
With an uneasy feeling, Rara finally came to her Mama's house. It turns out that his mother was no longer living in the house that Ezra gave her. But, living in a 5-star luxury apartment in the city of Medan.
Rara who is used to living luxury from small, no wonder again when entering the house whose furniture is all imported.
"When did you move into this apartment?" tanya Rara sat her ass on the soft sofa dark brown.
"Emmm... About a month ago, baby." Grabbing the princess' fingers from the top of Rara's thigh.
"Your hand why is it so rude, dear?" pay attention to Rara's fingers that are now plain. Rara's fingernails must have been painted, danced in the sweet circular diamond ring. And now on Rara's wiggly finger it's just a London gold ring.
Rara smiled faintly in response to the mother's words. He slowly pulled his hand from his mother's grasp. Where might he tell me the cause of his hand being rough.
"Mama was very disappointed in your father Ezra. Why would he let you marry his weathered, poor assistant." The expression of a face full of disappointment was clearly visible on Rani's face at this moment.
Apparently, the mother has not changed. Still thinking about the material.
"It's like that's Ma's way. Nothing to regret." Rara replied weakly, she who felt her throat dry. Grab a glass of orange juice in front of them. Sipped the juice and finished half a glass.
"You're still in school, baby. Your father should have opposed your marriage. You know, baby, when you found out you were married to her assistant, Mama came straight to Ezra's house. But, Mama was expelled. At that moment, my mother's heart was broken. You're the only one my mom has. And you were kept away from Mama!"
Rani could not hold back her sadness anymore, tears that from earlier urged out, finally spilled too.
"Mom knows why they kept you away from Mama. Mama knew that, Mama knew, that this mama is not a good woman, not a good mother. But everyone has their own way of life. Mama can't be a calm woman, at home. Like the wife of Soleha. But, actually Mama wants to be the woman she wants to be like that, but can't."
Just this time Rara saw the mother, pouring out her heart that deep. Full of regrets, and looks depressed.
"Yes Ma, I understand. The past need not be discussed anymore. Everyone has made mistakes." Rara embraced the mother who was still crying with her body shaking.
"Yes, baby, for that Mama does not want you to go back to making mistakes. By marrying young. Moreover, your husband is not well established. Mama doesn't want to see you suffer. Marriage is not easy, baby. There are many things to sacrifice. Moreover, your age is far away. Your lifestyle is different too. Before you feel more excruciating pain later. Better your marriage to Bimo end."
"Ma... What's your mom talking about?" Rara didn't expect her mother to talk like that.
"You deserve to be happy, baby. I don't want to see you suffer like you are now. That guy's no match for you. He has a character similar to your father Ezra. Cold, pious and full of hypocrisy."
"Dad Ezra is not my father." Rara said softly, glancing at the mother who was fixated. Shock at the princess's words.
"Where is my father? who's father? how could Mama blame Ezra's father. By saying pretentious and hypocritical. He is a responsible man and knows religion. Not the sok alim. I thought Mama had repented and changed. Apparently no, money isn't everything Ma." Rara stared intently at her mother.
"If money is everything. Why did Mama betray Ezra's father. Didn't Ezra's father give a lot of money to mama at that time?"
Rani immediately turned her face away, unable to look into Rara's disappointed eyes.
"If wealth could make anyone happy, Adolf Merckle, the richest man in Germany, would not have crashed into a train.
"If fame can make people happy, of course Michael Jackson, a famous singer from the US, will not take sleeping pills to over dose.
"If power could make people happy, surely G Vargas, the president of Brazil, would not have shot himself in the heart.
"If beauty can make people happy, of course, Marilyn Monroe, a beautiful artist from the US, will not drink alcohol and depression drugs to over dose.
"If health could make people happy, surely Thierry Costa, the famous doctor from France, would not commit suicide due to a television show.
"Ma, it turns out that the happiness or happiness of a person's life is not determined by how rich, true, beautiful, powerful, healthy, or successful no matter how successful his life. The only thing that makes a person happy is himself. Can he be grateful for everything he has in everything?
"If happiness could be bought, surely the rich would buy it, and we would find it hard to get because it was encouraged by them. If happiness were somewhere, it would be empty in other parts of the world because everyone would be there gathered where it was. What we need is a clean and sincere heart and a clear mind, so we can create that sense of happiness anytime, anywhere, and under any circumstances.
"Happiness belongs to those who are grateful. If we don't have what we like, then love what we have right now. Fortunately happiness is in the heart of every human being, so we do not have to buy or go looking for happiness Ma."
Rara spoke with tears. The number of examples of cases that are spoken, obtained from the article in a writing. The exact words with the evidence awakened him. Because happy is what we make ourselves by always being grateful.
Rani was silent with tears streaming down. The words of his daughter were in his heart. He was never grateful to have a husband like Ezra. Eventually his life was ruined.
"I won't depend my happiness on my husband Ma. It's true that he married me, but that doesn't mean he should be responsible for my happiness. Like Mama, what else did Ezra's father not give to Mama. But Mama's not happy, is she? it's because Mama's not grateful." Rani got the stone. His son is smarter than him. He could only cry at his daughter's words
It's natural for Rara to be this mature. From childhood Bimo had taught him virtue.
"Mom knows, when I know the facts. If I wasn't Ezra's father's son. My heart is so broken Ma. I'm a bastard." Rara looked up, she wanted to stem the tears that were urging her out.
"Want to end Ma's life. But I don't want to do that stupid thing. Because, I know suicide, it's shirk."
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