My Heart Brother's

79. lose again and again

"talak". muttered Axa stared blankly at the tall building before him.

those hurtful words were never the slightest bit in his mind,

with a chaotic feeling, Axa walked to his room and grabbed his car keys and jacket.

while in the room, Celsie cried as much as she could not imagine a fate.

"aaaaaa, if you know this pain I will not accept your offer mas". shouted the woman poured pain in her heart.

"i'm wrong I'm stupid for accepting your offer.I guess you're really going to try to love me. Just like I've been since I love you".

"3 years I've been trying to make you fall in love with me but what do I get?.only the constant pain I get is it,,,,,, it's,,, hiks hyks why you proposed to me with sweet Axa!". Good thing zegraf was asleep in his room makes Celsi free to express his feelings.

flashback off

when all the doctors are busy with baby girl pragupta without knowing baby boy pragupta an hour after that breathe and it makes Celsie as a doctor who handles the process of delivery mistress pragupta feel happy.

as soon as the woman came out of the room to tell her this happy news, there was not a single patient's family outside.

there is only doctor Axa who is spying on the state of his ex-wife.

Celsi who saw the doctor was happy,

"doctor".

Axa just smiled politely

"i heard a baby sound inside".

"you're right doctor, a miracle came and made the baby boy breathe pragupta Though his early baby was dead.

"i will call his family to immediately give this happy news".Celsi said immediately stepped up, but who would have thought that step stopped when the burly hand held Celsi's arm

"don't tell them".

"doctor meant".

"i want to take care of that baby with you".

"huh". Celsi gaping wide did not understand

"i know you keep feelings for me, so get married to me and let's take care of the baby.

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celsi's heartbeat was not because he did not think he would be applied like this, the beginning of the woman was a little hesitant about the offer. How could the man separate the child from his parents, but not Celsi would not ask the question.

Blinded by his love without thinking about the consequences in the future the woman immediately nodded slowly while smiling stiffly.

seeing that response made Axa smile triumphantly and immediately hug the woman who was going to be his wife.

the flashback

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Already satisfied crying that will never make her happy feeling tired and sultry suddenly struck. With a step gontai towards the bathroom to clean his body and also soak in warm water so that his mind is a little calm,

the crying that had stopped was becoming more and more

"he's gone. he's gone in-he left me the hysterics". Celsi was lying on the floor hugging his own knees.

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as for the axa, the man split the dark and desolate streets at high speed.

"akhhhh". Axa hit the steering wheel of his car while slapping his cheek until the corner of the lips seemed to bleed fresh.

"all has ruined my world is destroyed and that's why I'm the one who should be in the wrong of me". The tears of the man who almost never cried have now flowed profusely wet his cheeks.

tittt

the loud horn managed to make Axa aware of his daydream, he said,

"if you want to sleep, sleep at home is not here the place". say some riders because Axa made a traffic jam from now on, just now, the red light he stopped the green light he stopped up to three times like that.

"patience son of a bitch". shouted Axa did not want to lose.

there is no purpose no desire to vent his desire with drinks let alone women.

brukkk

"aakhh". said the man when his car accidentally hit the fence of the magnificent house made the guard there surprised

"hyy what's wrong with you ha? you dare her". annoyed the old guard

"apaa!". Axa snapped with a murderous gaze making the old man's guts shrivel, not the Axa's gaze but who was before him.

"mr Axa!, eee I'm sorry sir". said the old man as he opened the gate for the owner of this magnificent house.

"your forehead sir"

hearing that Axa was holding his forehead which was spitting out fresh blood due to being hit earlier.

"it's okay".he said immediately passed away leaving the old man who was a little confused by the presence of Axa who had been 4 years had never come back here.

this magnificent house looks so quiet there is no female voice that always irritates her.

"is mama happy there?". Axa asked touching a photo of Vivi, the woman smiled happily when getting flowers on her birthday giving her favorite son.

vivi's departure makes her slumped so that makes her mentally unstable.

suicide, yes middle-aged woman jumped from the 60th floor because she knew Axa married silent and stay away from her make Vivi disappointed and feel lonely.

there were no tears when knowing the state of his mama, just silence and vent his resentment through his rude behavior towards Celsi and the zegraf.

2 Years passed and finally he realized the real family affection of ze and cel. The two people were never angry or hated against him,, and,,

slowly the affection and fear appearing simultaneously made her afraid to start a new life with cel and ze, she did not want the two men to leave her.

but all wrong what he thinks is all wrong is now back destroyed and ruined his life.

like it is indeed the universe that wants to make her feel this .