My Hijab Wife
part 2
One week had passed since that painful night, el continued to come to the room where they had been together. But now only Kiran occupies her alone
Morning when you want to go to the office and night when moving from the office. Not infrequently el sleep in front of the wife's room just to make sure the circumstances, where know when the wife left her.
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Another thing with Kiran that felt a cramp in her stomach, which sometimes appeared and disappeared instantly, that's what she felt this week.
Today Kiran intends to go to the hospital, to check her condition. Kiran stood in front of the mirror in a neat state. Don't forget to make up to cover his haphazard face.
"excitement" he murmured slowly
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The POV el
march 23, 2020
Never in my mind to complain the wife (kiran) let alone have to marry a woman other than my wife
But today, is the day that I feel like I failed to be a protector and husband to my wife. Today is a day where I hate myself, I hate that so much.
"you know I'm married" I said coldly to shafa, my second wife, although there was never a second word for my wife, my wife only one being Kiran
"if God has written your destiny with me, whatever way you go you will still come back to me" the woman replied calmly
"but you walked out of the path of destiny that God has set" I said again
"there is no harm in her husband having two wives, no one forbids her in Islam" said shafa again
"it only applies to husbands who want to combine their wives, but I don't" I replied
"you're a woman, but you can hurt another woman. You'll regret seeing my wife, I'll show you the real woman" I continued
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I walked out of the car, staring at this magnificent building in front of me. My heart was pounding, I knew how my wife would react
"el" the first time I heard and I saw it was the gentle voice and sweet smile of the wife, waiting for the return of her bastard husband
And just then also her sweet smile was gone, sick. What might this be his last smile, what after this this jerk guy could still see the beautiful smile of his beautiful angel
"forgive me" was the only word I could say back then, this was really not my wish.
"explain" said the last word before he left me
"you see, you've hurt women as well as her" I told the shafa who was just silently pecking on the spot
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I sat on the sofa staring sadly at the face of the wife, I felt really failed to become a man
"i don't hate you, but I'm sorry I can't accept you either. I can't share mine with anyone else. But if you want I'll give her to you. I don't want to if it's mine to touch someone else, I'd rather leave it to you than have to wear it with you" the words that made my heart so hurt, she let me go after what we went through together, she gave up.
"me or him" the question that was thrown at me, of course I will choose you over him. But I can't choose, it's all for the good of us together baby
For a long time I was silent withstanding the pain in this chest, my tears just kept pouring down. Because I did not answer Kiran directly passed from before us.
"she's a great woman, isn't she" I asked shafa
"he did not cry, not even a single drop fell from his eyes. And even she gave her husband away to a stranger, when another wife would grab, curse, and even slap his honey, she didn't do that" I told the woman
"you can do that, not cry when you see your husband, the one you love so much brings a foreign woman before you" I asked her
"you know what makes me hate myself" I continued
"when I see the disappointment in the eyes of the woman, THE WOMAN YOU HAVE HURT, what's wrong with you guys.." said I then passed from there, so sick of it.
Chequek...
The door opened I saw the woman I loved holding the handle of the suitcase, pulling her out of the room. I'm holding her back
"i'm moving out of here" said the word that made my heart stop
Move over
Leave me
By ourselves
No no, this is impossible
I know I hurt her, but please don't say that.
"i'm not leaving you" said the words that made me smile, I promise after this won't make you hurt again, this is the first and last time
"but you're the one who made me leave you" this time's not true, I never intended to make him die for me, it's not true.
In the midst of this debate, he suddenly complained of pain. I immediately panicked that I knew she had mag disease.
My heart hurts so much to see her complain in pain, I'm so worried. Especially when I saw her tears falling, I knew Kiran was a tough woman, she very rarely cried unless it was very painful for her. She'll cry but later, alone when everyone doesn't see her.
The heart aches more when he begs me to leave him alone, I like to stroke his stomach when his mag relapses, "comfortable, make his pain subside" that's what karin said to her when her pelut in elus
but now he's begging me to leave him, what a hate he has for me, does he not need me anymore, until he has to beg so
"sorry" that's all I can say, my body falling to the floor sobbing slowly I hope it's just a dream.
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A week has passed, but until this week I have not seen the beautiful face of the wife. There was a lot less during the week.
This morning I went to work with the same circumstances, having no passion at all. Not forgetting the note I left on the door of the room and the kitchen table, I know he saw and read it.
After breakfast alone, I left for work feeling a little uneasy. Don't ask my second wife, I don't have time to take care of her.
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At 12pm I was still struggling in front of the labtop
Tock....
Tock....
Toks......
Excuse me, the person who knocked on the door immediately entered my room.
He walked to get the remote, and turned the television off. I ignored him and continued to work
TODAY'S NEWS, THERE IS A DISAPPOINTMENT ON STREET xxx
Dret.......
Dret.....
In the middle of the news, there was a call coming in from an unknown number on my phone. Want not to have to bother her
"WHAT" I cried out loud, suddenly my vision was diverted on the flaming television screen. Resist tightness when looking at the shapeless personal car.
POV END'S
