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7 months later.
Now that I was staring at the clockwork end of the wall in my room, Mas Rian and I just finished meeting with some clients today.
I look at the clock of the wall that continues to move in circles repeatedly.day increasingly towards the afternoon I began to panic waiting for a call from someone I never got, I was very worried where he is now? is he still with that woman? God, what should I do?.
Actually, I was a little relieved even though it was only temporary, I was relieved because from that Mas Rian there was no discussion or question about our agreement at that time, it was very clear there that I should be ready to claim a divorce and immediately leave Mas Rian, the Prince of My Dreams all along.
Today is exactly where the last day of the deadline is from 7 months. Ahhhh...... why does time seem so fast? this is what I have always feared lately, What if later Mas Rian still does not love me? what am I supposed to do?
Hufftt...... but this has become a decision that you make yourself Ray, whatever the consequences you have to be able to accept it with the airy chest, you really want to see Husband Lo happy? yes, although not the same lo but at least You have struggled to make his heart dapetin.
6 Months passed filled with very beautiful things these few months our relationship became closer, like a normal household I always serve my Husband with all my heart, yes I think even though I failed to make him love me but at least I can still paint memories between us.
From starting to prepare the clothes he will wear, add a tie, cook all his favorite foods with a different menu every day.
To give her allotment when she asked me for it. I did not use any contraception, I did want to have a child from Mas Rian, because at a time when we are no longer together there will be as small as a duplicate of me and my husband who will always be with me.
I once thought of doing a pregnancy program to speed up my pregnancy, hoping that if I got pregnant it would be easy for me to steal her heart, but I realized if indeed my husband and I were a match then I believe God Swt will give way, because regardless of having children or not, he said, if Mas Rian does not want me beside him then what can I do?.
Every day I am happy to work as a secretary for CEO Adrian Assyarif, we always leave and come home together from the office, but my heart always hurts when that woman comes, she said, yes Wulan wanjen woman, yes I know she is indeed the woman my husband loves but yes, cook do not think how I feel as his wife.
Almost every day he always came to meet Mas Rian with a mode of asking for company, there are important things to talk about.that is the mode of inviting my husband to go to lunch with him.
"Oh my God, I am his wife, right? I'm jealous to see them alone there, even though I know Mas Rian loves him.
"But as much as I can always be patient, I do not want later Mas Rian to consider me jealous, Possessive and his friends. He'll be more Ilfiel with me.
Until this moment I cried in my room in the darkness I wept over the fate I had to accept that I was just an unlucky wife not loved by her husband.
This afternoon when Mas Rian and I were getting ready to go home from the office suddenly Wulan came with a face that seemed to be crying, crying, while sobbing he told me that his mother was sick and was being treated in hospital after a debate because she could not obey the will of the mother who betrothed him to her best friend's child. I still heard the story carefully without feeling suspicious at all, and then asked my husband to come with him to the hospital to see his mother and say that they will get married soon.
Degghs.....
God, is this the end of all?will the wedding really end today? I saw Mas Rian looking shocked at Wulan's request,
I watched her face waiting for her answer, did she go with Wulan? a second later he was about to step up his legs but before that I held his arm, then he turned to me, I looked into his eyes intensely, still holding back my tears I looked into his eyes as if saying "I Please Don't Go" to her, she looked at me for a long time, but then she let go of my hand holding my husband's arm.
And this is how I am now, I can only cry over the marriage that I have always dreamed of but after everything has materialized it must end this painful.
For a long time I cried until I realized I was asleep accompanied by my tears.
Next morning.
When I woke up from your sleep I felt someone's hands hugging my waist, with a leg over my leg.
After gathering back my consciousness I saw beside it, Yes your guess is correct, of course it is my husband, who else if not him.
As is my custom every morning I look at her face with a smile while stroking her face gently. "Good morning my husband, even though you are no longer mine but I will always love you",
"I will always hold this love in my heart only in my heart". A second later I got out of bed, wanting to wake up Mas Rian to ask him to pray for the morning prayer for the last time.
"God Thank you for all the graces you have given me for my life, Forgive me for being greedy for expecting more than you have given me. you reunited me with him even lucky to be his wife even though I was forced to, but I instead became a greedy woman by wanting to be the one he loved, I should be grateful to have been given this opportunity by you".I shed tears.
After finishing cleaning the house and cooking food for breakfast, then I went back to the room to move the items to the suitcase, I decided that this morning I would go home to my parents, he said, because according to the letter of agreement I had to divorce Mas Rian because after 6 months passed he still did not love me.
"Where are you going?", the baritone's voice surprised me a little.
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