My Enemy is My Fool

My Enemy is My Fool
Feel lost.



after his parents left Kenzi just staring blankly at the house, it felt like there was no spirit to do anything.


kenzi stared at the kitchen, the shadow of karina who often cooks there immediately crossed his mind.


kenzi's eyes were directly staring at the television where karina often watched there until late at night which made kenzi always upset.


it feels like his world is empty, careless karina sepetinya already opium for him.


kenzi slowly walked up the stairs to their room once with karina, kenzi slightly smiled slightly as he stared towards the bathroom, he remembered where Karina often forgot to bring a towel and asked him to get it, but now in the two-story house it was only inhabited by her, a single person, it feels lonely because there are no more repetitions of karina that always blabber every time.


kenzi was only able to smile wryly given the moment of that beautiful moment, now who he blames, nothing so he can only surrender to fate.


After pondering for quite a while Kenzi finally decided to take a break


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the morning returned to the sun with its warm rays meyinari kenzi who was sleeping warm his sun is not as warm as the heart of kenzi.


he who usually after waking up immediately saw the sight of karina who was sleeping soundly but now the scene is no longer there.


kenzi immediately rushed to shower and immediately went to school without breakfast because usually the one who prepares food is karina.


arriving at Kenzi school immediately parked his car in a special parking lot 4 wheels and when down speed also karina and also alvin down from their car, they got out of their car, but now it is different karina when he saw kenzi immediately throw his face and did not want to look at kenzi even a little bit as well as alvin he was already disappointed.


"kar, wait," said Kenzi trying to pursue karina. so that finally he managed to reach karina's hand, but directly on the rough edge by karina, no more good karina and soft heart.


"what?"asked karina coldly. Kenzi's heart immediately as in the crumb saw the cold attitude of karina to him.


"kar, I'm sorry, we're better off promising to change," Kenzi said, looking pathetic.


"kar, plise will yes" Kenzi said trying to persuade karina again.


"kalo I said ngak want ya ngak want, how the hell ngak ngerti Indonesian ya wonder," said spicy karina that makes kenzi surprised to hear it because actually karina never said as rude as that.


"kar, you know, that's it,"


"you think only use your brain that you say is smart, I'm not the karina that you used to easily fool stupid, consider me a fool at that time to want to survive with you even though it is often hurt, but now no longer yes sorry even though you cry blood I still do not want bye,"karina's words passed from there regardless of Kenzi's glaring gaze.


"lo, how many times have I told you, don't deketin adek me again, ohh do you still want to tonjok tonjok me?"alvin asked while being chested staring intently at kenzi.


"i love the same karina bang,"


"uh uh? dear t*i tau ngak, anyway lo jauhin adek I before floated again the same lo,"alvin said as he pointed at his clenched hand and passed from there leaving kenzi who had begun to reflect on his mistakes.


if you ask for the whereabouts of nia she instantly disappears as if swallowed by the earth, even when kenzi needs her she does not exist.


kenzi who was already feeling unsettled chose to skip and go somewhere to look for the release of his frustration.


finally Kenzi chose a cigarette as a sedative as his 3 cigarette items had run out in his sesap honestly he never absorbed this say he was whiny but indeed he had already depended on karina, karina, the absence of karina in his life makes him feel lost figure who always accompany his free time.


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bad karina, huh?


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