MY LIFE

A sweet wait

The day began with Yas believing he would find kiara again at another time, he really rose from the most difficult and difficult times. A dark day filled with distress in his heart, he had to be swept away for the sake of someone who might be waiting for him.

One year Yas slumped from loss, and the next year he rose bravely and boldly, resisting every pain and fragile until finally Yas back to being the person he was before knowing LOVE.

2 Years is very long if felt, Yas still survives with solitude without news of his heart. Hans always tried to give his best, but with a heart that still wanted to pull over, Yas was still loyal to be alone.

"How's your relationship with sofia Hans"

"Everything went well"

"You have to look after him. Never make a mistake or you'll regret it later"

"Sofia is not Kiara. He won't have the courage to choose anything"

"When's your engagement?"

"Next week. I feel like time is really short. I didn't plan to go this far, but sofia really faced me with what it was. I'm lucky to have it"

"I'm so happy for you"

"Happy later at the party. You rarely attend events like this. Maybe if I wasn't engaged, you'd run away again. Start looking for a new heart Yas, many want Kiara's position in your heart. Don't disappoint your friend. We are tired of the company. Time to spend time with someone, no"

Yas just smiled in response to Hans chatter.

Maybe for some people the time is very fast rolling, accompanied by happiness and laughter from people we love very much makes the day shorter and clearer. That life is worth enjoying.

Once again, only Yas, who had not changed, still considered the turn of time very slow and stifling. Still waiting for someone patiently and kindly. He did not want to move and leave, his heart still belongs to a Kiara, will not be replaced and never will.

Life is like that, there is gain and there is loss. Some are happy and some are waiting. Some survive and some have to give up. It's all about courage, you have to dare to start something new.

The brief memories with Kiara made Yas realize, longing it wasn't about how long they had been apart, but how much love they had given.

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One week later

"Congratulations Hans, congratulations to you, Sofia"

"Thank you, my friend"

"Happy be"

The party is very crowded tonight, no one thought Sofia had some connections with some people. There were so many important guests Yas saw tonight. But really, nothing pleases her. Many of them offered to accompany and just chat. But Yas again politely refused, he was not comfortable with the attitude of the guests who consider themselves diamonds.

Yas wants to quit and run away from the party tonight. However, he must consider how Hans heart if he sees his best friend chaotic and uncomfortable. So Yas chose to be quiet and enjoy the party.

Yas held a glass of black wine in his hand. Several times the wine he sipped to relieve boredom because it was not comfortable around him. Then for some reason for a while, his eyes immediately fell on a woman who was talking to several people. The woman was wearing a black luxury gau that made Yas think which of the top class was present in the middle of this party.

“Black Diamond” a name given by its designer for her fancy black dress this time around. Yas already remembered her, remembering why she knew the dress, when she attended a fashion show last month in London. Because of the extraordinary effort, the dress weighing 1.45 kg was given a price that was not playful by the designer. About 78 billion dollars to buy it. Yas thinks she's a model promoting Debbie Wingham's work, or she's buying it for tonight's party.

Yas again looked at the woman's back, for some reason Yas felt it was really interesting to him. Even Yas had thought about approaching and greeting him.

When Yas tried to step foot, intending to say hello, the woman stepped foot first to leave the room, because she received a phone call. Yas saw it for himself, he stayed away from the party building and the crowd. And for some reason with a really curious feeling, Yas so followed the woman from behind, just to make sure where she was going with the call.

Yas watched the woman from a distance. He still received a call apparently, but after a while, the woman stopped and remained silent while looking at the sky with a Resilient feeling. It felt like Yas immediately greeted him, but it seemed that Yas was aware of the situation. The woman needs time to herself and must breathe fresh air.

*Who he is* his heart ripples.

When Yas was busy stalking his prey, suddenly a call came in ringing startling curious atmosphere at that time. Apparently Hans had lost himself in the party.

"What are you doing? Really you want to let me down, are you really leaving right now ....

Hans was still talking there, but Yas didn't vote for Hans asking himself, Yas was busy with his heartbeat when the woman he was following looked at him for a phone call. Yes, the woman saw Yas clearly, and Yas saw it right clearly at this moment, not just his back, but his face.

"NORTH"

Hans who heard Yas's voice say such a thing was extremely furious and exasperated. Again his best friend was in a chaotic mood.

"Hey where are you. Don't make a tantrum. Don't you have feelings huh? I'm considered what by you, again in a crowded atmosphere like this you're delirious to call his name. Are you drunk. Are you okay. Yas. Say something"

Yas dropped the glass he was holding, then ignored Hans' still nagging voice on the phone. Yas felt his chest tight at once, feeling the world was joking with him tonight. Mana may be the woman who is looking at him and is in his view is currently his lover.

The two humans were still pecking at each other, still staring at each other and no one started the conversation. Until then, the woman walked over to Yas and said.

"Good night sir"

Yas did not respond, still with distrust that the woman before him was right to greet him this time. But for some reason Yas became weak, his body stiff and cold, his chest tightened and uncontrollable, even Yas shed tears.

"Are you okay?"

Again the woman asked. He's like he doesn't know Yas, like he only knows new people.

"Do you drink a lot? Do I need to contact someone?"

Yas's voice rumbled, he was completely unable to accept such a fate. When he finds his woman, he plans to get angry and asks Kiara to take responsibility for what happened, but things turn around, again Kiara's figure hit the foundation of Yas's heart which he had so long defended with great difficulty.

"It seems you don't need me. So I'll leave you alone and go back inside to party. Looks like you need some time alone, too"

Tida. Yas was eager to hold him back. But why is it so hard to raise that hand and hold the woman, why is it so hard to say a word and ask. Why Yas can only imagine what is really happening right now to him and his lover. Until in the end the woman leaves his sight and Yas loses one chance.

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