My Guardian Angel: Lee Minho

My Guardian Angel: Lee Minho
EPISODE 11'S. I Want To Make Up For My Mistake



Minho and I reached my home. When I wanted to enter, Minho opened his voice.


"I want to make amends."


I let Minho in because he seemed serious about breaking through the blame for the incident. He sat on the living room bench. Minho looks to be fiddling with his phone to connect a movie on my tv. He said I should watch the horror movie he chose.



While I brew two ramen and prepare two soda drinks in the kitchen. When it was over, I took her with a tray to the living room. But I didn't see Minho there. I searched all the rooms in my house. From the bathroom to the kitchen again. Just the last room I think he couldn't get into without permission.



Minho went into my room without me knowing. It was like looking for something. He opened all the drawers under the bed.


"Come on, where is it?"


My room's. Is correct. I haven't looked for him there. I opened the door. Minho was there. His attitude is a little strange. He gasped as I opened the door. It was like something was hidden behind him.


"What are you doing in my room?"


"Ah, sorry I was sassy. I was just looking through your pictures when I was a kid."


"Get out."


I pulled his hand out of the room and closed the door.


"Cha. Eat and go." I told him after we sat down.


"Shiro."


Minho turned on the tv he had connected earlier with the remote control. Really consider it like his own home.


"I'll leave after the movie's over."


He said as he began to devour the still hot ramen noodles. I also did the same thing while watching the horror movie genre. Suddenly I accidentally glanced at Minho who was overheating because of the new ramen noodles while staring at the tv.



I looked at him long enough. Until my hand felt sore from holding the ramen cup without eating it. Minho realized that he was being stared at. He turned his eyes to me. Then our eyes made contact for a long time. Then Minho made a sound.


"You've been looking at me since?"


Conscious of the question, I gasped then devoured my noodles with origin until I choked and coughed.


"Neo gwaenchanha's? Here, drink it."


Minho gave me a soda and I drank it in a hurry. Then he smiled mysteriously at me. More precisely a smile.


"A-a-anio."


"Keurae?"


"Eo."


After we finished each other's meals, Minho and I just focused on watching. Then he asked me something.


"So, you live alone here?"


"Eo. How'd you know that?"


("You must be lonely.")


"People say it. I also know your parents. You always look okay. But, you know what? I can hear your cries in silence that you never let out before."


Is correct. All this time, I pretended to be fine so as not to be considered weak. But still, their attitude never changed for me. I wanted to shed my tears that I had held for a long time but every time I wanted to do that even once, I felt that it would only waste time and make me feel weaker.


"Close your eyes." My love for him.


"Eo?"


"Palli."


Minho closed both his eyes. Then I cried without a voice and expression. I just let these tears go along with all my wounds.


"What do you want to do?"


Minho asked confused with his eyes still closed. Feeling silent because I did not answer, Minho opened his eyes slowly and found me crying.


("Even you're very pretty when you're crying.")


"Gwaenchanhaa. You can do it in front of me. No one will scold you. Gyeote isseulge."


Minho pulled me into his warm embrace. That moment also my crying voice came out. Like carrying half of me. He stroked my head slowly. Said everything was gonna be okay.


"Gwengha."


Minho wiped my tears. I feel a strange feeling. A feeling I never knew before. I feel comfortable close to him.


[You know when there's a chance I will tell you that you're amazing as you are. Cause when you give me a glory I am sure that I see the universe in your eyes. Don't you ever tell yourself that you're not enough I am certain that you're truly fine. You are a miracle miracle, you are you yourself]


Minho sang a piece of the song lyrics in a soothing voice. I listened in his arms. I like that song. Very lovely.


"I won't leave you alone anymore."