
Vian stopped his steps, looking at a girl with a sweet smile. The long lost smile is back. The smile was still the same, the face that had not changed at all. It's just that maybe his heart changed.
Vian's heart was beating, his breathing was suddenly congested. It felt like crying, wanting to run to hug the girl, but unfortunately her legs felt heavy. There was a thing that forbade him to tightly hug the girl.
"Vian.." she shouted and ran towards him. He hugged Vian's body. Like fresh air, his chest felt loose.
"Vian I miss you so much." He said with tears soaking in Vian's clothes.
Anita who was about to stop Vian to talk immediately fell silent. His heart hurt, but he could do nothing. He could only turn around in direction, returning in vain.
He was too late, yesterday he wasted the opportunity Vian gave him. If only he had approached Vian sooner, things might have changed. But now he has to accept the fact that Vian has found the moorings of his heart.
Anita who initially made an appointment immediately canceled on the grounds that she suddenly had business. All of you make a bad impression so that Vian increasingly dislikes him.
"We're eating yuk, I'm hungry." take Bella. Vian nodded, agreeing with Bella's invitation.
Bella did not stop smiling, she seemed to find her happiness again. Initially hesitant Vian would accept it, but he ventured to try to meet her.
"Vian, why are you so quiet. Don't you like my arrival?" ask Bella. He felt only his enthusiastic self with their reunion after so many years.
"It's great." replied Vian in a thin smile. He was too focused on driving and of course he thought Gita's words when he caught himself hugging Bella.
"Definitely Gita will not meet Anita." her bath was restless.
"Oiya, he said Mr Gilang and Bu Gita already have a baby huh?" Bella opened the subject.
"Yes" she answered briefly.
"What girl is a guy?"
"Cowok, his name is Aiden. He's so funny, the guy who saw him must be gushing."
"Would you take me there?" Bella wants to see Aiden. "I like to be shy about having cute little kids" she added.
Vian silently did not understand the meaning of Bella's words. And he also did not want to interpret too deeply in his speech.
"Especially if his son of you will definitely be very funny" he said shyly. Bella hopes to get a good return from her words.
Vian stopped his car, he looked at Bella sharply. Bella was immediately confused.
"What's Vian?"
"Bell, can I ask you something?"
"Yes," Bella was worried.
"If you were in my position at the time, how would you feel?" ask Vian seriously. He wanted to hear Bella's honest answer.
"You mean?"
"Well, I'm leaving you, leaving you in love." Vian said without blinking.
Bella lowered her head not daring to look at Vian, she knew Vian's intentions now and she realized his mistake was right.
"I must be angry, very angry. And I must be fucked."
"And when I come back, what will you do?"
"I don't know." she replied, her tears began to drip.
Vian stared straight ahead leaning his body.
"That's how I felt then and now" Vian said. He didn't want to walk too far today.
"I know it's all my fault, leaving you for my mama's dream. I didn't even give any of the interpreters to just walk away. That's why I came back to make up for everything Vian. Please, give me another chance." Bella held both of Vian's hands.
"I promise you, will keep our love. I'll fight for it."
...Yes if you want to go back again the same Bella means bego, already in residence still want to be with him....
Suddenly, Gita said, if she received Bella back means she is stupid and there is no self-respect anymore.
"Why are you silent, don't you want to accept me again?" ask Bella.
"Gue Anterin's coming home." Vian did not answer Bella. He immediately drove Bella home.
"But I don't want to go home now. I want your answer." force Bella to have Vian answer her question.
"Bella, you haven't come home yet. Must be the house man waiting for you. Kasian mama lo." Vian immediately started the engine of his car. He brought back Bella, their meal failed.
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On the other hand, Anita is very angry that he who now harbors love for Vian must run aground as well.
"Anita, you're so bego. If you're deft, you won't lose Vian." Anita patted her eel.
He took a pillow to cover his face when he remembered Vian was hugging Bella.
"Well.. Surely he would have chosen Bella instead of me. Bella is more everything than me, beautiful, pinter where still single again. I am a widow" he said.
"Gue must know myself, I cannot ruin the happiness of others." he lamented.
Derrzz..
Anita's phone rang, she picked up quickly. But he did not lift it. He was confused what to say.
Anita put her cell phone again, it's impossible for her to talk to Vian. While he was feeling tight he could cry.
His phone never stopped ringing, he finally picked up his phone.
"Vian what's wrong?" anita asked in the voice she made as usual.
"Lo why don't you come."
"Ah.. It was sudden I wasn't feeling well." explained Anita.
"So you said there was some other business?" Vian feels suspicious of Anita.
"Yes, I just met a client for a while and then went home because he wasn't feeling well."
"Have you taken your medicine?" Vian suddenly noticed Anita.
"Yes.. It's." Already."
"Eat already?"
"Already, Vian lo anyone wants to talk about it again? If not, I want to rest" said Anita. He wanted to quickly hang up the phone.
He could not hold tightness in his chest, it felt like he wanted to cry. KenapanVian should care when his loved one is not himself.
"Gue to your house now huh?" Vian wants to see Anita.
"Don't, I'm fine staying for a break." Anita refuses Vian who will meet her.
"All right, good rest. Tomorrow we meet him."
"It seems like there's nothing I've ever wanted to talk about Vian. So we don't have to see each other again. I closed yes. Good night." Anita hung up the phone.
Anita immediately tried to avoid Vian, he would not discuss his heart problems anymore.
He will try his hardest to throw away the feelings he has. And become the Anita and Vian of old. Enough friendship without the name of love.