MY HUSBAND IS PRESDIR

HEARTACHE

"What a woman, Wa." Angel's voice rang out, she was desperately trying to get herself to behave normally, but unfortunately couldn't, it was visible from the look on his face that was painstakingly holding back the cry.

"Even if I tell you, you won't know."

"Do you love her so much." This is a very difficult question to ask actually, but by strengthening yourself finally the question came out of her lips.

God nodded to answer Angel's question, actually God wanted to say that he loved Nuri so much, but God realized that the sentence would definitely hurt Angel very much.

"What does that woman do to make the Gods love her, what I don't have that woman has." a question that a woman usually always asks in her mind.

"Oh my God, this turns out to be hurt by being rejected, really hurt by God, help me, I don't feel strong." Angel whimpered in heart.

"Angel, once again I'm really sorry that I can't accept your feelings."

Angel nodded, "You don't anger Wa, you don't hate Wa because I loved you all this time and presumptuously expressed my feelings for you, can we still undo Wa." Angel painstakingly said the sentence, in fact he did not want to be friends with God, he wanted to have a God, because Angel thought, one day surely the relationship of God with his lover will end, it will end, and that's when Angel will come in and take the heart of God, the man she's always loved.

"Of course Angel, where I might be angry let alone hate my best friend, my best and most beautiful friend, you are so beautiful you know, open your heart to other men, you are so beautiful, because so many men are so much better than I expected your love."

Angel nodded, she desperately trying to hold back her tears from spilling over.

"It's just that I'm beautiful Wa if you don't love me, all I want is you, not another man." screamed bathin Angel crying hysterically inside.

"Wa, I better go home, I'm afraid mama's nyariin me." Right now all Angel wants is to get away from God so she can cry as much as she can, she said, he thought crying could ease the tightness that was squeezing his chest which made him have trouble breathing for now.

Angel stood up, she was preparing to leave, but the Gods immediately held her back, "I'm interrupting."

Angel quickly refused, "No need, I just took a taxi." after saying that without waiting for God's answer, Angel immediately turned around and went to the cafe exit in a hurry.

God knows Angel is hurt, who is sick if rejected, when Nuri often rejects him at the beginning of God also feels pain, but because he really loves Nuri, he really loves Nuri, he promises whatever happens must be able to get Nuri, and the effort does not betray the results, in the end he managed to also conquer Nuri, and in their time again his love, his love, ehh calamity befell their happiness, Nuri accident and forget the memories that make the girl can not remember the God until now.

The gods rise up and try to chase Angel, he must deliver Angel and make sure he gets home safely, "Angell, wait." he shouted.

Whether heard or not, but Angel continues to walk without looking back, at this time his eyes have been bathed by tears, and soon it seems ready to slide.

"Angelll, wait." The god kept shouting hoping that Angel would stop and turn his head.

Angel continues to walk regardless of anyone, now the dam that has been held down so that it forms a tributary in his cheek, while passing through the parking lot to go to the highway to stop a taxi, Angel passed Denis.

"Miss, Mr. God...." Denis immediately stopped his speech when he saw Angel's face.

Angel himself kept going and ignored Denis altogether.

Denis simply scratched his head and asked himself, "Why is Miss Angel crying huh, what is the Lord's pack doing to her."

And it just so happened that Denis saw his boss walking in a hurry, before Denis could ask, God first asked, "Den, you see Angel no."

"Yes, sir, Miss Angel walks outside the cafe."

"Why don't you stop Denis." God blames Denis, he again speeds up his pace to chase after Angel, he hopes the girl has not left.

"This is what the fuck is really." Denis was more confused, "So Miss Angel came out crying, and the god sir chased after her and looked worried." Sieh Denis should not be confused as well as times, anyway that is not his business, too, but yes that is the name of a human, always take a headache with the affairs of others.

Not long ago the Gods returned, "Miss Angel where the Lord sir."

"It's gone."

"Keep, now how sir."

"Take me to the hospital, I have to see my wife's condition."

"Good Lord."

Denis actually wanted to ask about what really happened between the boss and Angel, but seeing the look on the boss's face that looked riled up he undoes his intentions, better curiosity he just want to be alone than spray, because the boss's face is now like wanting to swallow people alone.

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Angel chose to come to his best friend's apartment instead of going home to his parents, seeing his condition like this would definitely make his mother and father worried and asked why he could be like this, he said, he could not have told his parents that his face looked so unworthy only because his love was rejected by the God, a man who had been considered his own child by both parents.

Because the pain he felt seemed not to disappear in a matter of hours, so Angel decided to stay overnight in Diana's apartment which was his best friend since High School, he also chided his mother to tell her the plan, which was not the case, because her mother knew Diana, her mother did not mind Angel staying in Diana's apartment.

Tong

Angel squeezed the bell when she arrived in front of Diana's apartment, Angel waited a while before the door of her best friend's apartment opened.

"Ngell." Diana was shocked to see the condition of Angel, Angel who is known to be a perfectionist in terms of appearance that now looks disheveled with puffy eyes, Angel really managed to make Diana shocked.

Angel had told Diana his intention to stay the night without saying why.

"Look in Ngel." Diana lets Angel enter her apartment by shifting her body so Angel can enter.

"Sit down Ngell first, I'll make you drink first so you can calm down."

Angel just nodded, while Diana rushed into the kitchen, the girl's heart was still covered with big question marks, she wondered why until her best friend looked so sad and messy so, "Don't-don't-don't mama and her dad divorced the next time." that's what Diana thought, even if the girl never thought that her best friend had been rejected, yes there is no way she thought so considering Angel so very beautiful, many men who want it, Diana thought, saying, with the physical perfection possessed by his best friend makes Angel can get the man he wants, the truth is no, physical beauty does not always make men interested in a woman.

