
Since my conversation with Joseph that night, I have no interest in continuing this relationship.
Even Joseph seemed unable to return my attitude to him.
Mas Arya didn't see me anymore, no matter where, but I felt like someone was watching me when I wasn't home.
Two more days a year already, meaning me and Joseph will file for divorce, but unexpected events occur.
That night Joseph got a call, he hurriedly knocked on my door.
" deck, let's go to the hospital, dad's sick" Yusuf said in a panic.
"Astagfirullohal Adzim, why mas?" much
"i don't know either, just mom calling to get me to the hospital"
I also hurriedly changed clothes, and I wore a hijab while walking outside.
About 1 hour, we both arrived at the hospital, we walked down the hospital hallway and met the mother in front of the ICU room.
"Dad why mom?" ask the Yusuf
"Your father had a stroke and is still unconscious" the mother replied in tears.
I shook my mother's hand and kissed her, I hugged her, she hugged me very tightly.
"patience ma'am, we pray that father will soon come to his senses" I said
The three of us were waiting in front of the ICU room, I saw mom was very tired.
I offered my mother to rest, while I and Joseph took care of my father.
My mind was mixed, between confusion and worry.
Mom nodded her head, then she rested on the chair in the hospital hallway.
Joseph and I stood guard in front of the ICU. Until the dawn of Adhan.
"Mas Yusuf prays dawn first, let me here, we change prayers?"
"good deck"
Mas Yusuf walked towards Musolla, I let out a long sigh, did not today me and Joseph plan to file for divorce.
Moments later I saw Joseph walking towards me, he was walking while looking at me.
Mas Yusuf, why did I have love since the beginning of marriage, but you removed all these feelings.
I look at his face, the face of Yusuf mas more towards arab, with a sharp nose, natural red lips, thick eyebrows and thin sideburns.
Seeing me looking at him, suddenly Joseph was in front of me and crouched down.
"why deck, long time not to look at the face of this mas ya" with a smile.
That smile I haven't gotten from you in a long time.
" mmm... I pray at dawn first" I replied avoiding his gaze.
I walked towards Musolla. I pray at dawn and pray
" O Allah, O Rohman, O Rohim, guide the path that You are pleased with, give my father-in-law a healthy and long life of Barokah, Aamiin"
after the dawn prayer, I saw the cooperative in front of the musolla open, I walked to the cooperative to buy hot tea and Bread, because last night I didn't have time for dinner and I bought it for Yusuf and mom.
I stepped towards the ICU room, I approached the sleeping mother and slowly woke her up to pray at dawn.
mom slowly wakes up.
" yeh I fell asleep a long time ago, how did your father Isya?" ask mother.
"there is no news, mother, better pray at dawn first and pray"
mother nodded her head and went to the musollah. I walked towards Joseph's mas, I gave him hot tea, and Joseph received it.
I was sitting a little far away from her.I don't want this lost feeling to appear again.
" Family Mr. Abdulloh" call the nurse.
joseph and I stood up and approached the nurse.
"the father was conscious, but only one person was allowed in" the nurse said.
" joseph went in, I will accompany his mother outside" I said.
"yes deck"
mas Yusuf went into the ICU room, when he saw that his father was conscious with an oxygen hose on his nose.
"Dad"
"Yusuf, you're here with Isha right, where is she?" ask father.
" yes, we changed in, because in this room only one person is allowed to enter, the mother was still praying at dawn" I replied.
" suf, take good care of your wife, do not hurt her heart, she is a good woman" said her father.
"Insha Alloh well, I rest first, to get well soon"
father nodded his head, before long his father fell asleep again, Yusufpun out of the room.
"How's your father Suf?"ask mom
" mom's conscious, but now I'm sleeping".
I saw the clock was 6:30.
"Mom, Isya bought breakfast for mom, huh?"
" where's the kid?" ask mother.
"Usually in front of the hospital there is a ma'am" I said.
"Yes, be careful"
I stepped outwards.
"i'll accompany you on deck?" said mas Yusuf.
"No need, it's better to accompany my mother here" I replied.
"mother is okay Isha, you are the same Joseph come out" answered the mother.
