My Education and Marriage

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Today is my enrollment day at one of the private colleges.

actually I tried to apply and test several colleges but I always failed the test and this is my college of choice, not infrequently I pray that I pass the test at this college.

Good morning sir, I said to campus security.

good morning and nothing I can help you with? ask security.

I want the registration room, where is the room, sir?

oh it's not just a straight block to the 3rd non turn left later there is a signup writing non can enter the room, replied security.

oh well sir, thank you very much sir, I replied with a little down.

I walked around the room until I found the registration room.

good morning ma'am, I said to the mother in the registration room.

good morning, please sit down, can I help you? ask the mother.

I want to register myself in this campus, my mother replied.

may I know which faculty you want to take? ask the mother.

I'm going to the economics faculty, ma'am "my answer"

what majors? ask the mother

human resource management bu "my words with a friendly smile"

Can I take your documents that are the registration requirement? ask the mother.

wah... You graduated from IPA High School? asked the mother when she saw the certificate passed my High School.

yes, ma'am "my words with a stiff smile".

you're one of the best students ever, why is it now that you're into economics, isn't this inversely proportional? ask the mother.

hehehe.. This is uda so my choice ma'am I said.

you certain? you don't want to be a doctor or nurse, pharmacist or other field of health? asked the mother curiously.

I'm sorry this mom has been my best choice, ma'am.

oh well then later you will get a message for the test schedule and I hope you come on that day on time, said the mother.

okay mom, I'm sorry mom, thank you so much mom I said while resigning.

the next day I received a message that I was going to test next week so I started learning about the economics of human resource management again, I read books, articles and others related to economics. my days are spent studying and studying because I know not a little oun I have economics.

Not feeling today is the heart I tested, the many prayers I prayed, and how gnawed I was. And now I'm sitting in the test room. I don't think in the test questions I found out about accounting that I don't understand at all even where the debit part where the credit part I don't know I took my breath in and I blow away.

oh my God how I don't understand at all help me, this is the last college to be my choice "inner".

please collect your test papers and next week you who pass the test will be sent a message to re-register, said the examiner.

after all gathering my eyes began to glaze over, how this was none of the economic questions I could answer "inner me".

along the way I bowed so that people would not know that I was crying.