My King is My Beloved
Episode 34
(The Belva)
In recent days I have been very happy and also upset because I managed to get some investors who worked with cristyan to resign and withdraw their investment but I was also upset because there was no resistance from cristyan. Now Bryan is visiting the cristyan company I don't know what he was going to do because ever since I said that I was upset because there was no resistance from the cristyan he stood up and went I asked him he would where did he just say that he wanted to go to the cristyan company.
About 3 hours passed and Bryan finally came. When he came to sit in his chair I walked up to him.
“what are you doing to cristyan company?”
“just make sure something.”
“what is.” He just kept quiet and smiled, yes I understand that he doesn't want to tell me
“keep what he said?”
“you sure you want to hear it?”
“don't make me curious.”
“oke okay. He just said that he won't fight because he knows that you want to make him bankrupt.”
“so he won't make a fight even until he's broke completely.”
“hah this does not make me feel satisfied if he does not fight.”
“do what you think it is not if you just want to make the cristyan company bankrupt yes do not care for his company bangrut.”
“iya that's what I want right.”
“ya already you do not need to think it is better you do another.”
“oke yes I've left first.” After that I went back to my desk and did some paperwork.
The last few days somehow my head is very dizzy and also dizzy even I have taken drugs but still not functioning. Bryan told me to check myself into the hospital at first I didn't want to but he insisted on even taking me. but when I will enter the phone by his manager if there will be an emergency meeting yes I finally went to the hospital alone. About 1 hour later I finally arrived at the hospital when I still have to register first after completion I was waiting for the queue to be called did not take long my name on the call I entered when I entered I was asked a few questions after that I also began to be checked and on the CT scan I was told to wait for the results outside.
About 1 hour later I was told by the nurse to come in because the result was out I walked into the room.
“how dok?”
“anda suffered from brain cancer is still stage 3 and this is still a chance to be cured right.”
“apa brain cart dock.”
“iya is anyone from your family having the disease?”
“iya there is my mother and sister whose number is 2.”
“iya may this be a descendant in your family.”
“iya may be so.”
“preferably there do road treatment and also do blood washing every 2 weeks.”
“if I don't do that how long do I survive?”
“i can not be sure because there is a brain cancer that is benign and some are not benign.”
“means doc?”
“begini if the kangker is benign then it will grow very slowly and you can survive about 10 years but if the kangker is not benign within 1 year you will be in stage 4 and you
will last about 2 years.”
“was I that bad doc?”
“kangker that is in your body between benign and non-benign. But it all depends on God. So pray more maybe God will give a long life because all the age of mankind is in his hands.”
“ini I give you a prescription if you feel pain in your head then drink this. It is not a cure to cure it but only to relieve pain for a while.”
“well then I'm sorry.”
After that I went out yes my current feeling is very chaotic I really want to be angry with myself but I can't what I walk towards the hospital dispensary and give a prescription the one the doctor gave me
after paying me straight out.at this time I just want to go to a quiet place and also I want to do the treatment but I don't have enough money I also can't peek into bryan because he helped me a lot when I got to the car I went straight inside.
“we're going where miss?”
“church.”
After that car walk I just stared out the window maybe it's time I'll leave this all and before I die I have to finish everything. Soon the car stopped in front of a church. I went out and came in here very quiet I sat on the front bench facing Jesus
“what more trials you gave me. It's not enough that you take my family. do you know I thought I'd be happy after I got married to cristyan but a few months after marriage you opened up a reality that made me stay away from cristyan you know I'm now divorced with her. The man I love so much has never loved me and he is also the one who killed my father.Did my family make a mistake with you in a previous life? I just want to be happy that's all. Please give me a little happiness before I leave this world. You know my dream when I was with cristyan I wanted to make a small family with cristyan and many children in our family. But you've messed it up by making him kill my father.I don't know what to do take my life right now so I can forget all this.”
After that I got out of the church and got into the car I said that I went straight home. When I got home I went straight into the room and I think Bryan was still in the office when he got to my room
I closed my eyes to sleep, but I couldn't sleep. I've tried to find a good position but I still can't sleep my mind is full of things that make me can't sleep I've opened my eyes and sat down tears ever since I could not help it anymore I covered my face
and close it I kept crying until someone held my shoulder I immediately raised my head.
“what's the bell?”
