
Pov Isabella.
The most sinful man in the world is probably just me. There are many people who have been hurt because of human actions like myself. Back when I was in a match with Adnan how happy, because there were many treasures. Even before marriage, I was asked to manage the Al Inayah foundation. But the mandate to benefit the students and help those who are in trouble the facilities provided by papa Rachmad's former in-laws, I have misused. And so I'd better squeeze their money and I use it for poya-foya. Will my sins be forgiven? Even though I'm trying to fix it.
"Oh my God." I covered my face with these hands. Honestly, if asked if I used to love Adnan? Sure didn't! I just want the treasure. Even the crown I was supposed to keep for my husband, I gave it to a striped-nose guy because when I was in college I was so drunk I didn't realize it.
"Adnan, I'm sorry" winked at my lips. Oh Allah... Adnan was a good man, but when I became his wife, I broke her heart to pieces.
It turned out that Adnan's patience had been paid for by God, which was to get a godly wife like Sabrina. "May you be happy". If I remember that I always cry like now.
Sabrina, given Sabrina, that girl was one of my victims at school a few years ago. She was supposed to be one of the students who got free education rights, but instead I wrung it out. "Sabrina... Because you're a good boy, you've now been given a husband who loves you very much and the kids are funny"
David. He's a man I love, a kind and loving man. But the goodness is just that I use. The money he gave me, however much I always did, was not enough. It's only natural that David's parents don't like me. I realize, because I'm not a wife worthy of David's struggle. My in-laws are expecting grandchildren, until my marriage that has been running for 6 years I can not give. "David. May you be happy forever."
When someone serious wants to propose to me and accept me for who I am Djody. I refused harshly.
Tok tok tok tok
I saw my daughter knocking on the windshield. We're about to go to the airport. But Afina copied the Muslim clothes and hooded first. O Allah. My son turned out to be a son of Sholehah like Sabrina. Maybe everything was arranged by God my son was educated by a woman like Sabrina.
Afina my biological child that I wasted first now loves me. O Allah, forgive me for wasting an innocent child like Afina.
"It's a shame." I said as I opened the door for Afina.
"It's Ma, spiel! The plane Elma was flying on" he said.
"You're so scared you didn't meet Elma? Aren't you separated for a week?" my many. I feel strange with Afina why it's so sweet, but later also will meet again. It's only natural that I panicked because I haven't had time to apologize to Djody.
"Mama... Elma is not just a friend, but already like a brother, and hopefully we will really be brothers" he said. I don't know what that means.
"Yes, baby." I drove faster to the airport. I really don't lose fear if I can't meet Djody. I wanted to apologize to her, because I hurt her again.
"What time is this?" Afina glanced at the clock in the car.
"Yes my... It's less than a minute Ma, the feeling was Fina change clothes for just a moment, but really up to 10 minutes," Fina was upset with herself.
"Have been dear.don't think too much," I said when my mind was the same as Afina.
30y minutes later we arrived at the airport. I parked the car on the side of the road just like that, if I had to go to the parking lot would be long.
"Come on Ma," Fina pulled my hand towards the lobby. My eyeballs were rolling looking for where Djody and his daughter were. Trying to contact him is not active. I saw Afina seem to be typing a message either addressed to whom. During this holiday Sabrina and I allowed Afina to hold a cell phone.
"You're sending a message to who dear... Elma huh? Don't you connect?" my pedicabs.
"Awhile Ma," that's just Fina's answer, then kind of stay away from me. Her plight is still surfing the internet.
Not long after. "Fina.." exclaimed Elma from a distance seeming to walk quickly with who else if not the man I missed. It turns out that Fina sent a message to Elma.
"Elma, thank goodness you haven't left" he said as they approached.
"Loe's going home? How can you not say?" ask me to pout.
"Hehehe. This is what I miss, he loves humor. In her hands both of mine. This time I let it go.
"Iihh.. loe is now arrogant, never calls!" I jolted his hand.
"Loh.. isn't that what you want? All this I did to please you Bella. You are happy without being disturbed by me, however" this time he said seriously.
"I'm sorry Djod," I looked down and hid my nervousness and shame.
"There's nothing to forgive Bella, you're right, I'm gone, I hope you get happiness" he said.
"Djody.." My tears suddenly flowed. He stopped without looking.
With a quick step I approached, somehow the courage from where I hugged him from behind. The smell of his body is really what I miss. I closed my eyes no longer wanting to be far from this burly body.
"Bella.." he said immediately I realized to take off my arms quickly. Then we turned this time around facing each other. I looked at her face I really didn't want to lose her.
"Bella. Really torturing me.
"Djod.. please don't go.." I held both hands. "I'm sorry, I want to be your lover" I said smoothly. How shameless I am, to begging like this.
"No Bella! I don't want to be your girlfriend!" emphatically.
Deg.
My heart feels like it's going to come off. Pupus was my hope, had embarrassed myself but it turns out Djody did not love me anymore. I take my hand off, I'd better leave there's nothing else I'm doing here. But my steps stopped because there was no Fina or Elma around me. Where's my son? My mind's more fucked up.
"Bella.." this time replace the one who holds my shoulder. "I'm sorry Djod, because it's presumptuous," I stayed away, reached into the phone intending to contact Fina.
"Bella.." This time, he stopped in front of me and grabbed my hand.
"After Djod, I want to find Fina" I said coldly.
"Listen to me Bella, I don't want to be your lover, but I want to be your husband" he smiled sincerely.
"Djody.." My lips trembled. "Then don't go!" my prevent.
"I'm going home to pick up Dad, same Mommy, to propose to you," I looked Djody in the eye.
Believe me" this time it was Djody who hugged me.
"Cieee.. cieee... hahaha.yes!"
The two boys came running towards us laughing.
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