
"Daniel, you don't have to marry Amanda if you don't have any feelings for her, let her be sick now, rather than her getting hurt later, and I'm no longer there. Papa just wants you to take care of him, keep him out of whatever it is."
A tear fell from the beautiful eyes of a woman named Amanda Saputri Baskoro, remembering her father's last message to Daniel, her father knew what was happening, but Daniel kept marrying her. Amanda rubbed her papa tombstone, she lowered her head, recollecting papa's message before her kabul ijab with Daniel.
"Daniel wants to marry you, but Papa's sure she doesn't love you, son. Don't force it, you'll suffer yourself later, and Papa is no longer there beside you, who will be your back? Don't go on, Papa's afraid you're crying alone, Papa can't do anything to calm you down."
Amanda's shoulders were shaking, right her papa's message, now she was crying alone, the man she hoped to live with, accompanying her in times of joy and sorrow, in fact Daniel left her on the first night, the word talak was immediately ejected from the lips of the man who had married her two hours before his papa breathed his last. Amanda's two hands again rubbed the tombstone of her mother and papa next to each other.
"Papa's right Pa, now Amanda's alone, Daniel divorced Amanda on our first night, Amanda didn't have anyone, Daniel loved another woman, but Ma, Pa. Let Amanda take her love, Amanda will fight so Daniel can love Amanda, pray Amanda yes Ma, Pa. It's not evil, but love does need struggle and sacrifice, right? Amanda would do that." He said beside the navel of his parents, the arena according to the wishes of his father who wanted to be buried beside the tomb of the wife.
Amanda stood, drenching the carvings of her father and mother on black marble with the flower she bought at a special flower shop before entering the cemetery.
...The night after Amanda and Daniel officially became husband and wife, the two had just entered the hotel room booked by Dina, both of whom had just finished meeting the guests who had come to recite their condolences, and were about to rest. ...
...Amanda moved her neck muscles left to right, sat at the end of the bed, a little nervous because it was her first night in a room with Daniel. She knew tonight would definitely not happen, but this was her first experience of both rooms with the opposite sex. Daniel came in and closed the door, it made his chest pound....
..."Amanda listen to me, starting tonight, and this second, you I'm a talak."...
...Amanda who was about to release her flat shoes was shocked, and the hand that was about to open her shoes earlier was undone, she felt like she was struck by lightning on a bright star-studded night. ...
..."What did you say mas?" tanyanya made sure, but if the speech was spoken again, it would make her heart hurt more....
..."We're divorced, I'm looking at you tonight." Repeat Daniel without any doubt....
..."Did I hear wrong, Mom?" Daniel shakes. Amanda gulped, not expecting Daniel to say that so easily. "You're saying this to me like me, you have the heart, what's my fault?"...
..."Because this is what I have to do." Daniel's reply sounded so light, as if it was releasing Daniel from a very heavy burden, but it was true....
..."I just lost papa, and you're divorcing me now?" Daniel nodded, Amanda shook her head in disbelief, and her tears began to fall....
..."You don't have feelings, you're doing this to me, what's my fault? You're the one who wants to marry me, not me who asks" Amanda cried with tears growing....
..."Oh yeah?" Daniel, who was still wearing a plain black shirt and matching colored jeans, crossed his arms, looking at Amanda's beautiful face that had been red from crying, no pity or pity, no pity, just like she divorced Denisa back then, but at that time Denisa didn't cry, maybe she had prepared herself, because of the agreement they made before the wedding. ...
..."I told you, if you marry me because of force or pity, you don't have to do it, but why do you even do it, force me and convince papa, papa, as if you really love me. You know mas? you renege on your promise to papa, you have sinned against someone who does not exist."...
..."That's what you said to me, not what you told Denisa."...
...Amanda widened her eyes, surprised by what Daniel said. "What do you mean, ma'am?"...
...Daniel smiled grinning, he then took his hape nailed to his front pants, his hand unlocked the screen hape. There, Dara Denisa's face filled the wallpaper of her hape screen. Daniel shows Amanda his phone screen, and Amanda is again made sick when Denisa and Dara's face becomes the background of Daniel's message....
..."Denisa sent it to you? He complained?" amanda's body trembled in fear but was also mixed with annoyance. Daniel shakes....
..."No, no. But since Denisa's already been tapped, so whatever goes into her, goes into my phone." Daniel smiled with satisfaction. ...
...Whahuh? What kind of love is this? Amanda really can't believe Denisa knew this? both of Amanda's hands were clenched, it hurt to know Daniel's love for Denisa was so great....
..."I don't want a divorce, I love you."...
..."But my decision has been unanimous, I've said it, and we're officially divorced, we haven't legally reported our marriage to the state either, so we don't have any relationship."...
...Plakkkp...
...Amanda's hand landed hard on Daniel's cheek, leaving a reddish mark, and spread the heat there, Amanda who had been sitting so as not to be emotional, now instead of standing....
..."You're really evil Daniel, heartless man." Amanda was so angry....
..."And that is my true nature. I'm protecting the people I love, you've dragged Dara and Denisa too far. So what I did made it easier for Denisa to escape from the snare of kindness you've given her. I don't want Denisa in trouble, and you should know, I sent her to volunteer on purpose, so she wouldn't think much of our wedding news."...