“bryan.” Sobbing
“iya what's wrong? Who hurts you until you cry like this. Tell me who made you cry like this?”
“I'm not strong if it goes on like this. I'm not strong.”
“patience you can definitely get through this all important you have to be tough, if you do everything well then all your grudges will be avenged.”
“I can't yan I'm confused.”
I don't care about it anymore I keep crying. And bryan he hugged me so tightly I don't know but it all felt like it was black. I tried to open my eyes but when I opened my eyes I was outside the room I was thrown by bryan I woke up and around me there was only a very long stretch of grass even on the left, right, back, and front there was only a very long expanse of grass I got up and stood up I looked around no one.
“halo no people ngak?” but there's no answer
“haloo can anyone help me to show you the way out?”
No answer I started to panic I kept walking and kept screaming I wish someone would hear me and help me. but since then no one heard me I was getting tired and also I was so thirsty I kept walking but calm I was no longer there until I fell but there was a hand touching me I turned around to look. The unbelieving thing was in front of me I saw my mom and dad in front of me they turned me over and took me.
“sayang.” My mom looked at me with her smile
“you are here?”
“of course mom and dad are always next to him.”
“then take me with mama and papa now. I'll be happy with my mom and dad.”
“not yet darling. It's not time yet.”
“ma pa belva apologize.” I cried in front of my mom and dad
“it's all not cristyan's fault baby. It is just an accident mama and papa hope you will forgive him if you have forgiven him and know the truth then you will be happy.”
“but when ma pa?”
“soap.”
After that mom and dad went away from me I wanted to chase him but I didn't have the calm to just stand up once I kept calling mom and dad but and papa left me even more far-off.
When I woke up a lot of sweat on my body I held my head because I felt a little dizzy I saw bryan started to enter the room and in his hands was a tray and yes it was rice and milk.
“wake up let's eat first.”
“what happened to me?”
“so you cry but after quite a long time you fall asleep.”
“what time is it now?”
“already at 8 nights.”
“what am I as long as it sleeps?”
“iya maybe you are too tired.”
“leah?”
“iya is it you why? Oiya were you in the hospital what did the doctor say?”
“hah is nothing kok.”
“hmmmm really nothing what?”
“iya really nothing what I just lack blood. It was also injected and given vitamin.”
“oh yes already now you eat and take the medicine okay?”
“oke.”
After that I took the tray in bryan's hand and started eating it. After eating I also took the medicine given by bryan after that bryan told me to rest. After that Bryan came out of my room. When he came out I got out of bed and walked towards the balcony. I still remember what my mom and dad said in my dream they said it wasn't cristyan's fault. What is true they say. I'm confused by all this, I better not think about it later.
It's been 2 months and now I still stick with my plan now cristyan has not let the company go bankrupt and yes this is quite difficult for me every day I have to work overtime only
to make the company bankrupt and now bryan and I are in a meeting, more precisely me and ryan are discussing about what we will do in the future. After going down all those plans I finally breathed a sigh of relief because with all these plans I will drop cristyan with just a few blows and my plan will be done from next month because now I have to prepare everything so that all the plans I have arranged with bryan can run smoothly. Every day little by little I have prepared it and my plan will start in a few days. I can't wait to get it all started.
Today is the day that all plans begin. I was so bored in the office so I walked around the park while bryan he still had needs outside. When I sat down on a chair that was covered by a very large tree. It's so cool here that even the wind sweeps my hair making it messy but I really like it. Suddenly I felt my hand held by someone I opened my eyes and I saw cristyan sitting beside me she looked at me I spontaneously let go of the hand held by cristyan.
“bell I beg you to let me explain everything to you.”
“sorry I'm not the person you mean.”
“I know that you belva my wife.”
“tau where are you?’
“from bryan.”
“oh.”
“I beg you to let me clear with you bell I beg.”
“what needs to be explained does not need to be explained.”
“I beg you bel give me a last chance.”
“oke if so please clearin.”
After that cristyan explained everything first about my papa company that was made bankrupt by him and then explained about the events experienced by my father in the project and the events of the time in the office when
she talked to her mother everything she explained to me in a detailed manner.
“so can you please excuse me?”
“I reply tomorrow. Tomorrow wait for me by the lake at 8 pm.”
After that I left him. I went back to the office when I got to the office I started to get confused what was true he said by cristyan about everything I wanted to ask about this all to bryan.
