

"yes madam could be like that, yes I'm sorry first "

"well doc thanks for coming" (papa)

after that, my dad took the doctor out and my mom sat down next to me

"sad you used to why you can get rich gini, but you are calm mama will always take care of you because mama loves you since the first time mama met you"(took my hand and kissed my forehead)

after mom went out of the room I opened my eyes and cried saying

"but I miss my sisters ma"

hiks..hiks.

*****

day after day passed quickly I now entered High School I attended xxx High School where only the elite can attend there. many people say I grew up beautiful until people were stunned to see me, my father was also a very successful businessman.

but on the other hand I do not have many friends because I am quiet, cold, cool so they do not know if I am the son of Mr. Budi who they know I am just a rich man.

*****

kring..kring...the entrance bell rings all students enter the class.

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then a boy came in from behind the door and all was shocked because he was the son of the school cafeteria guard

"the kids know this Reno"

"hello all"(reno said)

"eh wait-wait this is the child of the school cafeteria guard who suddenly can go to school here our school so dropped dong" (said Bram)

Bram is the son of a koglomerat he is very arrogant and a playboy

contact all laugh unless I just keep quiet and busy with my picture book oh yes I like the picture in the notebook while studying wkwk so all I sit alone from sd. Everyone wants to sit next to me I refuse because I want to sit alone, which is why I don't have many friends.

"ehh kaliyan should not be that children are not good mothers ask not to be repeated again"(mother teacher)

"good mom" (everything in class except me)

"you're sitting next to Luvy ya Ren" (teacher's mother)

I was shocked and said

"i don't want mom"

"Luvy don't argue mom"(mom teacher)

"well mom"(i said)

when stepping towards me Bram was blocking the path of Reno with his feet until he fell

"hahahahahaha" (all laughing)

I just saw it and I just kept quiet and didn't care

"Diamm" (mother teacher)

after he got up he immediately sat down next to me while raising his hands to shake hands

"hay I'm Reno you're Luvy ya"

I did not answer anything and did not shake his hand Bram was upset to see it because he liked me but I never responded he looked at Reno with his death gaze