My Husband's Byebelin

Reina's Sadness

I now live in the apartment where we first lived, because I was confused where to go. I don't want to trouble my Parents, In-laws and Friends.

I looked at the photos we shared together. But I remembered Rangga's behavior, making myself disappointed.

I bent my legs and drowned my head on my knees, I was very sad for the behavior of Rangga who during marriage Rangga never loved me. All this time I felt stupid.

"Yes, God make me a person of a patient personality, to bring my children to life." I got up and wiped away the tears. I headed to the next room, apparently 3 pieces of my heart sleep. I'm grateful to still have them, especially the twins are good at looking after Chayra.

The next Day

I'm dropping off the school twins.

"Mommy don't be sad anymore, yeah." Adline was holding my cheek.

"Yes, Mommy. I'll make Mommy happy." Adlan kissed my cheek. I was overwhelmed by the words of the twins. They're already in class.

I shed tears again, they care how much I care.

"I have to be strong." My word in my heart.

"Cry if that's what makes your heart calm, because God loves us and God creates tears for us to approach God." Latifa hugged me.

"Patient Joe, yes. Remember there's still us - we're always with Loe." Audrey hugged me too.

"Loe's not alone, Rei." Tania hugged me too.

"Thank you for caring about me." I wept.

"We're always there for Loe." Tanias.

"Gue needs calm, I want to invite the kids to go somewhere that can make my heart plong." I took off my friends' hugs.

"Well, this abis we are on vacation to Bali happened to be the boutique I Launching there. How do you want it, right?." Said Chika.

"Mmmm..." We look at each other.

"It's okay." Simultaneously.

We rushed to tidy up the clothes and items that would be needed later there. Before that I went to the hospital to see Rangga for the last time. I intend to stay in Bali to forget the sadness.

I saw Rangga looking after and caring for Arini, until tired. Her sleeping face I miss a lot, but now I can't see it anymore. I approached Rangga's face and kissed the lips I missed. After that I left a letter in Rangga's hands.

I slowly walked out. A heavy hand suddenly hugged me. I saw Rangga.

"Don't go, I'm sorry." Rangga drowned her face at the nape of my neck.

"Sorry, Rang. I gotta go. You should be happy with Arini, I know you as long as we're married you never loved me. I know you and I don't want to be your burden. Please let me go, Rang." I tried to take off Rangga's hand, but Rangga hugged me even tighter.

"I won't let you go, as long as you know. Arini was my life, but now you are my heart, my soul and my heart. I can't live without you, Rei. Right now I haven't recovered all my memories, please don't leave me." Rangga turned my body and kissed my lips.

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