
18
And the wulan went into his dormitory still in his daydream, the wulan slowly unlocked his boarding with an empty look, a blank look, and there are some wulan neighbors who greet him but wulan does not respond because it is still ringing with words jastyn who said that he was not a real man.
Wulan put her bag on the mattress and lay her body also in the mattress, with a heart that asked the confused wulan to confide in who.??
And finally Wulan remembered nina his office friend.
"Hi nina I'm sorry I disturbed you huh but you haven't slept right.?? Asked wulan with a faint tone of voice.
" Hey what's the matter wulan, what's wrong with you??
What is it with you.?? Nina asked with her worried voice.
"Nina I want to confide in you but after you listen to my curses do not ask a lot or feel surprised continue because I really need your opinion." Saying wulan seriously.
"You ask what??
Tumben is serious. " Said wulan astonished.
"Harden me. " Say the wulan slightly snapped at Nina.
"Yes I'm horrified." Answer Nina.
"Nina turns out Jastyn isn't like other men." Wulan said silently for a moment.
"You mean what wulan.. ??
" The accident experienced by jastyn yesterday made jastyn lose her genitals, and although it still exists but does not work as usual, I'm surprised Nina I was confused how to.??
"What means jastyn impotent..?? Nina said in shock with her smile slightly cringing.
" Why do you want to laugh at Jastyn.??
"Wulan, I'm just surprised, you keep asking what opinion is the same as me. ?? Nina asked with restraint her laugh.
"Yes I am confused to continue this marriage if it wants to be canceled, because my marriage only has to count the days, indeed the invitation has not been spread because the jastyn family is still waiting for an answer from me. " Say wulan.
"Heemm if that's my story I'm also confused, if you fail to marry, jastyn is also a successful and handsome businessman but can not give a living mind, has jastyn been treated abroad.?? Ask Nina.
" Nina had even had surgery in Singapore but failed and there was a doctor abroad his papa friend Jastyn said that jastyn should marry maybe so jastyn can be cured because of his high appetite."wulan told Nina.
"Well.... Then you marry just as jastyn, the problem of inner living that you have been living aja aja first maybe the doctor said it right after marrying you jastyn can be cured." Said Nina giving advice to wulan.
"What..means I should continue this marriage.?? Wulan asked in shock at Nina's suggestion.
"Thank you, Nina, for your advice, then I'll take a break and see you tomorrow, da.." Say it with a happy smile because you already have an answer.
While jastyn went straight home after delivering the wulan, and when he arrived at the house jastyn entered the room and raged because he felt he was useless.
Jastyn pulled out her bedding and what was on her desk was thrown on the floor and beat the wall in her room until her hands bled, jastyn was very angry at herself for not being a real man.
"Hahaahhhh haaaahh.!!! Shouted jastyn while beating the wall and slapping himself.
" Jastyn jastyn what's wrong.?? Shouted Sonya's mother from the middle room.
Sonya's mother was shocked to see the blood-soaked jastyn on her hands.
"What happened to you jastyn, why do you have to do all this by hurting yourself, why why..?? Shouted Sonya's mother while hugging jastyn, Sonya's mother held jastyn so as not to hurt herself again.
" lady.. I'm a useless man, there's no point in me living for what if all women reject me because of my shortcomings, why does all this have to happen the same I ma why ma why.."jastyn said in her tears.
"Jastyn look at mom, you must be healed son because God is with people who are grateful and always sincere in receiving every test and trial, you can definitely get through this, all of them, if Wulan rejects you there must be another woman who will accept you as you are." said Jastyn's mother crying because she did not have the heart with her son who continued to grieve because of his abnormal.
And slowly Jastyn began to be aware of her emotions because she saw her mother who continued to cry.
"Ma sorryin jastyn who always makes mama difficult and disappointed because of jastyn's behavior, jastyn is ashamed of the same wulan ma, because jastyn saw disappointment from the face of the wulan, because jastyn was disappointed, jastyn is afraid of wulan like Sonia who only wants my treasure.."
"God willing, God does not want to be different from Sonia because it is seen from her behavior that is so caring to you, maybe only shocked and shocked to hear an explanation from you, give Wulan some time so she can calm her mind." Sonya's mother's words calmed jastyn's feelings.
And after a while finally jastyn calmer and mother sonya deliver jastyn to another room to be calmer and her room to be cleaned by the housekeeper Lady Sonya.
Sonya's mother accompanies jastyn until jastyn falls asleep.
Sonya's mother accompanied jastyn and accidentally her tears fell because she remembered the problem she faced, because in fact her husband was not out of the country but had a wife siri, who was, and therefore his father jastyn rarely went home, and his mother sonya covered him from jastyn because she did not want to make him add to the burden of her mind.
"Jastyn why should you son who experienced this all mama can't see you like this, but papa you never even think about the circumstances you ask once never he was always busy with his wife series. " Sonya's inner voice cries itself without anyone understanding her feelings.
And the next day Jastyn tried to meet wulan in his lecture even though it was difficult for fear of wulan to make a decision that made jastyn more hurt.
And how surprised jastyn saw the wulan who was standing in front of the boarding gate waiting for someone to come and jastyn did not dare to approach for fear not expected wulan, he said, but not a few moments finally wulan approached the jastyn car which was a little far from the boarding wulan standing.
"Hey jastyn.. Why are you here usually directly in front of my boarding house..?? Ask Wulan from behind the glass of jastyn's car.
" Hey also wulan, I don't just want to disamperin the same as you." replied jastyn smile.
"Can I come in.??ask wulan
. " May you enter aka darling." replied jastyn a little calm after seeing the cheerful face of wulan.