my life is bitter

37 outpouring of hearts (curhat)

as promised after work they went to the park near the restaurant...arriving at the flower garden and rini sitting next to each other on a bench that is already available in the park

"now tell me what flowers are you? "

" i. I. I. pregnant rini. "said flowers stammered.

"pregnant.. ya have just to hold roy's answer right.. so it's hard" said rini.

"but the thing is, this isn't roy rin's son.. "

"you mean? "

"i was warned*sa rini. hiks.... hiks.. "pronounced flowers are almost inaudible.

"what....You are on per**sa who is the same?"

"my stepfather "

"god...how be*at your stepfather... flowers are steadfast well if you match equally roy however you will unite if not now maybe there will be a time when you will be happy" said Rini advising flowers

"so what about your stepfather... Have you reported him to the police?"

"already again police pursuit"

"where did he go, why wasn't he arrested at your house?"

"he was on duty out of town ..and I asked the police to arrest him there because I would never see him again"

"how unfortunate fate you are a steadfast flower, baby believe me there must be a rainbow after the rain"

"thank you rini ..hiks.. hika..you are indeed my best friend who always supports me.." said flowers while hugging Rini.

"yes flowers are the same. That's the point of friendship.who knows tomorrow I'll need your help again"

"if you need help don't hesitate to come to me. I will try as much as possible to help you " continued Rini.

"listen rini.. hiks... hiks.

"do not have to cry anymore.you must be strong for the sake of the child you bear... you focus on your fetus just don't think about anything else and don't stress is not good for the development of the fetus.yuk we go home already afternoon you have to rest..let me take you home"

"yes heart on the way" they finally parted...

flowers back to his house.and he caught his mother who was pensive..karna from earlier he gave greetings.no one nyahut.so the flowers decided to enter his mother's room... her mother was pensive with tears flowing down her cheeks

"mother.. mother. "call for flowers. and wake her mother from her daydream.

"you're home, son"

"yes..mom why? "

"no why napa nak don't think mom okay... "

"mom still thinks father..what mother still love the same father"

"no son, I'm just disappointed with him. I've trusted him but what he did was very embarrassing and incised your wounds... I still can't believe she's so willing to do all this"

"already ma'am maybe this is called destiny.we can only pray easily maim he quickly caught... "

"mother is just confused how the fate of the child you bear.what people say later you are pregnant do not have a husband"

"but hunga is pregnant again ma'am"

"you kept your pregnancy a secret from Roy. If you marry your son so have a father and say same roy if it's his son"

"means we lie dong bu...we lie roy...flowers do not want bu what if later revealed and roy will be angry with the same flowers ....the flowers are simply no longer able to"

"bunga you think the fate of the child in your womb pity him if born without a father. then he will be ostracized by society do you not get the same fate of your own child? "

"later flowers think again ma'am "

"do not take long before your stomach grows"

"iya ma'am.. flowers to the room first ma'am want to rest. "then go to his room to think about what his mother said.

seriated