My husband, Love Me

Chapter 74: Miscarriage

After the exhibition, Renza returned home even though it was very late. The exhibition was a success even though there were some small obstacles.

Bi Ami opened the door of her house. Renza's face was very tired. Renza walked towards the lower room that Arinka slept in. Arinka sleeps soundly hugging her bolster pillow. Renza sat on the edge of the bed and stroked the top of Arinka's head. Renza noticed her lover in a dim mood. Renza continued to smile looking at Arinka and slowly he gently peeked at her forehead.

"I missed you today?" said Renza smiling as she enveloped Arinka.

Renza is tired. He went up to the upper room to change his clothes. Then it goes back down to watching television. Bi Ami made Renza fruit juice and put it on the table in the living room.

Renza was completely awake all night. He sat on the couch until 2 a.m. Renza was feeling sleepy, but instantly the sleepiness disappeared as she was engrossed in watching television.

Over time, sleepiness began to hit and finally Renza fell asleep on the sofa with a leaning position. The television just kept on, just not too loud. His feet that he raised on the table nudged fruit juice in a glass and spilled.

Tomorrow, Renza's going to work a little afternoon. Because last night I came home late. Renza wants to take Arinka for a walk. But his desire is uncertain because Arinka still can't smell his body.

Somehow Arinka could feel something like that. As if looking at Renza, he really did not want to. like Renzaphobia alone.

Arinka got up from her bed and walked out of the room. Again she found her husband sleeping on the sofa in the living room. Arinka wants to get close to Renza. But surely he will feel nauseous. This time despite her nausea, Arinka wants to hug her husband.

Arinka walked over to Renza. Renza was in a deep sleeping position when it was morning. Arinka wants to sit next to him on the sofa. Suddenly, the sandal worn by Arinka stepped on the juice spill and without the cue Arinka fell down.

Brukka ...

"www!" peekik Arinka is in pain.

Renza immediately opened her eyes hearing the sound of screaming. How surprised Renza saw Arinka who had sat down with her legs folded. Renza hurried up from the sofa and shouted.

"Darling! you why?" Renza hurriedly lifted Arinka up and sat her on the sofa. Arinka felt pain in her stomach. Soon, fresh blood came out and flowed down his legs. Renza was very panicked and shouted. Bi Ami rushed over. How surprised bi Ami to see blood on Arinka's legs. Renza quickly carried Arinka and took her to the hospital.

Renza drives her own car. Because it is still morning, Mr. Ahmad has not reached home. On the way, Renza was so panicked that she involuntarily let out tears. Bi Ami who entered the car was very scared.

"How is this, Bi? nothing's gonna happen to my baby?"

"I'm sorry, Madam. It's all Auntie's fault for forgetting to bring Mr.'s drink on the table last night."

"No, Bi. Don't say that. Let Arinka calm down first. Come on baby, take a breath and exhale!" said Renza. Though deep in his heart Renza was panicking more than anything.

"Honey, nothing's gonna happen, right? My stomach hurts."

"Nothing's gonna happen, baby. We'll be there soon."

"I'm afraid something's happened to my baby."

"Pray, I hope he's okay."

"But my stomach hurts and this blood, I'm really scared."

"Everything's gonna be okay, don't panic, yeah."

Renza's face was completely frightened. But, as much as possible he hid in front of Arinka. Renza tried to smile and be rational.

Moments later, their car has arrived in the ER room. His mind is fucked. Renza went down and picked up Arinka as she shouted. The nurse rushed in to tell him to come in.

"Hurry and check on my wife?" peekik Renza's.

"tell me? your wife why?"

"My wife fell on the floor, quickly check her stomach!"

The doctor in the room immediately told the obstetrician. Before long, the obstetrician arrived at the room immediately checking. Renza kept bending her face. Many times he took a deep breath and exhaled just about anything.

After the examination, the doctor said, "Sorry, the fetus in the womb of your wife can not be saved."

Instantly Arinka shed her tears. Renza clasped Arinka's hands firmly and tried hard. The baby they had been waiting for finally had to leave before it was born into this world.

Arinka was suddenly silent, but her tears kept flowing. Renza kissed Arinka's forehead and strengthened her.

"It's okay, baby, maybe it's not time yet."

"It's all my fault, I'm sorry!" Arinka started sobbing.

"No, it's not your fault, baby. Maybe it's not time we have him."

The doctor said a few things. "Mother Arinka is not in curettage because after the ultrasound there is no fetus left in the uterus because the mother's womb is really still early."

Miscarriage without curettage is only allowed if the entire contents of the womb have come out and no fetal tissue or placenta is left in the uterus. Such a miscarriage is known as a complete abortion.

In most cases of miscarriage, where the gestational age is still less than 10 weeks, fetal tissue or placenta left in the uterus will come out naturally within a week or two. This process can also be helped by the administration of drugs by a doctor, if it is necessary.

Arinka is really sad. Renza tried to strengthen his wife by saying things that make her happy. However, Arinka still shed tears.

"The results of the doctor's examination found a complete miscarriage and the uterus was clean from the fetus, so no action is needed. The doctor will need to do some monitoring for a while. Complete miscarriage that occurs naturally, generally followed by bleeding for about 7-10 days. However, it will only completely stop after 2-3 weeks."

Renza listened carefully to the gynecologist's statement. Renza really has to be strong for his wife. Many times Renza stroked Arinka's forehead and kissed her. But Arinka is still sad.

After being given drugs, Arinka was allowed to go home but had to get enough rest.

