My ex-Alexist

A tired heart

It did not feel like the day had passed since Marlyn's departure had been two weeks long it felt like the rainstorm that Kelvin felt had stopped and he began his life without a sense of burden because for him something passed can no longer be repaired, regret of mass regret is no longer meaningful if it is not able to fix it in the future the most important thing is to appreciate the life that is running.

"Today you look fresher Kelvin" said Clara.

"really?? From today I want to live happily hehe."

"Good, I'm glad you think so."

"Look, Robin looks so happy too."

"Of course this is his first time camping let alone you ask him to call Dad, I also did not expect him to be that person until suddenly ngajak camping."

"It's a good thing he's a kid so his reaction is very simple and there aren't many questions that are difficult to understand."

"Dad, please throw the ball" said Robin who was busy playing ball with other children who were camping with his family.

"okay.. "

"I'm still not used to Dad's call.It feels like my heart keeps pounding when Robin calls me."

"Hehehe. there's just one."

Richard who was baking a cake sat pensively imagining how happy the three of them were camping together, he felt he no longer had a place beside Clara and Robin. The oven alarm had sounded three times but Richard had not heard it because he was being focused by his own thoughts, until one male staff called him up close.

"Boss boss..!! " shouted the man's staff.

"Ahh yes what is Ruben? " said richard in shock.

"I called the alarm from earlier" pointing at the oven.

"Hhhh gosh this is a charade" Richard said in despair.

"Aiii... Boss again fuck ya."

"Well, you know ben? "

"it looks like the boss looks really, rather than just the thought of mending samperin directly a boss."

"Well, you're not really teaching" Richard immediately took off his celmek and hurried away.

"Wahh the boss did not hesitate to immediately want to nyamperin aja" said the man's staff who saw Richard heading to his car.

Arriving at Richard's camping spot he saw a happy harmonious little family scene, he could only look at them in the car from a distance.

"What am I really doing here? " rumbling Richard.

Shortly after Richard left the camp, he realized many times he struggled many times as well as he gave up later.. on the other hand he was happy because Clara and Robin looked very happy even though he was not the one who made him happy, finally Richard decided to give up hoping for more family relationships for Clara and Robin.

"Thank you very much Ruben because of you I have become more aware of the reality" he said cynically to Ruben (cafe staff).

"Kok thanks for the expression so the boss? " said Ruben.

"Not much work."

"Lhaa I'm confused boss."

"See again a month's salary."

"Gtpa..." Reuben shut his mouth tightly.

"Why are you two, which other one? " said Richard to ruben and dani.

"That's the boss the others came home because they already had a wife. "

"Oowwh is so good that here it must be singles hahaha" said Richard laughing and rushing to get a drink.

"That means single? The boss is not single, " said Ruben and Dani whispered.

They drink to drink and share stories of lonely singles.

"I'm like this because you're Reuben, you're very sinful to me Reuben" said Richard, who began to get drunk.

"Whats why am I being wronged?" said Ruben who was also drunk.

"Well, this is how you get drunk, I want to get drunk but I'm not drunk" said Dani who felt not drunk turned out to be drunk first.

"Boss and Ruben know not how sad my life hug hug (hiccup) since my parents divorced I live with my mother but she always brings a different man every day, I was ashamed of the neighbors who always whispered whispers when I passed them, I was ashamed of my friend, hiks hiks until at last gossip at school that time spread quickly and everyone alienated me hyks, until finally I decided to leave the house and live alone after college.but this is a secret to know" dani said drunk while crying.

"Key secret why are you talking here?" ruben.

"I'm not talking to you guys anyway hyks hiks hyks" said Dani as he continued to pour his drink.

"I'm also pathetic. I want to do plastic surgery.."

"Hahaha do you think you're a woman who needs beauty?" said Dani.

"Don't laugh!!! That's really not funny to know said the girl I gave a statement of love said I had plastic surgery if she wanted to be her boyfriend she said so while laughing at her friend's friend's laugh, she said, I became the center of attention at school and became a conversation in a long time, since then I did not dare to express feelings again to the person I like, hey be honest, am I that bad? " said Ruben.

"You're ugly, but if you change your appearance like the boss, any woman will not reject you" Dani said.

"That means I have to work hard ten years without eating in order to be like Boss ya hahaha. "

"Why do you want to be like me? I'm not a cool person, with this look I can't express feelings for a woman I've loved for a long time and can only see her happy with another man.. even if this is how you still want to be like me ruben" said Richard who was drunk heavily.

"It turns out everyone's life is not smooth, yes." said Dani who was in the middle of patting Ruben and richard's back.

They spend the night together with drinking to sleep in a sitting position.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Richard, who had woken up, was shocked that they had drunk dozens of bottles and remembered their sad and comforting stories about each other..

"Ahahaha, you guys are so silly" Richard laughed.

"Who is laughing in the morning very noisy" said Ruben who was half conscious.

"Woi woi woi wake up you guys woi work" said rRchard to wake Ruben and Dani.

After waking up Ruben and Dani, Richard went home, in front of the cafe he passed Selena, Selena saw Richard with a sharp and strange gaze because she saw Richard's appearance like an alcoholic..

"Don't look at me like that, I know I'm a mess" Richard said.

"I didn't say anything, you drunkard" Selena said as she mocked Richard.

"Hey hey hey I don't know, don't get Selena wrong hey!! " cried Tichard in self-defense.

"Blee Blee.. " Selena taunts Richard by sticking out her tongue from a distance.

seriated