
At night Andra came home with a raging feeling. It was difficult for him to choose between surviving or letting go. Roy's words always weighed on his mind. On the other hand he is not ready to be a father, on the other hand he does not have the heart to eliminate his own flesh and blood.
It is difficult when faced with two choices. Like being in a precarious situation, falling back and forth. Same is a damning choice. However, at the current age of Andra can he make the best choice? I don't know. Let God set the story.
"Why hasn't he come home yet? maybe she really left me" Ambika looks uneasy seeing the clock show at eleven o'clock in the night, but Andra still hasn't come home. Ambika is afraid if she has to face everything herself. How to explain to everyone, especially to both parents. After everything that happened one would realize the key to his greatest mistake. The error will change the course of life until God shows how sadistic and cruel sin is.
Not long before the sound of the motorbike stopped in front of the boarding house "That must be him. I'd better pretend to just sleep" he immediately pulled the blanket and closed his eyes.
Clicks....
The sound of the door opening "It turns out he's asleep" Seeing the lover fall asleep makes the heart more worried. He approached Ambika while looking at her father's face "I'm sorry, I've hurt you a lot" Andra's hand was about to touch Ambika's stomach, but stopped when the feeling of fear haunted.
"Hey..wake up, I bring you some food" Wake Ambika up slowly.
"No way, I need to be full" Instead of waking up Ambika even covered her body with a blanket.
(Jeez, I have to be patient with him. From now on I have to give up a lot for the sake of the child in the womb) Do not want to argue finally Andra sleep next to the lover. Andra slept facing Ambika, but soon Ambika turned her back.
"You mad?" Touching the arms of the lover "I'm sorry that I hurt you so much. But from now on I promise I won't make you angry anymore" Trying to be the best man in her life.
"Whatever...." Ketus Ambika while holding Andra's hand.
"Take it...what do you think of him?"
Suddenly Ambika turned to "You mean? she who?"
Andra's tarapan leads to Ambika's stomach "He who is in your womb" Andra's tone of voice sounds trembling when calling a fetus in the womb Ambika.
"Are you ready to be a mother?" Ask Andra.
Ambika was silent as a child while rubbing the stomach "Then we just throw it away. I'm honestly not ready yet"
I don't know why Ambika's answer made Andra's heart hurt. A father whose son is to be put to death. Punishment for the mistakes of his parents.
"If we throw him out, it's the same way we kill our own children"
"Then? we should how? if that is your decision then quickly find a way out of our problems. I don't want to get pregnant without a husband, and a child born without a father"
Andra paused for a moment "Alright, then we just throw it away"
Soon Andra took out a small pill from her pants pocket. The drug he got from Roy a while ago. He's prepared everything "Here, you drink"
With trembling Ambika grabbed a pill from Andra's hand. Unconsciously tears shed. Slowly he brought the pill closer to his mouth, and suddenly Andra grabbed the pill and threw it out "No, I can't kill him. Let's just take care of him together. We've been through hard to be happy together. I don't want to lose you" Andra hugged Ambika. They both cry.
After a while they negotiated. Eventually the decision fell on a big decision. Andra wants to marry Ambika as soon as possible. But, Ambika was still doubtful. He was afraid that his parents would be disappointed. The greatest hope for parents is in children. If that hope is destroyed of course they will be disappointed, even they may be angry.
"Then what should I do? there's no way we're married without their blessing"
Ambika who was still crying then looked into Andra's eyes "Take me away from here so we can live happily together with our son"
"Then we must prepare carefully. Yes, we're thinking about tomorrow. Now we rest first" They immediately sleep hugging each other.