My First Love My soul mate

My First Love My soul mate
Don't Be Afraid Again



The news of Celin's pregnancy has reached the family and the closest people. They had visited yesterday to bring Celin's favorite food because the woman was experiencing a fussy period.


"Let's eat first." Devan said bringing his own tray to his wife who was sitting leaning on the headboard of the bed while watching TV.


"Still full." Answer Celin.


"You haven't eaten, honey. Just drank milk with bread since this morning. Let's eat me a bribe." Devan began to persuade his wife.


"It's really full. Then even vomit you force me to eat."


"Then it will." Answer Devan put his tray on the nightstand.


"Have you eaten?" Celin's question was filled with the attention of her husband who served her alone.


"Not yet."


"Eat first."


"Boat." Devan replied smilingly to get the attention of his wife.


Celin started feeding her husband. The food that Devan brought was finally eaten by the man because the wife did not want to eat.


"You have two personalities, right?" Tanya Celin suddenly made her Husband choke and immediately gulped down water.


"Yes is not Yang. My time is so."


"Just howdy. Yesterday you were so and now this."


"Listen to me good good. I can be soft and gentle but I can also be cruel to you to keep you with me. Sorry to scare you yesterday. But I do so because I love you so much. I'm afraid of losing you. And now don't be afraid anymore. As long as you don't leave my side then everything will be fine." Devan rubbed his wife's cheek.


"I'm not going on one condition."


"What's that?"


"Don't limit me. I won't work as you wish. But allow me to go out or just look at my efforts."


"alright. But we have to promise."


"Yes I promise." Answer Celin quickly.


Devan obeyed his wife's desire to walk in the back garden even though this afternoon was so hot.


"Let's just go in. Her eyes are hot." He said as he wiped the sweaty forehead of Celin.


"Yes." Yeah." Celin replied obediently because he also felt hot.


A couple were sitting together looking at the photo on the album. Celin looks at the photo of his two in-laws and sister-in-law who have been missing due to a single accident while on their way home from out of town.


"When the accident was you how old were you?" Ask because the husband never told me about the family and only ever took Celin to his grave.


"My life is 20. It was raining in the afternoon so hard. I waited for them to come home from vacation because I did not come to finish the assignment from campus. Hours of waiting do not arrive until when normally they should have arrived two hours ago. I was worried and then the security guard came to call me, he said there were police who wanted to meet. When I met it was sad news. Papa and Mama died on the spot in the accident while my sister died on the way to the hospital." Devan told her life story.


In the afternoon Celin just finished taking a shower. The woman sat down while enjoying the warm milk made by her husband.


"Dear." Said Devan sitting with his wife after giving a kiss. The man laid his head comfortably on Celin's thigh with his hands coiled to hug his waist.


"You want something?" Devan looked at his wife.


"Can I?"


"Can. Just tell me if you want something."


"I want to eat satay." Answer Celin.


"Not just steak? Same with the meat on the burn. Steak is better."


"I want satay."


"Well, I'll get people to buy."


"I want to eat on the spot."


"Now it's drizzling. Cold weather. You'll be sick again and I don't want that to happen. Eat at home. Understand." Devan said gently hoping his wife would understand.


"Do you think he's a boy or a girl?" Devan rubbed his wife's stomach.


"don't know. You want a boy or a girl?"


"Just whatever. Men or women are no problem. That you?"


"Just the same. Men or women don't matter."


"We never had a vacation together. You want a vacation? If you want it let's take a vacation."


"Where?"


"Wherever you want."


"For now I don't want to go anywhere."


"alright. You also need to rest a lot because you are pregnant. Next time we'll have a vacation." Devan replied, peeping at his wife's stomach.


Celin had dinner with satay in her husband's bribe. She ate voraciously making her husband relieved because for days Celin was so fussy and reluctant to eat.


"You eat too."


"I'll eat later."


"I can eat alone, you can eat."


"Later after you. Anyway you should I bribe." Devan's reply made his wife not argue anymore.