My Husband's Hidden Desire

Chapters. 8: HTS

"No Put! At any time, I will not part with you. I love you so much Put!" assertive Exsel.

"As much as you are" said the Princess. Then he pulled out of the bed, put his foot out of the room.

The decision of the Princess to part with her husband was indeed a decision that can no longer be challenged. The Princess' patience is completely exhausted.

Exsel could only stare at the back of his wife, who was now lost behind the door of his room. It feels like Exsel doesn't believe in reality right now. The princess asked to part from him, ending everything.

Should Exsel grant his beloved wife's request? On the other hand he loved the Princess very much, even though Exsel never imagined, how he lived the days without the Princess.

But if he keeps forcing the Princess to stay with him. Does Exsel make her happy? Right now Exsel is really very messed up. But Exsel could not blame the Princess, maybe if he was in the position of Princess-pun, he would do the same.

"Your coward Exsel, a useless man, tells you the truth you can't!" maki Exsel to herself.

Only being able to blame himself, due to his imperfect condition, all circumstances became chaotic like this.

"Why? Why is life so unfair to me, why don't I just die first, why should I stay alive in such difficult circumstances" Exsel said.

Exsel spilled his grievances. Exsel's eyes look reddened, holding back tears that have been dammed in his eye fertilizers. Blame it if men cry?

This reality really hurt for him.

***

Her morning...

The princess just woke up, time has shown at 8 am. Last night the Princess slept in the guest room. I don't know what time last night the Princess closed her eyes. The Princess was definitely crying last night.

With a heavy head, swollen eyelids, the Princess rushes out of bed. He saw a clock stuck in the room.

"Hour 8," said the Princess.

With a step that made the Princess walk out of the room, she set her foot towards her room and Exsel.

The state of the house looks already deserted, like Exsel has left for the office.

"Like Mas Exsel has departed, thank God, I am not ready to meet him," said Putri while stepping up the stairs.

The princess was now at the door of the room, and she opened the door. The princess immediately rounded her eyes, she was also very surprised to see Exsel who was still lying on the bed. It feels like the Princess came back out of the room, but that is not possible, the Princess wants to clean her body, and change clothes.

"Is Mas Exsel still sleeping?" princess Gumam. She saw no movement at all from her husband.

With a slow step the Princess walked towards the closet, she took a change of clothes, after which she went straight to the bathroom.

The Princess quickly performed her bathing ritual, because she was afraid Exsel woke up, for now the Princess did not want to talk or see her husband's face.

15 Minutes later, the princess finished. He changed his clothes. The princess hit her breath, trying to neutralize her feelings. After feeling good enough, the Princess opened the bathroom door.

"Why hasn't Exsel woken up yet? Unlike usual, when it's not a holiday, won't he go to the office?" muttered the Princess, while staring at Exsel, who was still lying on the mattress with his back to the Princess.

The Princess felt that she wanted to wake her husband, but the Princess interrupted.

"No Put, you don't be like this. Let it go, it's up to him. From this moment on don't care about him anymore, you have to put distance on him, so you can forget about him easily, after you part with him." The princess monologues with herself.

After that, the Princess resumed her steps, she immediately rushed out of the room. Without regard to Exsel.

Yes, the Princess was determined to distance herself from Exsel, even if she could for a while avoid her husband. All for his good, for Exsel's good too.

The princess walked to the dining table, breakfast looks neatly arranged on the dining table, she filled her stomach first. But only a few mouthfuls he ate his breakfast, the feeling of fullness was already felt, maybe not full, precisely the sense of appetite was lost. The princess felt that something was missing, usually she would have breakfast together with Exsel while laughing. And this time, it was only alone with a domineering silence.

Is his decision to part with Exsel correct? This was only the first time having breakfast without Exsel, his heart was already so empty! Then how will it be if the farewell has already happened? Can the Princess go through her own days?

Just imagine it, now it has made her tears flow profusely, wetting her beautiful face.

"No, I should be able to, this is not the end. But early on, I can definitely get through it." The princess tried to shake off the feelings lodged in her heart now. Actually he really needs Exsel, only Exsel can understand it. But ego darkens everything. He remains strong, however, Exsel must divorce him.

There is nothing to be maintained in his household, 2 years he awaits the warmth of the husband, but until this moment, he is still holy. 2 years Princess is patient, patient, but Exsel did not give a reasonable reason.

Even last night Exsel said he would explain everything, but where? Just bullshit, bullshit.

The Princess ended her breakfast that morning, she returned to the guest room, maybe the room will be used as a temporary Princess room, before Exsel fulfill her request, after Exsel later divorced her, the Princess will leave the house.

She will not ask for money gono-gini to her husband, because it feels like she does not deserve it, it is enough Princess hurt her husband's heart, Putri tau ask that Exsel divorce her it will not be easy.

Princess knows Exsel loves her very much. The princess was the same, but circumstances could not keep her together.

The princess has the love of Exsel, but not the body of Exsel. Let Exsel take it as selfish. Let Exsel take it as evil. Let Exsel hate him.

There was no other choice but to end her love story. Happy Princess may not be with Exsel, and vice versa, happiness Exsel is not in the Princess.

Let time answer everything.

Follow the path of destiny that will lead them.

The princess glanced at the ding-ding clock, the time has shown 1 pm. But there was no sign of Exsel waking up, even the Princess had asked Auntie. Bibi said that Exsel has not come out at all.

Nausea, anxiety, worry, the feelings of the Princess are now mixed. Without a second thought, the Princess decided to go to her room.

"Mas Exsel.." cried the Princess.

Seriate