My Forbidden Love for You

Ep 38 I want to be alone

Kila parked her car at the end of the beach not far from where they had just met.

"Roman, does it have to be as painful as it feels."?

"Do I really have to start giving up now."?

"Will I be able to take you off."?

Kila asked her own question.His tears could not be contained anymore to make her clothes wet, she wanted to survive but why is it so difficult.

"Roman why was it so easy when I liked you?and why must there be a lie in it."?

Kila asenggukan in his car, his whole body feels very very cold.Kila fixated on the edge of this beautiful beach in the sunari Sang Bulan.

***

Two weeks later.

"Rianti what do you really want again."?

"Why you?we haven't officially parted yet."!

"You're too much, aren't you."!

"Roman you're so petty!you think it's so easy to run away from responsibility."!

"I'm only responsible for kevin in the end, not for you in the future."!

"Hemm you're sure he's not the one who caused all this."?

"He and I just met when you sued me."!

"Roman." you...."

"This is the last time I warn you there won't be another next time."!

Roman passed from their residence now occupied by his wife and their only child.

For two weeks Roman waited for the final decision of the Court Office and finally they were already legally Divorced.

Roman is now officially pocketing the Status of a Widower, but he did not expect the decision he had been waiting for this long to make him and Kila at odds.

"Bimo let's take me back to town B right now."

"All right, Boss."

City B and City C are six hours away and can only be reached by road.

"Boss how next."?

"I'm gonna need your help, Bimo."

"What is that."?

"Wait after we get to City B."

That same day Roman and Bimo headed to B.Roman City to resolve all misunderstandings between him and Kila.

***

"Roman you're sure I can do this."?

Roman nodded.

"All right, I'll try my best."

That afternoon Bimo was waiting for Kila in front of the gate of the Hospital.Kila looked out and towards the highway.Bimo continued to follow him from behind.

Ten minutes later Kila had arrived at his house.he immediately took a bath and wanted to rest, while Bimo looked parked further from his home Kila.

Tok.dok..

"Young..."?

"I'm sorry I came to interrupt your time."

"What did Roman tell you to do."?

Bimo gave him an envelope which he had already held.

"If I please take it and read it."

"Bimo is this the trap again."?

"If this is a valid letter from the Court."

Kila fell silent after knowing the contents of this letter turned out to be the original state property.

"When can I talk to you about something."?

"Please Bimo."

"If they have been out of harmony for three years now, Roman keeps trying to hold them back and even fix them one by one."

"Until finally this year he was no longer able to, he initially wanted to be honest but he was afraid of the status he would bear later to make him unable to approach you."

"He's going to J City waiting for the outcome of this decision, but I never thought something like this would happen to you."

"Crazy, he may have lied to you but about his feelings for you there's not a single lie in it."

It feels like he would love to hear this directly from Roman, but he is sure in his heart that he currently hates Roman's dishonesty so much for this.

"Bimo thank you for telling me that."

"If he's still waiting for you here and I hope there's hope for both of you."

Bimo has passed from the house of Kila.Kila himself is now really feeling guilty to himself who has unconditionally judged Roman just like that,but on the other hand his heart was also already stored disappointed.

***

Three days passed

Roman finally emboldened himself to make a promise to Kila to meet.

As promised, Kila came to the beach where usual and Roman was waiting there.

"If you've come."?

Highlight Roman's eyes really look very longing, he saw the style of Tomboy Kila which is also fascinating.

"If you're so pretty I miss you, baby." murmured Roman softly.

"Is there anything you want to say."?

"If, I don't have the right to ask you for an explanation of your anger at me, but I just hope that at least we can still communicate in the future."

"Roman I'm really disappointed and it's not easy for me to be like I used to be."

"When I know, I promise I won't

bother you from now on."

"Roman I hope you understand it when

this, between hate or longing, let me make it myself."

Roman was silent.he knew Kila's heart must have been very sick.Kila must have hated it.Kila also would never want to give him another chance.

"If I know your answer, I'm sorry if I've been full of lies."

Kila was anxious to cry and also hugged the chest of the Roman field, but it would no longer be possible.

"Well Roman I'm sorry to trouble you too, I'm sorry."

Kila ran to the car and tried not to shed tears.Roman also ran after him.

Kila is shocked when Roman has captured her right hand.Roman turns around and immediately hugs Kila's body.

"I'm sorry, just let me have a second."

Kila let Romania.he also wanted to hug back, but his heart was so heavy his taste.Kila stood stiff in Roman embrace. The breeze that blew was also unable to cool the silence of their two hearts at this moment.

"Roman I want to go home."

Roman let go of his embrace.Kila got into the car and left.

Roman was only able to look at her and could no longer chase the pieces of her heart.

He is really caught up in his own game.