
It's been almost 1 hour Damian can not close his eyes, he still think about the words of his daughter who asked permission to date, Damian was afraid if until finally Alexa found a man and romance with him
Damian does not want Alexa to fall into the arms of other men, but he also realizes that he can not force Alexa, but he can not force Alexa, they have a relationship between father and son there is no way Alexa will love her like a woman in a man
Damian slowly releases Alexa's embrace and covers the girl's body, choosing to go out for a while to win her mind that she can't control, how can he sleep if the shadow of the Alexa question is still on his mind
“what should I do, I even promised to keep him until growing up, but I don't even want to part with him” Damian told himself, he swiped his cigarette while daydreaming
“do I love that little girl?, I'm a pedophile?’ Damian to not believe in himself, when he loves a girl as small as Alexa when his age has entered the age of three heads
Flashbacks
Damian looked at his parents who were carrying a very messy daughter, the girl
it was very chaotic and irregular, even the clothes were dirty and full
rips
Damian who was 8 years old then looked at the girl with a sharp look, he did not
I love the girl her parents brought to her house. Not even Damian
accept the girl's arrival
Eventually, Adelia and Carlos decide to adopt the girl into a princess
lift them up, and automatically will be the foster brother to Damian, hear
damian was angry and hated the girl even more
But over time, the age of Damian and Tasya lit up so quickly and
equally mature, Damian who no longer hates Tasya even
she loves her girl like her own sister.
Tasya, who was 5 years older than Damian, chose to work
abroad, but an event that is very unexpected if Tasya
coming home with a distended stomach, Carlos and Adelia were very disappointed
But in the end, Damian who was still in college education last semester was very sorry to see Tasya who bore his own burden, Damian's parents were not as concerned as they used to be with Tasya
Until finally, the calamity returned to their families, when Tasya had to give birth he had to lose his life to save his son who had been guarding, he even left his daughter to Damian, he even left her,because at that time Damian was accompanying himself in the hospital
Hearing the news, Adelia felt sad because she made Tasya live alone until finally gone forever, but when she saw the daughter of Tasya who was born very beautiful made the heartache of Adelia and Carlos treated
They bring a little Alexa to take care of their home until finally Alexa is close and very sticky with Damian, who he already considers like his own daddy. Without Alexa knowing that he is not the son of Damian
Damian remembers how Tasya struggled to give birth to Alexa and until she finally left forever and left a child as small as Alexa who should still need her mother beside him, even Damian saw how Tasya had to lose his life and gave Damian a huge responsibility to take care of his daughter
damian's gaze was straight out the window covered in dark fog and dim street lights, with a breath of Damian staring at Alexa's face who had fallen asleep beside him, seeing that face Damian remembered with Tasya, his brother
"how should I take care of Alexa when she is growing older and will definitely demand freedom from me" Damian said in a soft voice while stroking Alexa's soft cheek
the time they spent diving is not a little time, even Damian never paid attention to himself just because he was busy taking care of work and his daughter, he even meluoakan all the problems if he had seen Alexa beside him
can Damian let go of Alexa to marry another man, while himself has given all his time for 19 years to Alexa
"Ale don't even think about leaving my life, I'll do anything to make you stay by my side" Damian peeked Alexa's cheek until she finally slept next to the little girl, Damian hugged Alexa tightly
**
in the morning, Alexa woke up from her sleep and saw her daddy who was still blindfolded beside her tiny body, Alexa slowly lowered Damian's hands and moved out of bed to clean himself first
as usual, Alexa will cook their breakfast because they do not use the services of a waiter to prepare a meal there, just simply clean the place and the rest of Alexa itself will do it
"what am I cooking today? if the fried rice was very ordinary indeed" Ale monologue who was confused to make what breakfast, even though Damian never commented on Ale's cooking, even the man sellau praised his daughter
"i cooked seafood fried noodles, happened to be shrimp and squid dikriskas" with a quick movement Alexa began to make fried noodle seasoning and work on it himself, he said, without feeling everything is finished and immediately prepare it on the table
but when Alexa was about to wake up her daddy, the door of their house. Alexa who was about to go up above the labgsung turn around to open the door, I don't know who is visiting this early in the morning at their home
"hallo's most beautiful granddaughter, your daddy where's Al?"asked the woman who turned out to be Alexa's oma, who was none other than Damian's mama, with a feeling of pleasure Alexa hugged her oma and kissed Adelia's cheek with a fluffy smile
"oma kok came not ngabarin anyway, Ale can cook a lot earlier" said Ale while carrying Adelia's luggage and welcomed the woman inside, both of them continued to step and Adelia looked around the house in amazement
"while Ale calls daddy oma, she's still sleeping on top" said Alexa and ran upstairs to wake Damian, while Adelia walked while looking at the atmosphere of the house
"just patting Damian at home here, it turns out Alexa can mnegurus himself even to make this house full of color" said Adelia, he again sat on the sofa while waiting for the arrival of Damian and his grandson
"mama came here and did not say, Dami could pick it up" Damian said with a distinctive sound of waking up because suddenly his daughter entered the room and woke him up in a hurry. Damian who was still half conscious was immediately invited by Alexa to come down because he did not want his omanya to wait long
"mama there's business around here, so all of you stop by" Adelia smiled. Alexa sat there and let Damian sit by himself
"what's the matter?, there seems to be something you want to say" said Damian, who saw his mother's girly as if covering something up from him
"mama wants you to marry Dami, there is no way you live alone and single until old age, mama also wants to hold a grandchild from you, Ale is grown now and also does not live with us anymore" adelia said with a sad face
sometimes something we expect is inversely proportional to something we avoid
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