My Husband and the Woman

My Husband and the Woman
CHAPTER 34 FORGIVENESS AND GUILT



            After the Psychologist's place,


ardi's mind was much calmer. He did not feel uneasy from anger and emotion


the mixed.


            Arriving home, Ardi


talk to Winda while playing with Arjuna.


            “I'll take Arjuna to see you


Friday’at noon until Sunday noon Mas” said Winda.


            According to the psychologist who


Ardi, it was important for Arjuna to meet his father. That's why the Winda


taking a decision will bring Arjuna to meet with Ardi every Friday’at


up to Sunday.


            “This is all I did for Arjuna,


so that he does not experience psychological disorders later. As the Psychologist said


tah” continued Winda.


            Ardi just nodded, Winda fell silent


then said,


            “But..


lt's okay. The role of Dad's replacement can be done Grandpa” said Winda again.


            Ardi looked at Winda then said,


            “I'm happy to Win by decision


you bring Arjuna to see me every Friday’at until Sunday. Even if every day


I can meet Arjuna I'm more happy” said Ardi.


            “If you don't mind, I will


take Arjuna every Friday’at until Sunday. I brought him here. Later that night


I can stay at a hotel near here with Arjuna” said Winda.


            “Why not sleep in this house


just any? However, this house belongs to Arjuna. Because of him


my only son”


            “Sorry Mas..


it could be in this house. It reminds me of old wounds. Sorry I can't


if told to stay here” replied Winda.


            Ardi fell silent, then heavily


the heart answered,


            “Alright if it wants you. I


I'll keep it all as long as I can meet Arjuna.


            “Thank you for understanding.


If you miss Arjuna, please come to my house is fine. Paternity


and I'm okay” said Winda.


            “Thanks for understanding


Win...”


            “I plan to give you all assets


including my shop for Arjuna” Ardi said.


            “Think first Mas. Later if


how did you get married? If you have another child, how?


Think before you act. Arjuna is not lacking because of me


it can meet all the needs of Arjuna” replied Winda.


            “This I've been thinking of


lama Win's. Besides, my chances of remarrying are currently zero percent”


said Ardi.


            “Think first Mas. If


you love all Arjuna, while I am the Guardian of Arjuna, you know


all assets before Arjuna is old enough I will handle?”


            “I know Win..


resignedly...it was to redeem my guilt to Arjuna”.


            Linda was silent, not knowing how to talk


whatt.


            ...................................


            “It's late afternoon Mas, I'll find a hotel


near here all bathing Arjuna” said Winda.


            “Nnot showered here?” ask


Ardid.


            “Sorry Mas...... I can't yet. I haven't


can eliminate the memory of my pain first” replied Winda.


            Ardi fell silent then delivered


Winda forward while saying goodbye to Arjuna.


            “If you still want to see Arjuna,


we'll meet you outside for dinner. You can play with


Arjuna until Arjuna sleeps, and the account will return to hotel” said Winda


offering Ardi to be able to chat with Arjuna longer.


            ..........................................


            That night, Ardi, Winda and Arjuna


dinner together while playing with Arjuna.


            “Why do you want to bring Arjuna


meet me Win?” ask Ardi.


            Ardi could not hide


his curiosity about the reason Winda wanted to help his therapy to bring


Arjuna met him.


            Heard that question, Linda


Ardene,


            “Arjuna is your son Mas. She wasn't


the child is out of wedlock, which means that religiously he should not break up


relationship with kamu”.


            “The other reason is, because


it was also for the good of Arjuna. So that Dad's figure is still there and he can


knowing you. As the Psychologist said earlier, so that the development of Arjuna Psychological


uninterrupted” replied Winda.


            “Thank you Win, already great


heart brought Arjuna to me. I guess, a thousand words of my apology can't


remove the pain that I caused first.. thanks for understanding”.


said Ardi.


            “Maybe true you said Mas.


I cannot forget my heartache. But I can't either


selfish, because Arjuna also needs you” replied Winda.


            They fell silent and Ardi concentrated


his attention to Arjuna. Ardi plays with Arjuna until Arjuna falls asleep.


            Ardi handed over Arjuna


he took it to Winda. Winda takes Arjuna to the car and puts him in the


the car then says goodbye to Ardi.


            “I go to the hotel first ya Mas. You can meet tomorrow


with Arjuna again” said Winda then he got into the car.


            Ardi was confused because there was something


he asked the Queen again. Ardi was standing next to the car


then he asked the Queen,


            “Win..


tanyain kamu” said Ardi looks doubtful.


            Winda who saw Ardi hesitated to


asked to answer,


            “Ask only. Its nothing. Will


I replied” said Winda.


            “Begini Win.... what..


remarry?” ask Ardi to vent.


            Sally smiled at the question


Ardid.


            “Not yet know Mas. But maybe for


not yet at this time. I want to focus on Arjuna. Maybe trauma, too,


because my heartache has not healed” replied Winda.


            Ardi who heard the reply of Vinda


feeling guilty and confused not knowing how to.


            “There is no man yet


have you found Win?” ask Ardi again.


            “There is Mas. The decoction is direct


but I'm not ready yet because I'm busy with Arjuna and


much work. I don't want to worry about men and other things. I


want to be happy first Mas” replied Winda.


            “Sorry yes Win, because of me you


so do not want to marry again” replied Ardi.


            Ardi was happy because of Vinda


not married or in a relationship with anyone. Ardi was not ready


if Vinda is married to someone else.


            Sally smiled at the request


sorry from Ardi.


            “It's been enough time Mas apologized”


said Winda.


            “We establish good friendship


for Arjuna” says Winda.


            “Sorry to keep it in your heart,


so that Arjuna does not hear his father apologize many times” said Winda


with smile.


            “I said yes Mas”


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            At Mina's house, Mina doesn't want to eat.


He just cried lamenting his grief.


            Mina's parents are confused to do something


whatt. They tried to persuade Jaya to marry


with Mina, but Jaya still does not want to marry Mina.


            Jaya's marriage was annulled because of Rara,


her fiance cancelled her marriage to Jaya because she could not accept it


Jaya already has a child with Mina.


            Feeling hurt, Jaya found


mina's parents agree to marry Mina on the condition that she will


getting capital from Mina's father.


            Mina who heard that Jaya wanted to


married him to be happy and began to organize his emotions and want to babysit Bimo


any more.