Renza went to see a doctor in her room. The doctor said that Arinka was very weak. Maybe she'll have a hard time getting pregnant. If she manages to get pregnant again it will take a very long time. Renza was very sad to hear the doctor's words, but she tried to stay strong.

After that incident, Arinka became moody. On the way, Arinka just kept quiet and her tears kept dripping. Bi Ami continued to cry and felt guilty. But Arinka says it's okay. Even though it really hurts to say it's okay.

Arriving at home, Arinka walked slowly and entered the room. Renza helps him and then lays Arinka on the bed. Arinka turned her back to Renza and shed tears. Renza stroked Arinka's shoulders.

"I've really lost it" Arinka said sobbing.

"It's okay, just let it go. We'll get it in exchange soon."

"How do I screw it up? I really can't!" arinka said as she turned to look at Renza.

"Must be able," replied Renza smiling at the force.

"I really want to curse myself for not being so damn smug."

"Don't talk like that, baby. I know you're strong, it's not a problem of being smug or not" Renza said, smiling.

"Pip, I can't be okay after losing our baby-to-be, I'm sick. I'm very sick. I'm battered. I want to cry." Arinka's cry was shriveled.

"Why are you holding him back? You were so beaten. If sad cry as hard as it is, so that your heart is relieved.why should it be held?" renza said as she hugged Arinka and patted her on the shoulder.

"I'm sad. I'm also missing. I'm hit too I want it so badly. For your sake, I'm acting calm. You have to be strong, baby. Maybe it's not time we have it. We have to be more patient." Renza shed her tears.

"You're also very lost? I'm Sorry! Hix ... hix ...."

"He's our son-in-law, how could I be okay. But it's okay, I'm sure we'll get it in exchange soon." Renza continued to hug Arinka while rubbing tears on her cheeks.

"Are you going to keep loving me?"

"Why ask such a thing. I will always love you, baby."

"I'm lucky to have you by my side. Love me, even if I haven't given any children, still love me!" arinka said with great emphasis.

"I will always love you until death do us part."

Renza keeps Arinka company all day. Today, Renza didn't come to the office. Office affairs are all handled by Deni. Hearing of Arinka's miscarriage. Deni was surprised. He tries not to call Renza for office business to prevent Renza from thinking about anything else.

Bi Ami makes Arinka's favorite food. However, Arinka has no taste for food. Renza tries to persuade Arinka to eat. Renza fed him little by little into his mouth. Arinka ate only a little. Arinka's eyes have been swollen from crying continuously.

Once in a while, Arinka shed tears again. Renza was unmoved and always faithfully accompanied Arinka without going anywhere. Bi Ami brought food to Renza so that Renza could eat together.

Arinka lay curled up on that bed. Renza ate her food a little. Renza is trying to fill her power. He was afraid if he did not eat and was sick, who would take care of Arinka.

"I'm really curious about her gender?" arinka said as she wiped her tears.

"Don't get picked up again. We'll do a lot if Mimom is healthy."

Arinka smiled faintly at Renza's words. Then the water turned back.

"If I hadn't fallen, he would still be in my stomach."

"It's my fault, too, because the drinks on the table that we spilled we lost our baby."

Arinka becomes pity to hear Renza's self-blame.

"No, it's not your fault. Already, we should forget about it. I promise I'll soon probably end this mourning period."

Renza was silent. Immediately Renza became gloomy. She has really blamed herself for the Arinka miscarriage.

I am the guilty one. If only the drink hadn't spilled? arinka must be fine. Maybe after this, Arinka will be difficult to have children as the doctor said earlier because the content is weak. Oh, my God, this is all my fault. I-i'm sorry!

"Darling, do I want to eat?"

"True, you must eat to be healthy and strong quickly yes, dear."

Renza is very happy to hear Arinka wants to eat. Arinka already thought that she would end this sad period immediately. He'll make a new baby for Renza as soon as possible.

Arinka doesn't know knowing. Though the doctor has said if he might be difficult to conceive after this miscarriage. Because the content is really very weak.

Renza called bi Ami to bring her some food. Bi Ami rushed to bring it. Bi Ami was very happy to hear that Arinka already wanted to eat.

"Mrs eat a lot to recover quickly."

"Hmm .. okay, Bi."

While there is a bi Ami in the room, Renza climbs upstairs to take a shower and changes clothes. Renza was so happy to see Arinka already smiling. Arinka ate it herself, after eating she took prescription drugs.

I have to be strong, I'm sure if there's Renza, I'll be quick through these times. The spirit!

Renza takes a shower under the shower. His mind was far-sighted when the doctor said that his wife would be difficult to get pregnant, if pregnant it might be very long.

Oh my God, even if it's a long time, may my wife get pregnant later. I will stand by him under any circumstances. I pledge.

After finishing the bath, Renza went downstairs. He went into the lower room. But Arinka wasn't in the room. Renza walked towards the kitchen and saw Arinka sitting in a dreamy chair.

"Darling!" call Renza.

"Yes, why?"

"Nothing, it's just that I'm confused looking for mimom."

"Ehm, I'm bored. I want to get some fresh air."

"Is it refreshing here?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"You're really my strong wife. Pipom loved mimom very much."

"Mimom is also very affectionate, pipom. Thank you for being a good husband to me."

"Yes, thank you for being a good wife to me as well."

"Yes, even though I haven't given you a child?"

"It's okay, we're going to have kids."

"Don't be, any minute" Arinka smiled.

"Yes, in a moment," Renza replied hesitantly but kept smiling back.

"Don't be sad anymore, huh? said Renza stroked Arinka's cheek.

"Yes, I promise I won't be sad anymore."

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