My Golden Family's

Chapter 9

The day we went through, so many obstacles in life that we experienced, from the state of the economy, unfriendly neighbors and especially a changed father, father turned into a drunkard, whatever the cause.

since my father's Junior High School changed, and until I sat in my high school there was no change, my father turned into a rude figure.I was confused what to do, I had to do,sometimes when my father came home we would pretend to sleep.Dad drunk like no ordinary person, he would throw words that are not pleasant to hear, even sometimes messy, he said,and when you're targeted I can't keep quiet, sometimes I answer to protect you, but I feel like a bad boy because against the truth I never hate you, I love you, I love you,but I was also sometimes afraid when my father was drunk.Many things that my father did so we could go to school, my father and mother had promised,

"As poor as we are, but if you want to sit in high school, mom and dad will do anything so you can pass High School, promise me"

That word is the word they always say, and it's true, there are 11 brothers and four of them have graduated from High School, and there is only one person who has not gone to school.

Many neighbors looked one eye, If anyone slandered our family, but we were silent.All efforts were made, starting from work , I owe here and there so that school can sometimes eat only twice a day even once a day sometimes, we the big ones sometimes do not eat for the sake of small.

Dad was not a smart man to farm in the past, he preferred other jobs, like a handyman, but all the work was done anyway while I could make money, my dad was an inspiration to me,no prestige in doing work.

I'm not a smart person, because my daily life helps the family more, but I'm not a stupid student fool very.I prefer practical lessons rather than material, and this makes it difficult for me to get a scholarship, but I'm not a stupid student,but I realized it was impossible for me to get.

"you just go home yes son first, then the father will follow, wait for his drink to run out, oh yes the fish that was cooked yes let us eat together"

I was happy to go home, by chance that afternoon mom bought fish from people in the lake, we all waited for my dad to come home for dinner together.Dad came home around 08:00, he said, but what I expected was inversely proportional, father came home drunk, the dream of dinner together was destroyed already, there was no dinner together.We cooked using firewood, we cooked using firewood,the fish was still in the frying pan being cooked but suddenly my father came into the kitchen and lifted up the frying pan containing the still-hot fish with his sauce and almost threw it at me, thankfully not so,if that happens I no longer know what the state of the body and face will be like if doused with hot water that is still boiling.

Many things become a burden on the mind, starting from the words of neighbors, family, economy, and fathers who are now turned into drunkards.Not a few neighbors are offended by the words of the father if they are drunk, nothing is true, nothing is true,everything the interlocutor said was wrong, and hamya he was right.

Every night there is only a sense of worry that struck, if the clock has shown the number seven hearts are already restless waiting for the return of the father, the,but if we had arrived at the house we would all pura sleep for fear.I do not know when the father will change, and even after I wandered far to the island of Java father still just like that, he said,I decided to wander because of economic factors, to continue college is impossible.But my fate in the overseas is not as beautiful as my other friends.

I wish that if one day I would stay in a kosan, have many friends, but it's all nothing.I live in a family house, originally sweet promises, promising this and that, but everything is just a lie.

promising if someday they will give me the capital to become a loan shark,before long she had a stroke as a result I took care of her for approximately one year.But after recovering instead of keeping the promise I keep working as usual, helping his catering business with a small wage.Until one day I was invited to the market,but only to accompany in case he falls so that someone leads him to walk.in addition to catering business he is also a loan shark, but I was only used instead of giving capital instead of inviting me to the market only for a nanny.