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Confused (POV Galih)

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POV Galih

The reverberating Adhan awakens our sleep, I open my eyes to wake up Rania who is still asleep. My wife is a little lazy. If he doesn't wake up, he'll wake up at 7. After making sure Rania opened her eyes, I got ready to go to the mosque for congregational prayer.

After the morning worshipers at the mosque I did not find Rania in the room, maybe she went to the bathroom or to the kitchen I thought. I sat on the edge of the bed playing with my phone. View the Jobs Group. But nothing is right in the heart yet. I don't know why I'm not interested in working in someone else's place, especially later I will be ruled by a superior. That's so bad. I don't like.

Actually I have the potential to get a pretty prestigious job. With the predicate of graduates of S1 Bachelor of Economics, there will be many job links that I can easily enter. Can go to the bank, admin, can be TU. I'm just never interested in any of that. I want to have my own business, I can freely do what I want to do. I can hire people, not hire people. Not under contract with the company, so that I can freely take a day off at any time, without having complicated permission. I can hang out with my family whenever I want.

Suddenly Rania came with a sparkling face, a bright smile. It seems he is happy. My wife is so beautiful. I realized too late. Rania told me that she was positive, yes the test results showed 2 red lines. Rania showed it to me.

Either be happy or vice versa. I honestly am not ready to accept it. With my current economic situation. No jobs, no money supply. What will you eat later, son? Not to mention your mama also have to give father a nutritious food intake during pregnancy, so that you are there also stay healthy, born in normal and complete conditions. Later also if mama cravings, ask for a strange meal but I can not buy it. I can do that to you all.

I was confused, my heart was stirred. I want it to feel like I told Rania to abort her womb, not yet 4 months old, Allohpun has not breathed life on that fetus, I think there is no harm. Rather than later the child was born in a paucity of parents. It seemed like a good idea, but would Rania agree to it?

No, I undo my intentions, I cannot destroy my wife's happiness. Rania wanted it. Rania was so happy to welcome our future son. God, what should I do. Is this fast you trust us in this terrible condition? Will we be able to keep Your trust this God. My heart kept on shaking. It's not like I don't want you, son, really. Dad is happy too, but I'm just afraid that later you will live a life of deprivation. Dad doesn't want to. You will never have the heart to see those you love living in distress.

That night when we had dinner, with soto for 5,000, we ate with his lava. With only 5,000 dollars we can be full. But actually in my heart crying seeing Rania only I feed her like this, not nutritious food like pregnant women. But Rania never protested. My wife never complained. Always accept all the shortcomings that occur in our household.

Rania asked again about the work matter, honestly I was a little offended by the question. It's like Rania's troubling me because I haven't gotten a call yet. It's not that I'm not trying, but I've been trying my best, entering vacancies everywhere but there has been no result. Can't you be patient with Rania, don't you add my mind to your daily whining that always asks about work, over and over again.

But it seems that Rania doesn't realize that her questions are very uncomfortable for me. Every time he asks. I'm tired of listening to him. He said it was a form of encouragement that he could do for me. But still if every day like that it feels irritated this very heart Ran. Understand slightly. Your husband is trying too. For you and for our future son.

How lucky father after knowing my business broke, the oath appeared. That's only 5% of the land I sell. There are still many patches of father's land, still more than enough if only for food, plus you have no debt at all. Besides, I am an only child, after all, all the inheritance will also be mine, I thought. Since then, my relationship has been a bit strained with my father. I tried to ask him for capital again, but nothing I got. It looks like Mr. Kapok, afraid of going bankrupt again.

Savings stock is getting less and less, I have to turn my brain again to get additional income. I look around for items that are valuable and sellable for sale. With a heavy heart I asked Rania to sell the handbag as much as I had given her. Shame on the truth, but what else, we need to eat. Rani also mengikhlaskan bag for sale to connect life. Thanks Rania, you understand this situation.

That morning while we were having breakfast, I decided to go home to my mother's house. Given the dwindling money supply, it seems like it will not be enough to last the next 1 month. This morning alone we only had breakfast by cooking 1 pack of instant.1 noodles for two. Rania purposely cooked it by adding more and more sauce. Let it sip and will add fullness. Actually I know it's not healthy, let alone Rania being pregnant. G should be able to eat instant noodles. But what else, we can only afford this. Rania never protested.

Finish breakfast Rania out somewhere. I thought I should tell Rania immediately about my decision. I'm out looking for Rania. I went to the kitchen, I just kept walking to the bathroom, I thought he was washing, and he wasn't there. I went to the front room, it turned out that he was there. I approached him. Looking from behind, he looked like he was daydreaming, thinking about something. Is he cheating? Thought. Sure enough, knowing my arrival Rania quickly wiped her already wet cheeks with tears. I pretended I didn't see it. Because if I ask you, it will be far away. Because women are always dramatizing things. That's women.

I immediately told Rania my wish. Going home to Malang on a motorcycle, because I think with a motorcycle will further reduce the cost of travel. At least only 3x the contents of gasoline have reached home. 25,000 x 3, will only spend 75,000 funds, plus snacks on the most exhausted road 100,000s maximum, can also be less than that. The cost of travel is less than 200,000, given our savings that have started mediocre.

I'm used to commuting to Jogja - Malang with a motorcycle. But Rania tried to refuse. For reasons of her safety. The reason that*****buckle is made by Rania. We almost had a big fight over this matter. He really rejected it hard. Like I said, women are always dramatic.

It looks like Rania wants to take the train, but the train costs a lot more. Of course I rejected it. The cost of the train is not cheap Rania. For 1 person alone we have to spend 300,000 plus pocket money in there. You think the snacks on the train are cheap. For mineral water in a stall for 3,000 only on the train can be 10,000 prices. Not to mention if you want to nyemil po* mi* also have to come out 10,000 more money. If hungry buy the rice is also expensive 30,000. 2x the cost that we will spend. Our money is just a little Ran. Understand it.

Now it is me so less calculation of the money problem, not stingy, not nothing. But because it was the circumstances that made me have to act like that. Circumstances do not allow to simply waste money that is not important. Must really prioritize the very important, which is not priorita just step aside first.

With a tough and fierce debate finally Rania luluh, the defense I managed to penetrate. With a few tears she assented my wish, she according to what I asked. Return to Malang by motorcycle. I tried to convince him, even though in his heart he was actually hesitating. Thank God my wife understands me again. Thanks Rania.

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