* * *
Akkkkhhhhh
Amanda was angry that if she remembered Daniel's treatment that night, she threw everything on her dresser, making the items break apart. Amanda was sitting under the bed, her head was hidden between her knees bent, Amanda screamed, crying all the feelings in her heart.
Now he's completely alone.
"Why did it have to be that night too? At least you waited until forty days after papa's departure, when it wasn't even twenty-four hours papa left me, and you just left me alone."
Amanda screamed again, her chest tightened, no one was with her, no one understood her situation, Mama Dina did not know this, but if she complained to Dina, she said, so Daniel will leak the contents of the message to Denisa.
For two hours Amanda cried, released all the burdens on her head, now that she had let out her anger and her grief, she had come back better.
Crying does not mean she is a weak woman, but by crying she can release all the burdens and problems that occur to her.
"No Amanda, this isn't you, Denisa did the same thing, Daniel didn't love him, follow Daniel's game, and you'll be like Denisa, loved without limits."
* * *
Of Raijua.
Currently, women who always look glamorous and love to play social media are taking pictures with volunteers, both doctors, nurses, staff, and residents who are on treatment.
"Remember, you have to post on your instagram, or your social media, if I become the biggest donor here," he said with a proud smile.
"Ready Miss Marsha, done it." The revelation answered.
"Don't call Mom yeah, I think I'm really old, call Miss Marsha, okay, Mi-ss Mar-sha." press the spelling of her name. The doctors and others laughed, according to them Marsha's nature was more funny, not arrogant.
Denisa remembered, she was like she had met this beautiful woman before her.
"Kok I've seen ya, Si? but I forgot where?"
"Well Doc, he's a rich businessman, he's a wara-wiri in tivi, a private television owner, too."
"Oh that's it? I salute these great women, she's just like Amanda's doctor, young, but she's done a lot for this country."
"No need to mind Doctor Nisa, who we do right now, our contribution to the country" replied Sisi, "uh but the household again got gossip Doc, she says her husband is now her former secretary first, well gossip is, her husband is cheating on each other's women."
"Oh yeah, crazy husband, that perfect wife cheated on?" The side nodded quickly.
"Doctor Nisa knows her husband?" Denisa shook her head, "ck doctor Nisa knows what the hell? Her husband was, beuhhhh very handsome." praise Sisi, mimic her face was made excessive, "just be sure if she liked a lot of girls, handsome, rich again."
"Cowok is everywhere the same? Not satisfied with a woman." The side nodded in confirming.
"But not all guys so time, water drums." Revelation comes along.
"Nyamber is like gasoline." Cebik Sisi's.
"It's just gossip, you don't spread gossip carelessly." Revelations rebuked, because he knew what happened, "you can be required to spread hoax gossip."
"I'm just screaming the gossip that's spread."
"Of course, you're going to have multiple chapters." Revelations do not want to lose.
"Kue lapis kali ahh."
"Your efforts are noisier just like a child, watch out for a soul mate."
"Ihhh amit-amit Doc." Side knocks his forehead.
"Sok beauty, ngaca water drum," cried Revelation, "uh no big glass huh? the body is too big." Revelation chuckled, then ran away as Sisi would pummel it with a thick map of his report.
Denisa shook her head, and then she let her go to the toilet. While climbing the stairs to the third floor, Denisa accidentally hit someone's body, making it almost fall, fortunately the person's hand quickly pulled it, making Denisa now fall into his arms.
Denisa was silent for a moment because she was still in shock, then quickly distanced herself when she was conscious.
"Sorry," he said.
"Other times be careful mbak, look because of your carelessness, your lipstick stuck to my shirt." said the man.
Denisa immediately raised her head when she realized a familiar voice in her ears. Denisa held her breath for a second when she found out that the man was Daniel.
"Later my wife gets angry if she sees a lipstick stain on my shirt, later she thinks I'm cheating again." Smell again.
"Well, sorry," Denisa became nervous, "then I clean up." Denisa said formal, because the nature of Daniel does not know him.
"All right, ma'am, we're upstairs." Denisa nodded, and followed Daniel's steps.
"Open my shirt" Daniel stretched out his hand, asking Denisa to open the buttons of his shirt.
Denisa's eyes are patterned and like wanting to escape from her place to hear Daniel's request.
"Ta-but-"
Daniel pulls Denisa's hand, makes their distance so close, Denisa's heart beats fast, she gets so scared, afraid if anyone sees them, and accuses Denisa of not-no.
Daniel smiled with satisfaction, always happy to see Denisa's scared face. Working on Denisa is a very fun thing.
"Let's go, he said he wanted to clean my shirt, if not cleaned up later my wife saw, and I was accused of cheating, I was afraid I loved my wife so much because of it."
Denisa who does not know what to do, both hands taken by Daniel, and put his chest, Daniel moves Denisa's hand to open his shirt, Denisa wants to pull his hand, but Daniel holds it.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
The sound of someone surprising the two, Daniel dropped his body on a long sofa hall room, and pulled Denisa's back, making Denisa fall over her body.
"You trying to tease me mbak?" Daniel smiled, looking at Denisa's panicked face.