My Last Wedding Chance

My Last Wedding Chance
Chapter 121 Only Love Can Hurt Like This



Why can you say such a thing ?


Is there something I haven't really known all this time ?


Harumi tried to get rid of the question long before she found the answer.


He tried to contact his mother, but there was no answer.


As Harumi stared at the clock on her phone, she was sure it was time in Bristol by evening and her mother would have been home.


Undeniably, Harumi's current mind branched everywhere. He can't even focus on a single point. And this made him very weak, and that fragility began to take hold of him again.


No one can control anything inside Harumi but himself, but now it's all just nonsense. Because now, a lot of things are already controlling it. Including situations like this.


His feet suddenly trembled and nausea rose into his stomach because in his heart he knew that what his mother was about to say was not easy to hear. But since when is life easy ? When has he ever shied away from hard and heavy things ?


Harumi believes her mother knows something behind what Cathy and Anton are hiding. Because it is impossible without reason, he asks Harumi to stay away from Cathy even though he knows how close Harumi's relationship with her best friend is.


For the third time, Harumi tried to contact her mother but there was no response.


It was in his mind that Harumi wanted to go to New York to approach Cathy's Apartment at this time. But, the turmoil was held back by Harumi because he did not want to, this became a misunderstanding without reasonable evidence.


What exactly is Anton talking to Cathy ?


What does this have to do with the boy ?


Both of Harumi's eyes began to fade and dark circles began to appear under her eyes, the woman was lacking rest and clearly reflected a lot of pressure on her face.


Since there was no response from her mother, Harumi tried to contact her younger brother Takeru. He was sure Takeru must be home.


And unfortunately Takeru's phone is off.


Harumi paced back and forth, he looked confused. And the most he regretted, this further stuck his mind. Oh my God, if Harumi could dare to go to Cathy's apartment right now.


Maybe that's the only way out. Talk to Anton and Cathy.


But, it's really hard. Coming there without evidence without anything that could help Harumi, it was the most irrational big act.


Screaming ? Crying ? Punch someone ? Hiding into a deep hole and never showing up again ? that was all that could cross Harumi's mind.


Stupid indeed, but that was all he could think of to reduce his feelings of regret.


Harumi decides to go back into the room, but her phone rings.


The woman had stared at the screen of her phone for quite a while, it was an incoming call from her mother.


Nami called back her daughter.


Jemari Harumi trembled holding her mobile phone, she did not immediately answer her mother's call.


He just silently pecked, his chest hurt. The leafan peaked.


Harumi was afraid, she was very depressed before knowing what she would hear later.


He tried to swallow the lump that was blocking his throat, and answered his mother's call.


"Hallo"


"Harumi, sorry mom was in the kitchen making dinner. So, didn't hear you call mom. What happened ?"


Harumi almost lost her ability to speak when she heard her mother's voice. He could not ask this even though it was at the end of his tongue. "Mom, are you okay ?"


"Well, sweetheart, iam good, all good in here. You all right, Rumi ?"


His atmosphere was throbbing with repressed emotions. Harumi's anger and sadness and something very powerful from both of them.


Heartache.


"Rumi, what's Wrong ?"


"Is there a problem ? because it's impossible for you to call mom right now if it's not urgent. I'm sure time in California is early in the morning. And I don't feel comfortable hearing your voice, my son."


In a state of confusion and fret, Harumi calmed down her breathing roar and began to control herself "hmmm, sorry for bothering mother ta-pi..."


"Its Ok's..Tell Me what happened ?"


Hesitatingly holding back "that time my mother once told me not to trust Cathy. Though I know, Cathy was very good even we were friends for quite a long time. But Why ?"


Harumi had heard her mother's breath from behind her cell phone.


"Listen, Rumi. I'm dying to reveal the one truth you need to know. But, it's hard for mom to explain it over the phone without coming face to face with you. I don't want anything to happen to you if you find out now. "


"Mother, please don't hide anything from me. What really happened ?"


"Please Rumi, Not now. Mum..."


In the grip of ever-increasing tension, Harumi no longer wants to wait, he will seem even more stupid if he continues to torture himself with all the prejudices without a clear answer. "Did Cathy have a relationship with Anton ?"


Finally, the thorn also seeped from Harumi's lips.


For a moment his mother did not speak.


"Rumi, son. I expect nothing but your happiness. I just want you to be happy. Regarding whatever truth you will face later, never make you torture yourself continuously"


Gritting her teeth holding the pain in her chest, Harumi tried to act normal. But, that's really impossible to do.


Act Normal ? well of course it's a big lie. Because nothing is ever normal in Harumi's life.


"Thats True, right ?"


"Well, but you need to know Rumi's whole thing. Don't just piece."


"Who is Freddie ? Cathy has a child, and Anton knows it. Even my best friend doesn't know it. Why would Anton know that ? What exactly are they planning ? I'm really so stupid among them !!" Fires of anger began to ignite in his chest


"Mom will explain if you're already in Bristol, you have to control your emotions. I can't talk about this right now when you're getting depressed and overpowered by anger"


Harumi smiled grievously "Freddie is His Son, right. Freddie is their son. That is True. Iam Sure." the woman laughed in such painful pain.


"Rumi, listen to me. You need to calm down..."


Harumi smiled faintly and her eyes blanked with a very light body as if the chunks of ice were no longer as cold as before.


The circle flowed by itself in Harumi's eyes even without being noticed by him.


His expression was very pale, but he still extended a slow smile. Harumi found herself so empty.


He laughed, even the pain felt so strong in his chest.


The mind that had been crowded, seemed to disappear instantly.


Harumi clung tightly to the edge of the balcony fence that made the world feel adrift.


Even he no longer heard his mother's call, he did not want to continue this conversation anymore.


This was just as painful as when Harumi had to lose a baby candidate in her womb when she was left stiff on the operating table.


So hurtful.


Is this the Punishment she should receive for being a Stupid Woman who had committed treason ?


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