"God what the hell am I thinking." Diana who was currently stirring warm tea hit her forehead slowly because she felt her mind digress, "Why can I think that om and aunt divorced."

Diana came out with tea made for Angel, Diana could see the woman was crying, Angel repeatedly wiped her tears with her bare hands, put away the tissue in front of her.

Diana placed the tray she carried in front of Angel, "Drink Ngell for you to calm down."

Angel nodded, her hand reaching for the dark brown water-filled cup and pointing it to her lips.

"Slow Ngel, it's still hot."

"Ehh busett sik Angel, he's not too hot at all just screwing around."

Yes maybe because of the heartache of the times so that Angel did not feel the heat of the tea, even though the tea still reflects hot steam.

When she saw Angel was calmer, Diana began to ask about what was really going on, what made the usually full-fledged Angel now look messy, "Angel, what really happened hem, what really happened, do you want a story." said Diana slowly.

Angel did not immediately answer the question of his best friend, he went back to sipping his tea is still left, Diana patiently waiting for his best friend to tell him, he knew, Angel to his apartment is not just to stay overnight, just to stay, but also to reveal what he is currently experiencing.

After a long silence and feeling calm, then Angel open his voice, "You believe me not if I was rejected by a guy."

Diana, of course, shook her head when she heard what Angel said, for her, it was impossible for any man to reject a perfect Angel, already beautiful, full of good heart, well educated, well educated, coming from a rich and distinguished family, just outwardly, Angel is perfect, thought Diana, only a stupid guy who rejects Angel.

"No one can possibly resist you Ngel, you are perfect." Diana voiced her heart.

"But I was rejected in fact."

"Huh." Yeah surprise sik Diana, "You're kidding this must be Ngell."

Angell shook his head, "The fact that I'm actually being rejected in." Angel's voice sounded weak.

"Who's so stupid to reject Angell, what's the guy's mental disorder times."

"Who rejects you Ngell." Diana became curious, whether the man who had rejected Angell, Diana so thought, maybe the standard person is Jiso blackpink.

"God."

"God." repeated Diana, "The god you used to tell me about when you were in high school who was also your best friend." Diana confirmed whether it was true that God was meant by Angell.

Angel nodded

Diana remembers the Gods, their high school friends, whom Diana knew that Angels and Gods were friends with, and since she was friends with Angell, that doesn't mean she was also friends with the Gods, she only knew who God was but never said hello to each other, and Diana also knew that Angell loved God because Angell always poured his heart out to Diana about God, and Diana never thought that Angel still loves the man until now, even Angel shot first and as a result, his best friend was rejected.

"I don't think you love her anymore Ngell."

"She was my first love Di, I could never forget her until now, this is really very ridiculous." Angell was embarrassed to tell his best friend about it, but Angel was sure that Diana would not laugh at him.

"Keep, the reason for rejecting you is what Ngell."

"She loves another girl Di, I.hiks hiks." Angel, who couldn't bear to cry again, "I hurt a lot."

Diana embraced her best friend and stroked Angel's back, thinking she could soothe Angel a little.

"It hurts to know that the man we love does not reciprocate our feelings, it hurts even more when he finds out that he already has a lover."

"Ssttt, don't cry anymore okay, you are beautiful Angel, so many handsome, rich men who want to be with you, the point is you can get a much better man than the god's sik."

"God says so too, but I don't think I can love another man Di, I just love him and want to be with him."

"Gosh, how come there's a stupid woman like Angel like this, fixated on one man who doesn't love her, if I'm Angel, yeah I don't want to be this gini, I don't want to, mending I'm looking for a handsome, rich man."

"Rather than you grieve like this, we better be happy."

"Right now I'm sad about Diana, how can I be happy-happy."

"Can, kayak used to be what we often do when we were in High School." Diana brought her face closer to Angel's and whispered, "We're clubing, I guarantee it can take your mind off of God."

Angel has never been clubing for a long time, when he was still in High School, he sometimes came to the clubing place with his friends just to relieve stress because of the burden of school lessons.

"How about it, don't."

Angel nodded in agreement, because for now, the noisy atmosphere of the night club and also the drinks that make it float that is what he currently needs.

"Nahh, if that's mending get ready gieh we immediately otw."

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Still like yesterday-yesterday, Nuri did not remember him at all, even the girl looks not like him now after losing her memory, she will get angry if the God approaches her, he said, this was exactly when the first God approached Nuri, this kayak repeated to the beginning again.

Likewise, when the god entered Nuri's room, the girl seemed to dislike when she saw the God, even she blatantly said, "Mother, why is that man here so often, I don't like to see her mother." said the girl, she didn't realize if her words hurt her feelings God.

The god only took a deep breath, he tried to be patient with his wife, "God Patience, your wife is currently losing her memory, so it's only natural that she is like that."

"Nur, why talk like that, son of God is your husband you know." Nurjanah's mother who is currently sitting next to Nuri and is peeling orange peel for Nuri to reprimand her daughter.

"But Nuri doesn't like that man's mother, why can I marry him sieh, if I'm forced to marry him."

"Steacher your words, son, you know no, your words can hurt God's son."

The god chimed in, "It's okay ma'am, it's memory loss, so it's only natural that he's like that."

"God, forgive Nuri yes son, if his memory returns, he will definitely be as it was."

"Yes mom's okay, mom doesn't have to apologize, there's nothing wrong with you."

"You really are a good child of God, although originally mother and baby Nuri did not accept your marriage in the beginning, but now I am very grateful to have a daughter-in-law like you."

"Thank you for the compliment."

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