My husband is a Cold Teacher

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Give me back the happiness you took away from me.

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Salsa POV's

Bugh!

Bugh!

Brother Zerka came and pulled******* that is. Give him a raw bogem and I don't know what else he's doing.

Empty and empty. Two feelings that envelop me at this time to not care around me. I don't know how much my body hurts from that jerk.

My innocent body was enveloped by Sakina. He cried and hugged me tightly. No more tears. Too tired to cry for all my destiny.

I was abused and my body was dirty. That vile hand touched me. Until my body feels broken. Not knowing how many bruises I got because of my rebellion, even though it was all in vain because my clothes had been removed.I don't know what happened next because the darkness took me away.

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I hear the voices of people around me. Trying to open my eyelids that feel heavy. Dizziness whack when trying to force to open the eyes.

All-white room I can assure you is a hospital. I smelled drugs and also an infusion on my finger.

“Hiks .. hiks ... Salsa, I'm sorry, Mama, honey. Hiks, Mama does not know this will be the end,” isak Mama. However, I kept quiet, not responding.

My spirit of life has vanished. What now makes me survive? I have become a despicable woman. The shadow of the man's actions made me scream. I'm dirty! I'm dirty! I'm dirty! My mind kept screaming, roaring sadly.

“Aaaaa! Just go! Get the fuck out of here! Don't touch me, ********! Hikss .. Don't touch me! I beg you, hiks,” my raku.

“Salsa, relax, Darling. This is Mama, hiks. Sorry Mama, Son,” isak Mama.

I inched backwards as his hand tried to reach me. My disappointment is huge. The pain made my mind disappear. I screamed loudly to throw out my Mama and also my Papa.

“Hiks ... get out! I don't want to see you two! Hiks ... out! Get out! Huwaaaa .. out! I hate you guys, hiks!” my screams.

I saw Mama trying to touch me and Papa was holding her back. My chest is very tight, yes, God. If only, Mama and Papa could lower their ego a little bit and this would never happen to me. If only ... all are now left wondering because fate has become porridge.

“Salsa, hiks,” isak Sakina hugged me. I'm back to sculpting. Only the howling of my sobs filled the room.

“You're calm, Sa. There I am here,” Sakina said. He wiped my tears. My gaze dimmed. Do I deserve to live?

I've been tarnished. Will Mario be disappointed in me and leave me? Yeah, he must have left. My body alone I cannot take care of. He must be very disappointed.

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Day after day, I went through with fear. My sleep was never good. I always call Mario when the shadow******* appears.

I also continued to resist and run amok when I saw my parents. In fact, several times I was given pepenang suntk. Sakina said, I will get a serious handler because my physiques have been shaken.

Every time my nurse or friends gave me food, I refused. Let me just die. I was desperate for the life I was living.

“Salsa, I'm sorry Mama, Darling. Hicks ... Mama just loves you. Mama doesn't know that she's going to be depraved, Sa,” isak Mama. She closed her lips as her tears broke.

“Can Mama return my happiness? Can Mama turn the clock for me? Hiks, I've been stained, Ma. Hiks .. I'm dirty, hiks. Dirty, and what hiks Mama can make make that depraved thing disappear? Hiks .. can Mama remove the marks? Hiks, can Mama return Mario Hiks? ” lirihku. The morning air had become a rain shade, adorning my eyes.

“What does hiks Mama do?! Hiks .. one year, Ma, hiks .. one knows I'm suffering. Life without my husband and do you ever want to listen to me? Hiks, why is Mama so selfish, hiks? I hate it so much, Mama. Go!” my screams.

I bent my knee. Hiding my face. No matter the needle drips my hand. However, I could no longer bear all the feelings of tightness in my heart.

My happiness has been forcibly snatched and even now, I am living in the shadow of******** that. I live, my body is here, but my soul is out of nowhere. My heart is still beating, but my breath is half gone.

"Give me my happiness, hicks."

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When everyone was busy enjoying the world of college, I actually routinely came to a psychiatrist. After being treated for almost two weeks in the hospital, I came out with a record of having to routinely check up.

Miris indeed, but this is the destiny that God has laid out for me. However, in order to make peace with the past, I am still unable to. Too hard to forget everything.

“Sa, you want to go to campus, no?” ask Afiah. He always accompanied me to the hospital.

“Iya, Sakina has also been waiting from earlier,”.

“Good. I call Kak Bayu to prepare the car first,” said Afiah. Until now I do not know what kind of relationship Afiah lived with Kak Bayu.

When I got to college, I went to class. I don't know, I always feel my own cold sweat when dealing with the lecturer. My hands are interlocked. My temples are flooded with sweat.

“Lecturer.” The voice kept coming and whispering. Please don't relapse now. The shadow of the man began to appear. My breath's severed.

I don't know what's going on. Everyone's staring at me. Am I screaming? There's nothing I can do. Until my consciousness is gone.

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Where am I? A room that feels very foreign when first awakened. My eyes went around looking around, the only time there was an answer about my whereabouts.

I held my head which hurt. Occasionally squeaking my temple. The voices of people arguing began to sound.

My body feels stiff. Unable to move when I saw a woman who had destroyed my household sitting on the sofa.

My forehead shriveled at the sturdy back of the man who was behind me. Although I didn't see his face, but I'm sure he's the one I've been waiting for all this time.

“Mama wants you to marry Eva! Look, the Salsa family just wants to use you! Mama thinks as long as you're out of the country, your brain can think clearly!”

“Until any time I will never marry this woman! She was brainwashed, Mama. Salsa never cheated, Ma. By Allah, my wife is very obedient, and appreciates me.”

“Salce Divorce! What is that woman you defend! Don't you remember when her parents came, huh?! Salsa is crazy! What's he going to the psychiatrist for?!” hardik.

“I will never want to marry another woman!”

“Think carefully or Mama will pluck your name from our list of family members! Come on, Eva we go.”

The sturdy body turned around and our eyes looked at each other. His eyes look beautiful. He walked towards me. My lips started to shake.

“Sa, ak—“

Plaque!

I landed a hard slap on his cheek. Why just now? Where was he when I needed him? Where the hell is he?

“Hiks, why just came, hiks? Ak—aku hiks .. I, destroyed. Hikss .. yes, Allah!” I shook my head. Squeezing my chest strong.

“Why, Brother? Hiks .. I'm dirty, I'm despicable and I'm crazy!” my screams.

My body was pulled into his arms. I struggled, how hard. My household is destroyed.

“Sorry,” regrets.

“Hiks .. I'm dirty,” isakku. My hands are squeezing strong Mario's shirt. This hug that I had been waiting so much for all this time, to protect me from the shard shards that people had sprinkled into the recesses of my heart.

I took off my embrace. My body fell down. I slowly pulled myself back and hugged my knees.

“I'm dirty, hiks. Sorry,” isakku.

Again, he grabbed me. How many times did he put a kiss on my forehead. Until I fell back in the wind was not able to stem my sadness and shock.

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