My Dark Life

My Dark Life
introductions



introduce my name Lauren this is my story in my background


dela she's my mother's name that I love so much but unfortunately I've always been a mistake for everyone


Abraham he's my super cute father and just want.menbingbing me religion guni begi dad I always meberi I want even though no how much


Nura she's my first Kaka she understands me she's married widower but she hasn't had a child she married at 15 years old then Kaka I came home from the cultural pesanteren we're still a matchmaker so inevitably have to be in a match and.married to the choice of parents teteh I like to call Kaka I with the name tth, tth, Because I'm from Sokabumi Jampang where there are still many who embrace black magic can be said to touch without killing Bahakan tth to 3 I can be used as material" Because people know we are also wrong tth Selma 3 years old acupoints but my parents disagree even match her and Ahirnya they choose the way astray Because our family is strong religion so Alhamdulillah Allah protecting us


The second Zahra Kaka I who always envied and angry me even though he was sometimes good he was married to a widower and all Kaka I who married the same widower did not have a son berutung not but yh all should experiencing the same thing


zaira she tth I'm the 3rd same.Marry her widower tth good who gives what I want but can not mbghetikan my parents


all Kaka I'm against is my marriage


They know my ideals at first I chose to modok but unfortunately not allowed etah kenpa even though before her I was in suru modok yah alesan her is married it was my Karana Kaka modok after graduating SD while I want to modok after graduating SMP and that is not in.perbaikan in my village is very strange


every day I was in the middle of the era began to change but not with the culture of most people do not allow his children sekola Bahakan SMK students can be counted fingers


I am a person who has aspirations to be a business then from that I have an online store I also online Karana tth Nura has a compection despite having Suminya and good her allow me to sell some clothes her in the online store I was told I was a student who oaning diligently and pinter Karana I was always in the first place d rank then therefore my teacher allowed me to marry while in school but unfortunately the promise I made was broken


1 Month before the day


I wrote it okay in Indonesian


su said mom and dad you want to get married" tth Nura asked she thought she called me usu Karana I once wanted to be a bungsu child but after umuru 10nthun mmh pregnant again but unfortunately the call still can not be lost from the 3 tth I


mh's mother said yes that I don't want to know that I want to pursue my ideals"


tth mah agrees with you later tth tell me who knows in batailin"


that's the lang they said to you but unfortunately people know I'm really pissed


my age difference is 10 years with Delon


my marriage at the age of 16 allowed me to become an adult in my dark life


1 Week before H


Ma'am I beg you to cancel this wedding I don't want me not ready to be a wife I blum know she said gimna"? I kept begging but what power I always lose with her


whether Delon is still a virgin not a widower, Nura Zahra same zaira aja want to accept their marriage they marry the same widower while you are the same virgin age difference it is not a problem anyway you are Nerima they already have children


I don't have a child who doesn't look like a parent"


and it managed to open up the kululuh and accept her marriage


I.had a younger brother nanya maumlana she pinter in the affairs of the Koran but not with the spread of sekola


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in mna everything changed one in makeup I just cried and happened to be the one who put on makeup I've been I aggap mother I call her mmh


yes, what I hear is only legitimate that mnh same mother said also I pen out Karana marriage I ta'aruf and berhail make me smile forced handsome mengang Delon a little handsome but handsome as handsome men the one I love Selma 4 Thun is more appropriate so kls 1 Junior High we are dating


it was late afternoon where I had to greet the guests who came and at that time Aldi came with a doll Doraemon that should be given for the 4th anniversary of dating instead so my wedding kodo


I could not hold Ari's eyes I saw my loved one who had been my invited guest I cried when he shook my hand


I hugged her tightly and apologized for what happened


pimoy selmat yah At the wedding of his somoga so the wife of Soleha and hubee ask lupain Tetang we hubee begaaf cumn can ngish this gift same you somoga pimoy happy same sumai pimoy "" that's what I was with from her in the moment I hugged her


many people are surprised kenpa can I hug her and friend sma tth cumn. say let them let go of their grief on the last day they met yes that they said Karana tth tau hubee atu Aldi is the person I love Selma 4 this year


hubee pimoy apologizes yh has disappointed hubee may hubee get better permwomen than pimoy, pimoy sayank same hubee" I pointed out the same jamp or aldi use yes it was Caplan and his bracelet was the same I did not want to melpaskn it makes Delon keles and he just diem aja


aldi is younger than Delon he is only 19 by 3 years


yes pimoy hubee has come home well good luck" that was the last word I heard


I will tell you how important education is