My Heart is Docked in Bandung
chapter 11
"the work is busy, so afraid to disturb the aza, I said .
o Allah, who shall I choose .let the time choose or I choose no one my inner self .
rusmana and mba sri return home .
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afternoon y rusmana come to the hospital .chat usual not rich kemaren kaku .
"rin, tomorrow go home, right ? rusmana .
"yes, alhamdulillah can already go home tomorrow, wait for the doctor, at 2 pm .
"yes, already later aa pick up said rusmana .
yes thank you, I have my kaka biarin no.usaha pick up said I.
after the creation, the crusmana is very protective, always very attentive, where Alan , although Alan cuek but he was very attentive, firm people y .
rusmana went abroad for representing from his workplace ,.
ahmad said, former rusmana one pt, and rusmana is still dear, that makes me delema .what true rusmana likes or just a sense of friendship that he shows. then yes I choose Alan. but ahhh dizzy .batinku .
my relationship with Alan was bland, no more communication .I was wrong why close to them kaka sisters .
"god which path I choose .
3 Months no news, I went to Alan's house, we talked together, I brought him my favorite brownie .
as Alan took a shower, Alan, the sound I picked up turned out to be a girl from where he worked yes I think work problems .
but call y girl y a little spoiled .
I cry, why my love journey is rich gini, I go just write a sheet for Alan, Alan,
I look for rickshaws, my hunch is not good, on my yesterday from Alan's house, Alan yuruh I go home ma rusmana, ahhh I'm wrong, but there is no feeling about rusmana ,...why also rusmana did not say klo emang he likes not rich gini for me delema and feel guilty .
"Alan was chasing after the bike, but I was on it 'cause Alan was in the afternoon 'Alan let me 'no more chasing .
I cry in rented, until I fall asleep, pas adzan maghrib just woke up, I went to the bathroom after my bath continued to pray maghrib , I poured pain in my chest why this is so yes .
Alan tel pas I najai ,Alan explained it's a friend yes, I just dian, Alan said klo I mingingan kaka y , , ''Alan ,
" rin, rus dear ma you, I think you are just a rus, he kaka ku , said Alan.
I'm not Alan's stuff I said .
after the incident, I didn't communicate with Alan.
I hate my inner rusmana, a cowardly guy, 'cause a girl needs reassurance 'cause she broke up Alan.
finally I decided to leave work, I moved to another city thank God I got a job .
after I moved to work, after no communication, I got word from Alan, he told me and now where .
I didn't return any news from Alan, because I wanted to bury all the memories y .
in the current pt, alhamdulilah my friend a lot because now I live in the guesthouse no longer contract .naktap ya in the guesthouse one room 12 people rame very, so I am not lonely anymore .there are many activities in the guesthouse .
my roommate name y mukti he's from Garut, every day always with y , y ,
