My Idaman Ustadz

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Alice was crying. His feeling is so tight. His heart is very sick. Suddenly Manda and Sisky hugged her tightly and cried. They didn't really go far away as Alice and Fauzan spoke. They hear everything.

Alice beat her chest tight, her tears breaking. I've let him go, I've succeeded in this stage, managed to make him hate me. Why does it feel so sick.

You're not alone, we're here. Sisky and Manda continued to hug Alice until she felt calm. Sisky gives water to Alice. This is drunk first so it's a bit plong. We're both ready to hear you if you want a story.

Alice took her breath, finally she told Manda and Sisky everything. Manda and Sisky were so astonished to hear that they felt sorry for the true state of Afifa and were upset and angry at Alifah's actions. I told you everything. My one request, don't tell anyone including ustadz Fauzan. I want ustadz Fauzan to marry Afifah. He deserves a better woman than me. Alice returned to shed her tears.

Early in the morning Fauzan said goodbye to abi and umminya because there is an office business that cannot be represented. Abi, umi, I go to the office first. The matter last night, please resolve it peacefully and wisely abi. Her eyes showed pain and hope to both her parents. Then Fauzan went to the office because the distance was about 2 hours.

Abi, our son.. Umi felt sad when she saw her son's eyes filled with sadness and hope.

Alice Manda and Sisky are at Pak Kiai's house. What do you want to tell me about last night, son? Kiai looked at Alice.

Alice took her breath. I will not explain anything, what you see is what happened and I will accept any consequences.

Then Pak kiai turned to Manda and Sisky. Is there something you want to explain to Father?

There is no kiai. Answer the two who bow their heads.

Pak kiai sighed. You will ask you. Will you change for the better in the future? The three of them nodded their heads. Mr. kiai smiled. You will forgive you but still have to accept the consequences as punishment.

Mr. Kiai, the mistakes I made were so many and so big. I have smeared the name of this pesantren, I have disappointed pak kiai, I have also harmed the prospective daughter-in-law of pak kiai. So I decided to get out of this pesantren. Alice's words surprised everyone.

Manda immediately held Alice's arm. Lice, what do you mean? Do you want to leave me with Sisky? . It's not funny to know Lice. Connect Sisky.

Alice held the hands of her two best friends. Lo both stay here. Change for the better. I don't feel like I'm in this pesantren.

Sisky took off his hand. No Lice, sir, I've forgiven us and given us a chance.

Alice shook her head. It's my decision, I hope you guys respect my decision and I'm sure you guys understand about this. His decision to get out of the pesantren was good. And he could not afford to see the marriage of Fauzan and Afifah. Then Alice looked at pak kiai. Mr. Kiai, I hope you respect my decision.

Just as they were about to return, suddenly the maam called out to Alice.

Alice..! I'd like to talk to you for a minute. Then Alice nodded and told her friends to come back first.

Suddenly she hugged Alice. Alice surprised. Bunki let go of his embrace and held Alice's hand. I know you're actually a good boy. Your decision to leave this school will hurt someone's feelings. I didn't like you at first but my son loves you. I'm his mother, I know how serious he feels about you, son. What about your feelings? Do you not love my son?

As much as Alice's energy held back her cries. My feelings are not important. I am not a good woman, I do not deserve to ustadz Fauzan. He deserves a good woman like Afifa. I hope ustadz Fauzan will be happily married to Afifah. Here I feel like a third person in the midst of Fauzan's match with Afifah and of course I have to go. There is a woman who deserves to be happy with ustadz Fauzan and I do not want to make ustadz Fauzan against his parents. Forgive me if I'm wrong with my mother. I'm pampering. Assalamualaikum says.

Alice was getting ready and stuffing her things into the bag. Lice you really want to go today?. Manda and Sisky help Alice tidy up her belongings.

Yes guys. Make friends with Afifah later, he needs more support.

You don't want to say the same to ustadz Fauzan?! Alice stopped her activities. I won't be able to do it guys. Last night was enough for me.

Manda's upset. Don't do it dong. Think also about the feelings of ustadz Fauzan. He must be disappointed, angry, very sad.

Alice wiped her tears. Give this letter to him. I don't want him to see me go.

Then Alice said goodbye to the ustadz and ustadzah and to other santri friends including Alifah. Alice whispered something. Today I lost but not lost. I gave up on Afifah, your twin brother. I will still be the winner like last night Alifah or Lili. Alifah silently silent himself surprised that Alice had known everything. And Alice went to be escorted by the security guard until the front of the highway.

Fauzan just got home at night. His work in the office was so much that he met several times. He bought a lot of chocolate for Alice. Tonight she plans to invite Alice to talk about their relationship. Although Alice had already decided, but Fauzan would not give up.

Just got home, where are you going, son? Umi approached Fauzan on the doorstep.

Fauzan held his mother's hand. Let's go out for a minute Umi. Then Fauzan left. Just a few steps Umi's voice stopped him. Alice is gone, son. Fauzan turned and approached his mother. Where to go umi?

Umi took a breath. Go home. He decided to leave. We have to respect his decision to leave here. For the first time Fauzan shed his tears in front of his mother. Then her mother hugged her.

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