My husband's the cruel CEO

Talkout

After the incident a few days ago, Delia seemed so sad, no matter what she felt in her heart, her heart was so sick with the words of Abay, with seduction, attention, a thousand apologies, it meant nothing to Delia.

Delia It is difficult to interpret her own feelings, every time she looked at the face of the husband, surely the pain will still envelop her heart, is Delia trouma?

The answer is yes, however Delia has experienced a very difficult life, even until now she has not found her own birth mother, while the Father? The father Di sealed by her own husband, Delia did not procrastinate if the father was in the law, even she agreed then the actions of her father who punished her own family, her husband, even for Delia the punishment was less for her father.

In this week Delia's quiet, not talking to anyone, she shut herself up in a guest room, when it's time to eat, she'll be bribed by OB houseworkers, she said, because he did not want to meet Abay, or anyone, the abay family also understood the situation of Delia.

Lying !! if she doesn't miss the husband's embrace at night, she misses the husband's embrace so much, but she's confused!

Delia POVs

*I'm tired of having to be quiet, shutting my mouth to talk, but I'm confused what should I do? I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed of my own actions? But I'm confused? Should I apologize for all of Papakuh's mistakes? And where's my mom? Doesn't my mother want to be alone? Did you intentionally leave me with papa? Is my mother still alive? Whahuh? Whahuh? Hix..

I feel like living in this world no one wants to be alone, why is my life so painful? Wh why? From childhood I was always hurt? I remember all those events? I want to hate papa! But it is papa who gives life even with bitterness. I also wanted to hate my own husband, but he was the one who saved me and gave me a new life even as sharp as a bamboo shield. Then should I hate those who have given life despite this pain? Will my life ever be this painful?

I know very well, if he hit me because he was emotional? I don't care if I'm always hurt, maybe this is the destiny God gave me, this is my very winding way of life, this is my life Very bitter and sharp.

Ls it? Do I have to find my own real mother? Does he still exist? Does mom want me? Does he have a happy new family? Forgetting to be worried? Is that bad, mother? Is it as bad as it is I have the heart to cheat and leave me hikss... What kind of a vain mother is that! Tega left the Princess is still a toddler, for the sake of the figure of a new man hikss.. I wanted to hate my mother too, but she was the one who gave birth to the hykss..

This week I locked myself in the guest room, I don't want to meet anyone, sometimes I don't have a taste for food. He asked only a few times but often, visited and several times he apologized, but I was silent in a thousand words.

After several times I thought of my life winding like this dangerous sharp bend, I had to get up! I'm strong! I have to shake off this sadness as much as possible! I will look for the birth mother, and I will make sure for myself whether the mother will listen or vice versa, I am ready whatever the risk.

And I'll make sure, I want to repay the love I haven't had time to express, I'll apologize for what you've done, I'll do it! I'm powerful.

Tonight I have come to a conclusion, May what I choose be the best path for you and others.

Then I went to the bathroom, I washed my face with ablution water, then I stretched it out in the sunset direction, I prayed on this starry night, praying for the best.

I take the Quran, Then I read it, I don't know how many times I read it until I fall asleep on this soft bed*.