My Husband is Not Perfect

49 Apologies

Dira was still lazy to find dimas even though one house Dira tried not to see it. Dimas knew his son hated him so much, Dimas thought about how he could forgive him.

huuuh,,, Dimas sighed and sat down beside Dira.

" Dira still can't forgive papa ya "tanya dimas.

Silence did not answer.

" Papa tau papa salah has left dira and mama alone, Dira deserves to hate papa "mas keep looking forward.

" If only you hadn't left me and my mother maybe I would have been a happy child in this world" she said.

" Dira wants anything, let him be sorry papa "

" Nothing, because I don't want to forgive you "Dira stood up and walked away.

How can you forgive me" dimas held his head that felt dizzy.

Hiks hyks.

Dira cried in his room, if his father had not left him and his mother might now be an ordinary child his age 'Main Jajan ran crying and laughing only.

But because her father left her' she had to bear the burden of trying to make her mother happy at all times, she did not play with friends her age even she stayed away from children her age, in order to think mature.

Dira keeps crying, She blames all of her for her irresponsible Papa.

Raya opens the door to Dira's room when she sees her beloved daughter crying.

" Dira wants until when this 'he should be able to forgive papa however that papa Dira papa bladders dira "aya stroked Dira's head and wiped her tears.

" Why did you have to forgive her ma' all this time she made mama tell her "

" dear papa has explained 'why dira still do not understand "

" Dira did not understand because all this time he did not have papa ' why he had to understand his explanation "dira turned his back on his mother.

Dira felt his mother sided with dimas' when all this time who tried to comfort his mother when sad only he, but now even his mother continues to ask him to forgive the person who has made himself and his mother suffer.

Mama does not love the same anymore, maybe all she has done is still lacking for mama.

Talk in your heart while you cry.

Dimas went into his room 'He sat beside his daughter who covered her face with a pillow.

" If there was something you could do so you could forgive papa, you would do it all "

There was no answer from the dira' his crying voice was also no longer heard.

" Dira pity pardon papa ya, papa promise will not leave dira and mama again "

Still no answer, Dimas took a pillow that covered his face 'he saw Dira was asleep just as he did not answer what he said.

Dimas kissed his forehead hoping he could have a good dream, and could forgive him immediately.

In the dream *dira saw dimas talking to his mother.

" Because he can't forgive me' will you go with me " said dimas, holding his hand.

" Yes, I'm going with you, I don't think you want to see me anymore" either "

Dira who heard and saw his mother go away with dimas' she tried to chase after them, with just seconds her mother was gone from her sight*.

Don't stay with me ma, please don't stay with me.

Dira sat down weakly while continuing to cry and scream.

Don't stay with me, you wake up from your sleep.