I did not answer, and Joseph accompanied me.
we walked without any chatter, there was a sense of awkwardness in my heart.
"deck"
"gold"
I simultaneously said with Joseph.
"gold First?" my word
"not the one who wants to talk"
"you want to talk deck, too?"
lyrics by Yusuf
"not so" I replied annoyed
joseph chuckled, until I looked at him, for a long time I did not see the laughter.
"you're beautiful if you're upset again, want to feel like I'm men.." mas Yusuf has not been able to continue his talk.
"don't worry" I replied.
I didn't realize we were at the rice stall.
joseph and I had breakfast, and wrapped it for my mother.
after we finished paying, we both returned to the hospital, when passing through the hospital garden, my hands arrived at Yusuf mas and in the trailer to the park.
"Someone I want to talk about deck"
I didn't answer just according to.
once in the corner of the park, I was invited to Joseph's mas to sit in a garden chair, under a frangipani tree.
"grandfather, today is our wedding year"
" yes, I know and I'm ready" I replied
"Ready for what?" ask the Yusuf.
" didn't Joseph say our marriage was only for a year, then we divorced" I replied
" is that what you want deck?" ask the Yusuf.
" why did Joseph ask?"
" i don't want to split deck, I'm sorry about all my mistakes with you"
joseph took my hand, I was confused as to what I should do, and Joseph had no love for me.
"grandfather, I beg you to forgive me, we start from the beginning of the deck" pinta mas Yusuf.
I tried to realize, because honestly I still have love.
I nodded my head too.
"Thank You deck" said mas Yusuf as he hugged me.
we headed towards the ICU Room as Joseph hugged my shoulder.
arriving at the front of the room, I saw my mother opening her dress.
"Mother breakfast first" I offered breakfast.
"mother is not hungry Isya" replied the mother
"if the mother does not eat breakfast, Isya worried that the mother will be sick, the father needs the mother, if the father is aware that the mother is sick, he will be sadder mom, eat yes, if a little mom" I asked.
I finally accepted, and ate her breakfast.
I sat beside my mother, and Joseph was beside me.
joseph's hand reached at my waist and rested his head on my shoulder.
"Yusuf is spoiled Isya, you are patient" Mother said.
I smiled too, my left hand in his hand.
smoga is a good start.
that afternoon the father was moved to the hospital room, because his condition was stable.
fortunately, the father's disease was immediately treated so it was not too fatal.
that afternoon I went home for a while to get changed.
joseph and I were watching.
until 7 o'clock because I felt hungry, I asked permission to buy food in front, so Joseph objected I went alone, I asked permission to buy food, but since father had no one to look after, I was allowed to go out on my own.
I bought food in front of the hospital, it was raining soon after I finished paying for the food I bought. I ran through the rain.
I'm running a hunt because of Joseph's own mas.
arriving at the end of the hall when I was about to turn, I heard a woman crying as she said.
"Don't leave me, I won't break up with you. Forgive all my mistakes"
I turned, in front of my eyes, Joseph was hugging the woman.
the package I was carrying fell out of my hand.I turned and ran, ignoring the call of Joseph.
I ran out of the hospital and through the rain, no matter how far I walked, until I was at the end of the road, I sat in the garden chair on the corner of the road.
" Oh, I can't take it anymore"
I don't care about the rain falling so hard.
I don't know why I feel someone is staring at me.
I don't give a shit.
until a while, I stopped a taxi that happened to pass by, and I decided to go home.
once in front of the house, I pay the taxi fare.I went down with a lunglai, I took the key in the bag and then I entered
get inside the house.
I went into the bathroom, took a shower and changed clothes.
I decided to divorce, I don't want my life in the shadow of another woman.
seeing Joseph hugging the woman disgusts me.
somewhere else.
"Sir, I saw Miss Aisyah crying on the side of the road when it was raining very hard"
a person who is perfecting himself, opens his eyes immediately.
"Dek Aisha" her body wanted to move, but she said.
"master less your hermitage, do not fail, or you repeat from the beginning"
"ahhhhhhhhhh.shit"
"forgive me deck, right now I can't protect and take care of you, wait for me my dear. I miss you so much" Arya said as she took her original position.
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