My Husband, Don't Know Me.

THE CHAPTER 51

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I'm Rakian, I don't have a middle name or a last name.

When I was 7 years old, my most loving caregiver told me that I had been in an orphanage since I was 2 years old.

I asked where my parents were, why they did not want me.

But my nanny said.

" Your parents? i-i don't know.....

" He is a famous man in this kingdom...

" but...

" The babysitter doesn't know why you're here.

Those are the words my nanny said. There is no definitive, and satisfying answer.

From that moment on I kept asking, why, why and what went wrong.

But my nanny never gave me any answers. He always gave the same answer.

I grew tired of thinking that I didn't need both of my real parents, because my nanny was enough.

But the truth is it didn't last long. When I feel the love of someone, I lose that person.

I don't know, if losing someone could be as bad and painful as this.

" Rakians....

" Get out of this orphanage....

" For here you shall not live well...

" Without me, you'll suffer here....

" Promise Rakian...

My nanny died of a severe illness, she died leaving the message.

" Nanny?....

" no....Don't die babysitter.....

" If you go what about me??...."

I was crying like a child, and I could not accept the death of my nanny so easily.

Because he gives too much love

which is in my memory and in my heart.

He was always there when I was sick, hungry, or when I got torment from the head of the orphanage.

She was my mother, but in the end she had to die.

After the death of my nanny, I was thinking about staying in the orphanage, because that's where my memories with my nanny are.

But....

" Bastard child!!!.....

" How dare you eat new food!!

" You're supposed to eat stale food or leftovers!!!

" Clean this properly!!! don't sleep until you clean this floor!!!.....

The head of the orphanage went crazy after my nanny left, she told me to do things without eating. Sometimes, eating is just leftover or stale food.

I couldn't bear it, even though I wanted to stay in that parlor in memory of my nanny. I still have to go, because it was my nanny's request.

I escaped from the orphanage, I fled to the capital of the largest place in the kingdom of Lapastatoe.

Surely, I had thought that my life might be better because it had slipped away from the stifling orphanage.

But I didn't, when I got to the capital I was 8.

I think fate there would be better.

Even worse, I couldn't eat, I could only steal, and beg in the small alleys with the other street children.

It doesn't matter during the dry season, but in winter, it's different. I was always cold out there with snow covering my body.

No one wants to help street kids like us. Therefore, I always steal cloth and warm food from the seller.

That's my mind. Then in the middle of a blizzard, when I was fighting over the rags with the other street kids.

A beautiful and luxurious horse carriage stopped, and a girl with red hair came down from the carriage with a man.

" Dad, look at him matching toys don't you? " The girl spoke to her father while pointing at me.

I gave a cruel expression, as if I did not want to be disturbed.

" No, he doesn't deserve to be your toy. " Say the man who came with the red-haired woman.

" Dad, I want him...." The woman whined while pointing at me several times.

" Well, if that's your will I'll give it to you. " Say that man.

" Hey, kid, we'll see. " He called me, I didn't want to, I refused.

" Hurry here, you better come with us, because there you'll be better. " Say the Woman.

I was also tempted, when I saw the clothes and horse carriages they were wearing. I foolishly agreed and entered.

I live in the Viscount residence, but of course I get the same treatment as in the orphanage, even more cruel.

Veronica, she thinks I'm a handsome stuffed toy, I have to obey whatever she wants.

Otherwise, the Viscount who is his father will torture me.

But fortunately the torture was only a short while. Veronica is attracted to Johannes as the youngest Grand Duke.

I'm grateful for that, but.

Veronica, who is interested in Johannes, asks her father to look for weaknesses and information about Johannes and his parents.

That's how I knew he was my brother.

Before I didn't know that he was my brother, and I was his sister. We're just different dads.

I'm an illegitimate child of my mother, Veronica said that I was banished because I was an illegitimate child that was impossible to accept by the previous Grand Duke who was the father of my brother Johannes.

I was angry with Johannes, because I thought this was unfair to me. Johannes has lived well since he was born, but I am different.

Veronica kept saying that my mom didn't want me, she just wanted Johannes.

That's why I became an ally of Veronica. I obeyed Veronica's desire to be friends with Johannes, who at the time had no friends.

After he became my friend, I took him to an old castle. I gave him poisoned water according to Veronica's orders.

Surely he fell into a trap, because he was still quite innocent. He fell unconscious.

Veronica took him and was about to touch his body. He tied Johannes up, Veronica was a child already having a disgusting lust.

He likes things adults do.

" How can your body be so good at 10. " Veronica she with a disgusting look said before Johanne who was unconscious in open clothes.

" Do I have to paint it? " Veronica began to feel the body of little Johannes.

I saw him feel so disgusting.

Just as Veronica was about to taste Johannes' body, she suddenly woke up, as the dose of poison was only small.

" Whoa?!!! " He was screaming hysterically.

How not, suddenly there was a half-naked girl on top of her body. I'd be surprised too.

" You're up? " He asked me amusedly.

Johannes looked short of breath and could not bear it, he even let out a cold sweat. I just enjoyed it from the back.

" Take me off!! " She cried with great difficulty.

Veronica did not care, she instead continued to infiltrate Johannes's stomach. Johannes was seen biting his tongue to the point of bleeding, as he was very disgusted.

But, it wasn't long. Since someone came making a fuss, they were the soldiers of the Grand Duke family.

Veronica is leaving soon. He had not tasted Johannes' body.

But for sure, I saw that it would stick in Johannes's life.

Sure enough, the incident became a terrible past for him, until he turned cold and did not like women.

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