My Destiny Is Mr. Zhao
An Insinuation
"How do you think I handled my feelings for a man I still love so much?" exclaimed Haara staring at Yoan flatly,
Yoan was silent he was surprised by the girl's words
"I miss him so much more than anything, there is a sense that makes me want to have it .. Again" Haara smiled with a blank look
Honestly, Haara's reason was not true, the reason he gave was simply an insinuation for the man
Haara looked at Yoan who was looking at her with a difficult look
"So yesterday you cried .. because of that?" ask Yoan seriously
Haara shook her head "Not"
"Then what?" confused Yoan
"the thing that makes me cry, because I feel guilty for you" said Haara looking at Yoan who looked at him seriously,
"A longing, it's very painful, you must have felt a longing, right?" ask Haara
Haara looked at Yoan who was throwing her gaze the other way
"I really wanted to meet her, but I realized one thing" Haara exclaimed again
"i realize I'm married, I don't deserve to love another man, I'm stuck with my past love, what should I do Yoan?" haara asked for an answer
Yoan felt that the girl's speech was like describing herself
"I thought further and I realized that if I could never have it, we loved each other, but that was it, our lives were each other, so does he who already has another girl that he must take care of his feelings and must give love to the girl, honestly I 'jealousy and heartache' once" kekeh Haara dripped her tears emphasizing her jealous and hurt sentences.
"i don't want to be stuck in my past love alone, even if he has managed to forget his feelings for me, I let him go with the girl, because I'm a woman, because I'm a woman, I understand and understand how it feels to be hurt if someone loved is captured by another woman" Haara exclaimed blankly with tears streaming down her white cheeks
Yoan just silently looked down, Haara's speech was really very similar to his, but also he knew if Haara did not know anything about his past, let alone the woman he still hoped for
"I feel like I'm so mean to you, Yoan, I'm so mean to you, aren't I? I've been thinking stupidly, I thought I wanted to betray you as my own husband" Haara exclaimed in a sobbing
Haara was sure that with his words earlier, there were two things she would get from the man,
the first man will realize then forget Irene, the woman of love in his past.
second, the man will hate him, he will be ready if the man stays away from him.
Haara will accept the choice that the man will choose, he will follow her.
"It's hard to forget someone who is loved so much, but I'm trying to forget it, I'm going to throw this feeling of love at him" Haara exclaimed in tears
"i'm so sorry to have thought that I would betray you back then, I'm so sorry that Yoan~ from now on I will cherish you as my husband~" Haara exclaimed, staring at Yoan, her tears teeus flowing, it was very difficult to stop her crying
Yoan could not say a word, he could not give any answer, Haara's speech was like a hard blow to him, he did not expect if the girl had a history of romance like his
Haara had previously told Stephannie and Tao Ming not to tell Yoan that she knew of Yoan's past and knew of the woman, Irene, he felt relieved to have mentioned it before to his two in-laws
When she was afraid that Yoan would ask her parents-in-law about her, did I know about her past? Stephannie and Tao Ming would shut up, because Haara promised them that Haara would tell Yoan straight away if she already knew the man's past.
"Drink" exclaimed Yoan who could be interpreted the man ignored the girl's question about the opinion of the story
Haara drank the water that Yoan gave her and took the medicine that Yoan offered
Haara did not intend to demand that the man answer her, she did not need it, giving insinuations to the man it felt was enough for him.
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Yoan kept the bowl he had washed and on the rag to the dish rack
He sighed
"Why do I feel like it's really pointing at me?"
Yoan's mind went anywhere
"Who is that guy? Love of the past?"
Yoan recalls the girl's story, about respecting herself as her husband, confesses to her and tells Yoan the truth that she once thought she would betray him
Yoan was silent for a moment, if the girl's speech was something strange if interpreted
"Don't .." cried hanging his words.
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At night, Haara and Yoan had eaten dinner a few minutes ago, Haara drank her water while the medicine was in her mouth
Haara glanced at Yoan who was looking at her seriously,
"Why are you looking at me like that?" asked Haara looking back
"I want to ask you something, I hope you answer honestly and seriously" Yoan said
Haara felt her heart thump
He felt confused about what the man would ask him to ask him honestly and seriously.
"Say" said Haara
"What man is it .. Your first love?" tanya Yoan hesitated
Haara was silent for a moment
Haara nodded and replied with deheman,
"Regarding katanmu .. I've come to the conclusion of all your stories about betraying me and starting to appreciate me as your husband" Yoan hanged
Haara tried to keep herself from looking tense
"You .. wouldn't want to love me, would you?" asked Yoan sharply
Haara widened her eyes in surprise
'answered!' inner Haara
"Honest answer, you don't intend to love me, do you?" asked Joan again demanding an answer
Haara smiled
"Even I remember the agreement that I won't love you Yoan" Haara said seriously
"I have no intention of loving you" Haara added, saying it was very hard and painful
I could see the man breathing, relieved,
Haara can interpret if the man is now very afraid if he puts a taste on her, the man forbids him to put a taste on her, her innuendo mempan on the man, he said, but the man still remained in his stance
I still love Irene
'Alright, if it's your choice, Joan, I'll accept it' - Haara.
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