My Dad's Contract Wife

Teem

Alisa is currently beside Hadi who is lying down while reading a book. Of course Alisa waited for the sweet attitude and affectionate caress of the man who was beside her.

Usually Hadi can at least get close to him without hugging or asking for his ration. The last contact when in Surabaya at that time he defended from abroad following him there.

Alisa who lay facing the ceiling occasionally glanced at Hadi who seemed to focus on reading the book.

But after a long wait. There was no movement from Hadi or just invite him to talk, making Alisa turn her back and turn off the lights, replacing them with dim ones. With a heart that doesn't play.

Hadi turned to Alisa who was on her back, saved the book and positioned herself to sleep. Approaching Alisa then hugged her from behind, but who would have thought.

Alisa moved Hadi's hand from her waist, as a refusal to be hugged.

"Why do you love hem?" Hadi made a soft voice while peeling his nape.

Alisa soaring. "I forgot something," he hurried to the bathroom and stood in front of the sink and looked at himself in the mirror. Her beautiful eyes were unable to stem any more tears that forced her out.

She cried. Her chest hurt a lot, when she needed a backrest! buy affection. But as if his existence was not considered. Or only in times of need. Like a breath that is important is not felt its existence, and is needed but not grasped.

Alisa so thought that if the holiday later, she would bring Dirga and her two sisters. And where do you want to vacation? but in thought again. Dirga just entered school, time to skip again.

Then Alisa came out of the bathroom and returned to her original place without looking at Hadi who was either asleep or not.

A cold night passed with a cold heart.

Early in the morning Alisa sat down near Hadi who was already holding her laptop.

"Yank, for business in Lampung, you're the only one leaving. So make refreshing so as not to be too mourning continues," said Alisa softly.

"I'm still lazy to work let alone out of town, you're with Mita and Zidan." That's how Hadi told Alisa.

Alisa looked up at the direction of hadi. And he was confused as to what else to say for this man to understand. If he should not continue to be the worst not sadness.

"What do you want, dong? will you continue like this, lamenting fate. Feel like you lost someone you love so much? while you're forgetting your responsibilities as a husband, as a company leader and also as a father?" alisa said in a somewhat trembling voice holding in sadness.

"Lisa ... please understand, I still need time to set my heart, I still need time to accept this reality-"

"Keep it until when? until everything is destroyed. Do you understand how I feel? do you also understand how we or others who are the same feel lost? we all feel lost in other feelings! but that doesn't mean it's constantly like this." Alisa's voice is stirring.

Alisa shook her head, she really already felt unable to bear with her attitude and Hadi's thoughts.

"I must have risen, I must have been. I just need time! please understand?" Hadi closed his laptop and looked at Alisa's direction.

"If I could say something. I don't like you like it anymore, you're a husband. A father and a CEO! your responsibilities are huge and numerous! you should not continue to fall in the sadness of drifting and protracted in a state that will take you continuously without the spirit of life." Alisa said while moving her hand.

"You've trusted me all this time, someone who doesn't know anything. I have no previous experience. I don't understand the business world, I'm tired. I'm tired of all this" now Alisa's saying everything she's lost in her heart.

"Still mending everything can still be controlled! and your great company is not destroyed in my hands, what if it is with my hands or irresponsible hands? the company continues to fall. Broken down? me briefly! I can't control it! I can't. You should have understood me too, I am a woman who knows nothing! which requires intense guidance from you."

Hadi looked at Alisa. "But in reality you are capable, you can take care of everything-"

"Yes. Yes I am capable! I forced it because I felt burdened with great responsibility. I should be able to be your assistant, your employee your staff. Even being your wife. Do you know how tired I am? who is trying to replace you in everything? while at home. I was expecting a little sweetness and a touch of affection as my tired antidote in the office! I don't get it." Alisa cupped her face with both her palms.

"I'm sorry and it'll take me a little while to get through this." Hadi's voice remained relaxed and tried to grab Alisa's hand which she patted.

"I'm too tired, I'm tired of continuing to replace you that I feel is too heavy. I'm a nobody! a higher education that can bear it all!" again Alisa shook her head while wiping the water dripping in the corner of her eyes.

Hadi approached his little wife who looked flooded with tears and Alisa also moved away.

"I know you only use me when you need to. But the truth is that you do not need me, I am only an outlet of your desires. And when you want it. Maybe you don't care what I want, what I need and what I expect from you." Alisa's voice was barely audible.

Again Hadi was silent! unable to answer everything said by Alisa who was the length of the railway.

Both of Alisa's shoulders were shaking she was sobbing! he was really fed up with all this, while what he was doing felt wasted.

"I know, I'm too fragile I'm too easy to fall into your arms! even dissolved and all the water you gave me. And it turns out that it's all just pseudo just to stir up the love, the affection in my heart and after that you drop me, you throw me into the abyss of my own feelings, hik-hik-hik." Alisa is crying again.

Hadi gasped to hear that Alisa loved and loved him.

"Okay, I'm lazy to argue with you. After I get home from Lampung, I hope it's over, take care of our divorce." Finally the words were also released from Alisa's lips.

"Darling!" Hadi was very surprised to hear it, but he did not know what to say? he was confused. This is a big slap for Hadi.

Alisa moved from her seat and immediately packed the clothes to be taken to Lampung, she had wanted Hadi to go to Lampung and she of course participated! but in reality that is Hadi's answer that makes his heart more hurt.

Even if it was still early morning, Alisa left for the airport! actually she can prepare breakfast for her husband and also the spoiled child, Dirga. And go to the hunt if you have to say it to school.

But Alisa felt unable, she felt she was too claustrophobic. And the cry also felt he could not resist, even though he still had a lot of time to be at home and prepare everything, of course, would only show his sadness to the other people of the house.

Alisa left too ... did not have time to say goodbye to Hadi, the man remained silent not budging in his place at first.

Same with the others. Alisa did not say goodbye first and they were still in their respective rooms, the new time showed at 05.25 wib. except for the assistant who had started the activity that saw Alisa leave.

Alisa again cried sobbing in the car and hid her face in the corner. Her cry sounded so heartbreaking that her shoulders trembled. It was so obvious that his heart was so hurt.

Mr. Mur was confused, did not know what happened to his employer, knew he was crying in the car. Sobbing and sounding bitter ....

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